Pendergast got up to leave. "I'll think about it."

With a predatory glare Neil tracked him as he left the room. As soon as the door closed he slapped the file on the table. "And think about how we're going to get you, you little worm."

Before Steve could say anything, Neil's PDA rang. "Yeah, come on up." He clicked off. "Lily."

They headed back to the homicide office where, a few minutes later, Lily and a girlfriend arrived. Neil met them at the door and led them inside. They were shopping nearby and stopped by to ask Neil for money.

Steve had only seen Lily a few times. She was about five seven, gaunt-limbed, and wearing a loose short-sleeved pullover that made her look even less substantial. Her complexion was pale and her hair had the dead-black flatness of a Goth dye job. A small silver stud winked from her left nostril. The girlfriend was a sullen-looking kid with magenta-streaked hair and a tight little mouth that looked as if it was tasting vinegar.

"Catch any bad guys today?" Lily asked.

"We're working on it. How are you doing?"

"Pretty good."

"Get you kids something cold to drink?" Neil said.

"Diet Pepsi," Lily said. Courtney, the girlfriend, nodded, and Neil left to get the drinks.

"Doing some shopping?" Steve asked.

"Yeah." She flopped the Gap bag she was holding against her leg but didn't elaborate.

"You and your dad saw a pretty good game the other night." Neil had gotten box seats.

"What game?"

"The only game in town-Sox and Yankees."

"Oh, that. Yeah."

"You were lucky. You saw history in the making-that unassisted triple play. I don't think there's been more than a handful in major league history, and probably never at Fenway." It was the sixth inning with no outs and two men on base and moving when Rodriquez hit a line drive to the shortstop, Alex Cora, who stepped on second to retire Jeter and tagged Giambi before he could return to first.

"I guess." She looked at Courtney and shrugged.

"You did see it, right?"

"We left early."

"You did?"

"I don't like baseball that much."

"We can't all be perfect."

Lily made an awkward smile.

"But it was fun seeing the crowd and all," Courtney said.

Neil returned with the drinks. The girls said goodbye, and Neil walked them to the door, where he pulled something out of his wallet for Lily then kissed her on the cheek before they left.

Steve gathered his stuff. "How's she doing?"

"Better." Neil began to leave.

"Hey, I thought you saw the game the other night."

"I did."

"That's funny. Talking to the girls I got the impression they went together."

"Yeah, well, I thought she might enjoy it better if she went with a friend."

"Sure."

Neil's eyes had shrunk to ball bearings. "Is that it?"

"Yeah."

And Neil walked away.

30.

Steve drove up Ruggles and took a right onto Huntington. At the stoplight at Gainsborough he made a U-turn and pulled beside a hydrant in front of Conor Larkins.

"Did you go to my place?

"Did you come upstairs?

"Did you? Did you?"

Conor Larkins was an underground bar with blue awnings and a staircase separating two storefront windows with Guinness signs, Northeastern banners, and stuffed NU huskies behind the glass. His eyes rested on the entrance while waiting for images to solidify out of the fog.

So why not go inside, me boy? Afraid of what you'll find? Afraid someone will recognize you?

"Hey, didn't I see you the other night with that woman who got murdered? That stripper from NU? Jeez, it was the same night."

He took out her photograph. Christ! The more he stared at it, the more she looked like Dana.

"Did you kill me?

"Did you come up to my place for a little action but because you were so scrambled on meds and booze you looked at me, saw Dana, and all that resentment building up since she dumped you suddenly spewed up? Killed me as surrogate?"

Bullshit!

He put the car in gear and moved down Huntington. At its end he cut down to Jamaica Way, where he drove in the slower right-hand lane, his mind wide-open and poised for the sudden zap.

But nothing came back.

He pulled down Payson and parked across the street from 123. Mrs. Sabo's light was on, but the second-floor apartment looked dead. He tried to recall walking up those steps and ringing the second-floor doorbell and Terry coming down, dressed in her black sheath. He couldn't get it. Couldn't even recall what she wore in the restaurant. Nothing but a pocket of night fog.

After maybe twenty minutes he left and drove down Center Street still expecting the brutal epiphany. He stopped at a deserted parking lot with a large Dumpster in back. Nothing. He continued for another couple of miles, stopping to see if the psychic trail would warm.

Nothing. Thank you! Thank you!

But you can't prove a negative, Bunky. So how did the sunglasses end up at her place? You tell me that.

She came down, I gave them to her, she went up without me. Headed home, slept off the poisons. Meanwhile, somebody else went up there and did her in. Maybe Pendergast.

Good. Your chips and a prayer on him.

The sun had dropped behind the wall of buildings on St. Botolph when he pulled into a spot near his apartment. With his key, he let himself into the front door. On the floor was a large manila envelope with his name on it. Dana's handwriting. Inside was some mail that had been sent to his Carleton address. And a handwritten note: Am in town with Lanie. I'll see you tomorrow at eleven. These came the other day for you. Might want to give them your new address. Dana.

No "Love" or "XOXO." Just "Dana." Just plain ole "Dana" as if it were a note to the lawn service guy. "Might want to give them your new address."

Bitch!

Inside were some bills and magazines. He climbed the stairs to his apartment. All he wanted to do was monkey work-dull mechanical brain stem stuff. So he decided to pay some bills and send notes to the senders informing them of his change of address. He went online and paid the bills. Electric. Telephone. Magazines. He filled out online forms with the change of address. He logged onto his Visa account. He scrolled down his recent purchases. His Conor Larkins bill was listed-$36.18 for the sandwich and drinks. Then his eyes fixed on the entry below that, and for a moment his brain had no reaction.

CENTER STREET LIQUORS, JAMAICA PLAIN MA. 06/02, 6:22 P.M.

Champagne $41.99

The bottle of Taittinger.

For special occasions he always bought Veuve Clicquot, which was his and Dana's champagne of choice. But maybe they were out and he purchased the Taittinger instead. He could not recall buying champagne. He could not recall stopping at a liquor store.

But Terry Farina had left Conor Larkins to drop off her exam and probably arrived at her place around five thirty. Sometime after that he had called to say she had left her sunglasses behind. Would drop them off.

Stopped to buy champagne...

A soupy horror filled his head. He had gone over there full of meds and booze and smoldering anger.

Oh, sweet Jesus!

31.

"Is that me?"

"It could be."

The left half of the monitor showed a digitally enhanced postop image made from the photo Dr. Monks's assistant had taken on Dana's first visit. On the right, the original. By comparison, the tired, strained look had yielded to eyes more open and youthful. She couldn't help feeling elated at the improvement.

"This is you with upper lid plasty." With his pen, the doctor demonstrated. "What we'd do is make an incision along the lash line and smile creases here and remove excess fat and skin. Fine sutures close the incision, and after four days you come back to have them removed."

"And that's it?"

"That's it. The actual procedure would take about an hour, recovery in a week or so. If you're good and apply an ice compact and don't do any heavy lifting, the bruising will fade fast. You'll have some discomfort for a couple of days, but we'll give you something for that."

It was noon on Friday when she arrived at Dr. Monks's office. She was taken into a room where she sat in a reclining chair. An assistant applied numbing cream along her smile lines. After a few minutes, Dr. Monks made the needle injections of Restylane. She felt minimal discomfort, and after the procedure he brought her into his office to consult about other possibilities.

He maneuvered the mouse to show her face with both lids done. "As you can see, there isn't much difference, and I frankly think that the uppers alone will give you the eyes of a woman at least ten years younger. And maybe Botox treatment for the crease line."

She was pleased that he wasn't trying to sell her procedures she didn't need.

He must have read her mind, because he said, "As a mentor of mine once said, 'If less is more, least is most.'"

"But my forehead lines stand out."

"Yes, but the upper bletharoplasty will improve that."

"What about this crease?" she said, and fingered the crease above her nose. "I'm starting to look like the Allegory of Woe."

He smiled. He was ready for that and clicked the mouse. On the screen was a shot of her with the crease filled. "This is what Botox will do."

"Oh, I like that." The scowl was gone, making her whole appearance more youthful. Monks's hand was still on the mouse. "I have the feeling that you've got more in there."

"Only because this software is like Mr. Potato Head for plastic surgeons."

He tapped a few keys and on the screen were new images of her with her chin recontoured. Her lower face looked as if it had been beveled into a graceful V. Gone was the subtle squaring of her jaw from gravity. Gone also were the small wrinkles around her cheeks. The effect was startling-like looking at time-lapse photos of herself aging in reverse. "You took twenty years off my face."

"On the screen we did, though it's a pretty good approximation of the results."

"It's like modern alchemy."

"In a way, but wouldn't you say it still looks like you?"

"Yes." But it was creepy. The final image could pass for her college graduation photo.