Published at 25th of November 2022 08:02:41 AM

VF 079 Before the Banquet

[Calis-sama, how about loosening up yourself a bit?] (Jake)

Its the day of the banquet and Im being told off by Jake when Im just quietly drinking my cup of tea while we wait for Sasha to finish her prep.

[What loosen up, Im just the same as usual though?] (Calis)

[Youre actually way too calm that its too chilly to look at. Its like the calm before the storm. You better do something about that before you explode when you caught sight of the madam.] (Jake)

This butler of ours he really knows me well.

[More importantly, I will leave everything regarding the house to you in our absence. There shouldnt be any problems, no?] (Calis)

[Of course.] (Jake)

[Then, please ensure Laurel, Mint, and Basels security. Well try to go home as quickly as we can but if something happens, dont hesitate to use that as necessary.] (Calis)

[Ill be sure to keep it in mind, but I dont think theres anything for the duke to fear.] (Jake)

Actually, I already made sure to give a discreet sign of warning to those guys who might take advantage of our absence. I also made sure that the security is properly in place. However, one should still be ready even in the worst case.

[Well then, I shall take my leave and return to my duties. However will it really be okay for the masters to leave without anyone in company? Would you consider taking Miguel at the very least?] (Jake)

[Its alright. Besides, Miguel has his own job to do in the house.] (Calis)

Its a banquet, you know. I really want to enjoy this night with just the two of me and Sasha alone. Besides, I want Miguel to do something about his own love life too. Well, as long as hell keep it moderate.

[I understand. Then, farewell]

Jake then finally leaves the room. Now left alone, I can only finish my cup of tea as I actually battle against my inner demons in silence. I mean, how couldnt I? Sashas actually dressing up! How can I not look forward to that!? IMPOSSIBLE!

[But, Calis, dont forget, you are a rational human being. Keep yourself in check. Be a gentleman. Calm down. Caallmm dooownn.]

Heres a surprise quiz. What would you expect from a man who abstained from doing that for a year and a half? Answer?

DANGER.

The reason being for such abstinence is because I want to be considerate of Sashas physical condition. Theres also the fact that my conscience persuades me that I will be able to endure things with skinship alone. Dont get me wrong, I love skinship. However, there are times when Im having trouble containing myself anymore. Anyhow, I really dont want Sasha to feel burdened. So, for almost eighteen months, Ive been holding myself down.

Still, no matter what happens, as long as Sasha is beside me, I will make sure to keep myself together no matter how hard it becomes. That doesnt mean I can discount the possibility that my pent up desires suddenly explode and wont be able to control myself though. Thats why I have to be really careful in preventing my desire to take over.

As I thought about such things, a knock came from the door followed by Sashas voice.

[If I may enter, dear.] (Sasha)

[Of course.]

As I look at the opening door, I cant help but stop my breath as I absorb the figure of beautys incantation in human form. Sasha is wearing a blue dress with a pure white necklace made from the ore that I discovered. The contrast of colors between her silver hair and the sharpness of her blue dress makes her silver locks more eye-catching than ever. And together with her light make up, her image became less mature and appears to be more youthful. She looks like a goddess. The goddess of beauty has finally descended. Im so loss of my own words thats the only thing I can only say.

[Uhm. how is it?]

I can see Sashas pretty nervous right now but I can only answer her with a grin.

[You look very beautiful. As expected of my beloved Sasha.]

[R-really?]

Sasha giggles a a and DAMN SHE SO FINE!!! D-do we really have to attend that banquet? Wouldnt it be fine if we just go straight to the bed?

The devil inside of me almost pushed me to the depths of hell but thankfully I was able to keep it in check at the last moment and stopped myself. I convinced myself so hard that Ill do it for sure after the banquet. After such a bitter struggle in my head, I escorted Sasha as we left.