Mary nodded weakly, as if she understood, and watched the inky tendrils that kept slipping out of Mercy's hair-knot. 'Have you lodged here long?' she asked hoarsely.

'Half a year in Rat's Castle, and another six years hereabouts. But mind, the worst rogues in London are to be found in the Rookery,' Mercy warned her with a grin that showed her white teeth; 'they'll rob your legs if you stand still long enough!'

How perverse, then, that Mary was coming to feel almost at home here, surrounded by the people her mother used to call riffraff, riffraff, or simply, or simply, scum. scum. She spent her days dozing on Doll's stained mattress, her fever rising and falling like a flame in her spine. She sensed herself to be strangely safe, as if she were floating far above the ordinary world. She spent her days dozing on Doll's stained mattress, her fever rising and falling like a flame in her spine. She sensed herself to be strangely safe, as if she were floating far above the ordinary world.

She could hear Doll's thumping feet on the stairs long before the door opened. Doll might stalk in at any time of night or day and let herself fall onto the thin mattress. She smelt like a fishmonger's and her pockets clinked, fat with shillings. 'Devil ride me,' she'd declare, 'if I ain't giving up this nasty trade.' But when Mary pressed her, she seemed unable to remember a time before strolling strolling-that was her word for it-or any possibilities beyond its reach. It was like a country she lived in. To hear her describe life on the streets, everyone-man, woman, or child-prostituted themselves one way or another. When drunk on her favourite gin-blue ruin, she called it fondly-she'd breathe perfume in Mary's face and swear that there was no trade like a Miss's. It required no training, capital, nor premises, and the supply of customers would never run out till the end of the world. 'I defy you,' she would slur, 'I defy you to name me any other trade so merry.' she called it fondly-she'd breathe perfume in Mary's face and swear that there was no trade like a Miss's. It required no training, capital, nor premises, and the supply of customers would never run out till the end of the world. 'I defy you,' she would slur, 'I defy you to name me any other trade so merry.'

Mary sometimes had to remind herself: she wasn't a harlot. Only the friend of one. Only a girl fouled and in trouble.

After a fortnight, Mary's fever had died down, and the pains with it. Doll, who'd been most impressed to hear that Mary was a scholar, scholar, as she called it, sometimes got her to read pamphlets aloud in the long winter afternoons. Mostly they were bawdy political doggerel that bewildered Mary, about what Countess P___m got up to at B___h with the Honourable Member for W___r, but they made Doll cackle and roar. Sometimes she'd take the trouble to fill Mary in, telling her lurid and improbable tales, like the one about the King's old tutor carrying on with the King's own mother. as she called it, sometimes got her to read pamphlets aloud in the long winter afternoons. Mostly they were bawdy political doggerel that bewildered Mary, about what Countess P___m got up to at B___h with the Honourable Member for W___r, but they made Doll cackle and roar. Sometimes she'd take the trouble to fill Mary in, telling her lurid and improbable tales, like the one about the King's old tutor carrying on with the King's own mother.

One morning Mary felt strong enough to get up, and asked for her smock, but Doll let out an alarming laugh and said, 'That filthy thing? Gave it to the ragman and got no more than ha'pence for it.'

'But I have nothing else.' Mary's voice began to quiver at the thought of going down into the streets with nothing but a linen shift to cover her.

Doll waved expansively at the clothes hanging on the nails. 'Take your pick, my darling.'

Mary stared over each shoulder. Such clothes, such colours, on her? She wouldn't know herself.

Doll let out an impatient puff of breath. 'You can start with my spares,' she said, bending to root in a corner.

The stays were stiff and stained. As Doll tugged the strings tight at Mary's back, the girl began to gasp with fright.

'Ain't you ever laced before, then?' asked Doll.

She shook her head and bit on her lower lip. She thought her ribs would crack.

'Fourteen years old, and never in stays!' Doll marvelled. She loosed the strings infinitesimally, and Mary sucked in a mouthful of air. 'High time you learned to dress like a grown girl. A female without boning ain't nothing but a sack of corn.'

Doll lent Mary two petticoats and a pair of steel improvers, which sat like buckled birdcages over the girl's narrow hips. Mary picked the least outrageous clothes: a pale blue skirt, a pink bodice, and a pair of sleeves to match the skirt, buttoned on tight at the shoulders. Doll showed her how everything fitted together, and how the pockets hung down from the waist seam. Then she stepped back and thrust a triangle of mirror in Mary's face.

Mary stared at this festive bruised creature, a child in the clothes of a woman twice her age. She didn't recognise herself, not even when she tried to smile.

She could walk upright on her own, but when they went downstairs she still leaned on Doll's broad milky arm, gasping for breath. Mercy Toft's door was shut, and from behind it came a repetitive groan in a deep bass; Mary knew what that meant, even before Doll nudged her.

As they stepped out of the cracked front door of Rat's Castle, the noise of the city hit her as hard as the cold wind. The improvers made her vast skirt surge and sway like a boat in rough seas.

Doll was her sainted saviour and her only friend in the world. She told everything and asked nothing. She brought Mary all over the city, that day and many other days, as October gave way to a chill November. Doll had no sense that there was any border to her territory. She even marched Mary into the new white-stone squares of the West End, where the locals were so rich they hired linkboys to walk ahead of them with flaming torches so they'd never step into a pile of dirt. Ladies had themselves carried round in sedan chairs, with their tasselled skirts spilling out the sides.

On Carrington Street in Mayfair, Doll pointed up at a fresh-painted apartment and said, 'That's the famous Kitty Fisher's.'

'What's she famous for?' asked Mary.

'Don't you know nothing yet?' Doll gave a pleasurable sigh. 'She's only got six lovers in the House of Lords, that's what for!'

'Six?' repeated Mary, staggered.

'They say one night she was entertaining Lord Montford, who's a shrunken little man, you understand-when up the stairs marched Lord Sandwich. So how do you think Miss Kitty smuggled the pygmy out?'

Mary shrugged to show she had no idea.

'Under her skirt!' shrieked Doll with mirth, slapping Mary's hoop to make it hum. 'They say her fee is a hundred guineas,' she added more reflectively.

'A year?'

'A night, you dupe!' crowed Doll. 'And once, at breakfast, when a gentleman gave her nothing but a fifty-pound note, she took such offence, she put it between two bits of bread and ate it.'

Mary stared up at the high rectangles of glass, hoping for a glimpse of Kitty Fisher, the famous mouth that could eat money. But the footman at the arched door was giving her and Doll a frozen stare. Mary dropped her eyes, suddenly seeing what he saw and knowing what he thought. To him there was no difference between the two of them. Harlots, Harlots, she thought to herself, trying out the word. she thought to herself, trying out the word. Seven-Dials strollers, Misses, trulls. Seven-Dials strollers, Misses, trulls.

But Doll blew the footman a fat kiss. Doll never minded who looked at her or how.

'Why did you take me in?' Mary asked her on the walk home that evening. Then she wished she could swallow the words again, because she feared they would make Doll turn cold and scornful, or tell her that her time was long up and she owed a pretty penny, by the way.

But Doll gave a peculiar smile, almost sheepish. 'When I stopped to look at you in the ditch, that morning, I was just curious,' she began. 'I was all set to walk on to the Cheshire Cheese in Fleet Street for my breakfast. But then you bit my hand, and I liked that.'

'You liked it?' asked Mary, bewildered.

'Showed some spirit,' said Doll with satisfaction. 'That's what I'd have done myself.'

But Doll never said if she'd ever been there herself: face down in a ditch, left to rot. She never said much about the past at all. It seemed she'd always been and always would be what she was: a Miss. That was their favourite word for themselves, Doll said, though whores whores would be more honest. The men who hired them were called would be more honest. The men who hired them were called cullies. cullies. Men came in all shapes and sizes but they all wanted much the same thing, Doll explained to Mary. Men came in all shapes and sizes but they all wanted much the same thing, Doll explained to Mary.

The girl was amazed to learn the Misses were not a distinct population, set apart from the mass of womanhood. A stroller by night might be a herring-seller by day. As well as the half-timers, half-timers, as Doll rather scornfully called them, there were many others-especially the wives-who'd only stay in the trade for a year or two, while times were at their worst. 'Your whores for life, now, like myself, we're as rare as black swans,' she boasted; 'the aristocracy of the trade, you might say. I was even in Harris's List, back in '55.' as Doll rather scornfully called them, there were many others-especially the wives-who'd only stay in the trade for a year or two, while times were at their worst. 'Your whores for life, now, like myself, we're as rare as black swans,' she boasted; 'the aristocracy of the trade, you might say. I was even in Harris's List, back in '55.'

'What's that?'

Doll rolled her eyes, as always when Mary displayed her ignorance. 'The List of Covent Garden Ladies, List of Covent Garden Ladies, don't you know. It's a sort of circular, published every year for the gentlemen's benefit.' don't you know. It's a sort of circular, published every year for the gentlemen's benefit.'

'And do you know what it said about you?' asked Mary.

'Every word. I paid a boy to read it out to me till I'd learned it by heart. Miss Dolly Higgins, Miss Dolly Higgins, Doll quoted, ' Doll quoted, 'fifteen and full-fleshed, of a cheerful disposition. Application should be made at the Sign of the Moor's Head.'

So Doll was still only twenty-one, Mary calculated, appalled. That face looked so lived in.

'She is guaranteed to please the discerning beau,' Doll went on, Doll went on, 'who need have no fear of consequences.' 'who need have no fear of consequences.' She let out a hoarse laugh. 'Of course, I was clapped to the hilt already, no less than yourself. It sounded well, though.' She let out a hoarse laugh. 'Of course, I was clapped to the hilt already, no less than yourself. It sounded well, though.'

'But I think I'm clean now,' Mary told her.

Ah, once it's in your blood it never quite leaves you,' said Doll professionally. 'A visitor for life, is Madam Clap. Next time you lie with the fellows, wash in gin first, if you can spare it, or in piss if you can't.'

'I won't be lying with any fellows,' said Mary coldly. Her hands began to shake at the thought of it, and she folded them behind her.

Doll let out a hoarse ripple of laughter. 'How d'you mean to get your bread, then?'

'I'll think of something.'

Now that Mary was getting to know the wider city, she could tell that there were more trades for women than she'd ever heard of. Not every girl had to end up a servant or a seamstress. There were cooks and milkmongers, fishwives and flower hawkers, washerwomen and gardeners and midwives and even the odd apothecary. Women kept schools and asylums, pie stalls and millinery shops. Mary made herself ask questions of strangers, everywhere she went. All she needed to know was, how could a girl of fourteen make her own way in the world?

But the answer in every case was that Mary was too young. Too ignorant. Lacked a cow, a barrow, a shop. Had no money to buy an apprenticeship, no husband to inherit a business from. Lacked knowledge of the world, trades, customers.

On her own, Mary would have clawed herself a little piece of some market in the end, she knew that. If she'd had to, she could have sold dripping, old newspapers, used tea-leaves-the detritus that never went to waste. On her own, she would have learned how to live off ha'pennies and made herself wear plaincloth all year round-if only to defy her mother's prediction that she would end up in the workhouse.

But she wasn't on her own, of course. She had Doll, strolling along in silks at her side and laughing at the notion of any trade honester than her own. Under her tutelage Mary tasted rum from Barbados, French wine, lemons from Portugal, and a pineapple so sweet she thought her head would explode. 'That came from a glasshouse out Paddington way,' Doll told her, 'and do you know what it grew in?'

'What?'

'Our shit!' Doll howled with laughter. 'I swear to the Maker, they buy fresh London shit from the night-soil men and grow pineapples in it!'

With Doll came gin and merriment, a great randomness, a feeling that you never knew what the day might hold. Decisions edged out of Mary's reach; the future slid out of her grasp.

And there was another thing: her belly. Mary felt its contours every morning, and for all her bleak hopes, she had to admit it now: the swelling had never gone down. Somehow what was growing inside her had survived the soldiers, and the ditch, and even the dirty fever. It was a little bigger every week. At night she lay in her shift with her back to Doll. She crossed her arms and pressed down on the bump till she thought she might burst.

But a fishwife she got talking to about the oyster trade gave Mary's borrowed bodice a knowing look and remarked, 'You could always put yourself out to nurse, if your own didn't live.'

Mary was too shocked to answer. She walked away without a word.

She knew she had to tell Doll. It was just a matter of finding the moment, and the right words. But when did Doll ever need telling about anything?

'High time you rid yourself of that,' she remarked to Mary one morning with no preamble, as she staggered in the door of their dark garret.

Mary stared up from the straw mattress, unblinking. Her hands were joined across her stomach. 'You mean-'

'Lud, didn't they teach you nothing at that school?'

Mary stared down at her belly.

Doll let herself down on the mattress with a vast sigh. She smelt like a fire in a gin-shop. 'Now don't turn spleenish,' she yawned. 'I'm only saying what's sense, devil take me if I'm not. You can't tell me you want to bear it?'

All Mary knew about childbearing was gleaned from her brother's birth, when her mother had kept her shut up in the second room. All she remembered was a terrible panting, and stained sheets hung over the dresser to dry afterwards. And William Digot, blind drunk, roaring, 'A boy! A boy! We're a proper family now!'

Any case,' added Doll, 'it'll be born clapped. Had you thought of that?'

Mary's eyes were wet with panic, but she blinked until she could see. She hadn't known that. She let herself think of a baby, pushing out from between her legs, diseased before its first breath. Nausea rose up in her throat. 'Tell me, then,' she said rapidly. 'Tell me how to stop it.'

Doll let out a massive yawn and pushed herself up on one elbow. 'Well, looks like it's too late for coffee berries, though I've known a brew of tamarisk to work at a pinch ... Sit up,' she ordered.

Mary sat straight; her belly pushed out in front of her, now she wasn't trying to hold it in. They both stared at it.

'When did you get it? July, August?'

'May.'

Doll counted on her fingers and tutted. 'Six months! You're such a skinny thing, I didn't reckon you were so far gone. Well, you'll have to pay a call on Ma Slattery, that's the only thing for it. But she charges a full crown.'

'I don't have it,' said Mary after a few seconds, wetting her lips with her tongue. 'I don't have a-'

'I know that,' said Doll. 'But don't keep letting on you can't think of a single way to get it.'

Mary turned her head away.

'Listen,' said Doll in a hard voice, 'if you intend to keep laying about here forever-'

'I don't,' interrupted Mary. And I'm vastly grateful-'

'Gratitude's not needed. And besides, it won't pay the rent.'

The silence lengthened.

'You got anything else?' asked Doll softly. 'Anything to pawn? Any friends you haven't mentioned?'

'No.'

'Then use what you've got, I say. Sell it while you're young and the market's high.'

Mary's head swung from side to side like a pendulum. 'I can't,' she said. 'I just can't bear the thought of it.'

There was a long silence. Doll Higgins seemed to be looking at her from a great distance.

'Maybe,' Mary began pathetically, 'if you could possibly see your way to lending-'

But the rage had flamed up in the older girl's eyes, and Doll's hand thumped the mattress between them, making the dust leap from the straw. 'So it's all right for me to go out whoring, but not for the Charity Scholar?' she bawled. 'I'm to dirty my hands to keep Madam's clean? Well, let me tell you, little Miss Precious: in this world, what you need, you pay for. You lost your virtue at the end of an alley like any common slut, and it ain't ever going to grow back. You're clapped and carrying, in case you hadn't noticed. You're one of us now, like it or not.'

After Mary had cried her eyes dry, and said how sorry she was, for everything, and, 'Yes, all right, yes, yes,' then Doll was very kind to her. She wiped her face with a handkerchief dipped in Hungary water, and the sharp lemony smell cleared Mary's mind.

'Young thing like you, fresh as lettuce,' said Doll, 'virgin goods, practically-you should get two bob a throw.'

Mary tried this new mathematics. Two bob by three throws- throws- she didn't let herself think what this harmless word covered-meant a crown plus a shilling left over. (And she had done it before, she reminded herself. It couldn't possibly be as bad as what the soldiers did to her in the ditch.) 'Just this once,' she muttered at last. she didn't let herself think what this harmless word covered-meant a crown plus a shilling left over. (And she had done it before, she reminded herself. It couldn't possibly be as bad as what the soldiers did to her in the ditch.) 'Just this once,' she muttered at last.

'That's right.'

'As soon as it's all over'-glancing at her hard belly-'I'm going to find another trade, even if it pays less.'

'Of course you will,' murmured Doll.

She was already pulling on Mary's stay-strings; she tugged them so tight that Mary cried out. But Doll was already leafing through the layers of clothes that hung on the walls. 'No, no,' she said under her breath, 'too quiet by half.' Finally she plucked out something in orange silk.

'But it doesn't even button up.'

'It's not meant to, dolt. It's a slammerkin.'

Doll hustled her into the long dress, tying it at the waist. 'Look, it cuts away and shows a mile of petticoat. The cullies love an open gown. And see how the train flares out behind you! That's another word for us, by the way.'