I expected him to pounce on the sex-in-every-possible-position comment, but he only said, "You fed me your-"

I pushed into the mirror, cutting him off. Like the first one, it resisted me, then grabbed me and squirted me out on the other side.

His voice preceded his arrival. "You bloody fool, do you never stop to consider the consequences of your actions?" He barreled out of the mirror behind me.

"Of course I do," I said coolly. "There's always plenty of time to consider the consequences. After I've screwed up."

"Funny girl, aren't you, Ms. Lane?"

"Sure am. Jericho. It's Mac. I'm Mac. No more fake formality between us. Get with the program or get the hell out of here."

His dark eyes flared. "Big talk. Ms. Lane Ms. Lane. Try to enforce it." Challenge burned in his gaze.

I sauntered toward him. He watched me coldly and I was reminded of the other night, when I'd pretended to be coming on to him, because I was angry. He thought I was doing it again. I wasn't. Being in the White Mansion with him was doing something strange to me. Unraveling all my inhibitions, as if these walls had no tolerance for lies, or within them there was no need.

Then he was staring past me. "I don't believe it. We're in the White Mansion. You just casually lead me in here like you're running errands to the drugstore. I've been looking for this bloody place forever."

"I thought you'd been everywhere." He'd never been here? Or did he not remember being here, long ago, in another incarnation?

He turned in a slow circle, absorbing the white marble floors, the high arched ceilings, the columns, the sparkling windows opening on a brilliant, frosted winter's day. "I knew where it was supposed to be, but the White Mansion shows itself only when and to whom it chooses. This is incredible." He walked to the window and stared out. Then he turned on me. "Have you found the libraries?"

"What libraries?" I was having a hard time looking at him, mesmerized by the glittering winter day beyond his shoulder. How many times had I sat in that snowy garden, surrounded by dazzling ice sculptures and frozen fountains, waiting for him?

Fire to his chill. Ice to her flame.

I loved this wing. As I stared out the window, the concubine was suddenly there, but she was faint around the edges, a little misty, a partially realized memory.

She sat on a stone bench, in a dress of blood-red and diamonds, through which I could see snow and iced branches. The light was strange, as if everything but her was painted in halftones.

I jerked. The fourth Unseelie Prince, the winged War/Cruce, had just appeared. He was also semi-transparent, a residue from a time long past. At his wrist glinted a wide silver cuff, and around his neck was an amulet, very different from the one Darroc had worn.

I watched with astonishment as the concubine rose and greeted him with a kiss on both marble-white cheeks. There was affection between them. Once, long ago, the beautiful woman in my dream hadn't been afraid of him. What had changed? The raven-winged prince carried a silver tray, upon which sat a single teacup and an exquisite black rose. She laughed up at him, but her eyes were sad.

Another of his potions to change me?

War/Cruce murmured something I couldn't catch.

She accepted the cup. Perhaps I do not want his salvation Perhaps I do not want his salvation. But she drank deeply, until the cup was empty.

"The king kept all his notes and journals on his experiments in the White Mansion, to prevent those in his Dark Court from stealing his knowledge." Barrons' voice jarred me.

I blinked, and the memory was gone.

"You sure do know a lot about the king." I was going to say more, but I suddenly felt as if a rubber band attached to my belly button had contracted, yanking me toward the other end. I'd been too far away, gone too long.

Without another word, I turned and ran down the corridor, away from him. Gone was all desire to fight with him. I was being summoned. Every fiber in my being was drawn, the same way it was the last time I was here.

"Where are you going? Slow down!" he called behind me.

I couldn't have slowed if I'd wanted to, and I didn't. I'd come here for a reason, and that reason was where I was being pulled. The black floors of the Unseelie King were calling me. I wanted to be in that boudoir again. I wanted to see him this time, to see the king's face. Assuming he had one.

I passed over rose marble, skidded onto bronze floors, dashed through turquoise corridors, and flew through halls of yellow, until I felt the sultry warmth of the crimson wings. I could feel Barrons behind me. He could have caught me if he'd wanted to. He was fast like Dani, like all his men. But he let me run, and he followed.

Why? Because he suspected the same things I did? Because he wanted it out in the open? My heart was pounding with fear and anticipation to have it finally over, to know what I was, what he was.

Barrons was suddenly beside me. I glanced over at him, and he gave me a look that was equal parts fury and lust. He was really going to have to get over that fury part. It was beginning to piss me off. I had just as much to be mad at him about.

"I didn't didn't have sex with Darroc." I was mad all over again, itching for physical contact. "Not that I should have to explain myself to you. It's not like you ever explain yourself to me. But even if I did, even if I was the traitor you're determined to believe I am, he's dead, so according to the philosophy of Barrons, who cares? Here I am, with you again. Actions speak, right? You got the action you wanted. OOP detector back under control, tightly leashed. Lead me around by the collar, why don't you? Isn't that when you're happiest? have sex with Darroc." I was mad all over again, itching for physical contact. "Not that I should have to explain myself to you. It's not like you ever explain yourself to me. But even if I did, even if I was the traitor you're determined to believe I am, he's dead, so according to the philosophy of Barrons, who cares? Here I am, with you again. Actions speak, right? You got the action you wanted. OOP detector back under control, tightly leashed. Lead me around by the collar, why don't you? Isn't that when you're happiest? Ruff-ruff Ruff-ruff," I mock-barked, seething.

"You haven't fucked me since you were Pri-ya Pri-ya. There's an action for you. Says pretty much all there is to say."

It burned him. Good. It was burning me, too. "This is some kind of pissing contest? Darroc got laid but you didn't? That's the only reason you're mad?" What did he think it said? That I would touch him only if I was sex-starved? Or if the alternative was dying a mindless animal?

"You couldn't begin to understand."

"Try me." If he'd ever just admit to one little feeling about me, I might admit to one about him.

"Don't push me, Ms. Lane. This place is getting to me. You want the beast on your hands?"

I glanced at him. His eyes were sparking crimson and he was breathing hard, but not from exertion. I knew him. He could run for hours. "You want me, Jericho. Admit it. A lot more than once or twice. I'm under your skin. You think about me all the time. I keep you awake at night. Go ahead, say it."

"Fuck you, Ms. Lane."

"Is that your way of saying it?"

"That's my way of saying grow up, little girl."

I skidded to a halt, slipping and sliding on the black marble floor. The instant I stopped running, he did, too, as if we were bound by the same tether.

"If I'm a little girl, then that makes you a serious pervert." The things we did together The things we did together...I shot him a graphic reminder with my eyes.

Oh, so you're finally ready to talk about them, his dark gaze mocked. Maybe Maybe I I don't want to now don't want to now.

Too bad. You were always slapping me in the face with reminders. Turnabout's fair play. But it sure wasn't a little girl back in that bed, Jericho. It's not a little girl you're messing with now.

I poked him in the chest with my finger. "You died in front of my eyes and let me believe it was real, you bastard!" I felt like I was being torn in half-pulled toward the boudoir by destiny, rooted in place by the need to air my grievances.

He knocked my finger away. "Do you think it was fun for me?"

"I hated watching you die!"

"I hated doing it. It hurts every damned time."

"I grieved!" I shouted. "I felt guilty-"

"Guilt isn't grief," he snapped.

"And lost-"

"Get a fucking road map. Lost isn't grief, either."

"And-and-and-" I broke off. There was no way I was telling him all the things I'd really felt. Like destroying the world for him.

"And what what? What did you feel?"

"Guilt," I shouted. I punched him, hard.

He shoved me, and I stumbled back against the wall.

I shoved him back. "And lost. lost."

"Don't tell me you grieved me when you were really just pissed off about the mess you'd gotten yourself into. I died and you felt sorry for yourself. Nothing more." His gaze flickered to my lips. I got that. He was once again furious with me and once again perfectly ready to have sex with me. The conundrum that was Barrons. Apparently it was impossible for him to feel anything as far as I was concerned without getting angry about it. Did anger make him want to have sex with me? Or was it that he always wanted to have sex with me that made him so angry?

"I was grieving more than that. You don't know the first thing about me!"

"And you should should have felt guilty." have felt guilty."

"So should you!"

"Guilt is wasted. Live, Ms. Lane."

"Oh! Ms. Lane! Ms. Frigging Lane! There it is again. You tell me to feel guilty, then you tell me it's wasted. Make up your mind! And don't tell me to live. That's exactly what I was doing that you're so pissed about. I went on!"

"With the enemy!"

"Do you care how I went on, as long as I did? Isn't that the lesson you've been trying to teach me? That adaptability is survivability? Don't you think it would have been easier for me to lay down and quit once I thought you were dead? But I didn't. You know why? Because some overbearing prick taught me that it was how you go on go on that matters." that matters."

"The word that was supposed to be emphasized there was how how. As in honorably."

"What place does honor have in the face of death? And, please, did you honorably honorably kill that woman you carried out of the Silver in your study?" kill that woman you carried out of the Silver in your study?"

"You couldn't possibly understand that, either."

"That's your answer for everything, isn't it? I couldn't possibly understand, so you're not going to bother telling me. You know what I think, Jericho? You're a coward. You won't use words, because you don't want anyone to hold you accountable," I accused. "You won't tell the truth, because then somebody might judge you, and God-"

"-has nothing to do with this and-"

"-forbid you actually get personal personal with me-" with me-"

"-I don't give a damn about being judged-"

"-and I don't mean try to have sex with me-"

"-I wasn't trying to have sex with you-"

"-I didn't mean at this precise moment. I meant-"

"-and it would have been impossible, anyway, because we've been running. I don't have any bloody idea why why we've been running," he said irritably, "but you're the one who started it and you're the one that stopped." we've been running," he said irritably, "but you're the one who started it and you're the one that stopped."

"-like knock down a few walls between us and see what happens. No, you're such a coward that the only time you can call me by my name is when you're either pretty sure I'm dying or you think I'm so out of my mind that I won't notice. Seems like a hell of a wall to erect between yourself and someone you don't like."

"It's not a wall. I merely endeavor to help you keep our boundaries straight. And I didn't say I didn't like like you. 'Like' is such a puerile word. Mediocre people you. 'Like' is such a puerile word. Mediocre people like like things. The only question of any significant emotive content is: Can you live without it?" things. The only question of any significant emotive content is: Can you live without it?"

I knew the answer to that question where he was concerned, and I didn't like it one bit. "You think I I need help understanding where our boundaries are? Do need help understanding where our boundaries are? Do you you understand where our boundaries are? Because they seemed pretty damned mysterious and movable to me!" understand where our boundaries are? Because they seemed pretty damned mysterious and movable to me!"

"You're the one arguing about the names we call each other."

"What do you call Fiona? Fio! How charming. Oh, and what about that twit at Casa Blanc the night I met that bizarre man McCabe? Marilyn!"

"I can't believe you remember her name," he muttered.

"You called her by her full first name, and you didn't even like her. But not me. Oh, no. I'm Ms. Lane. In bloody frigging perpetuity."

"I had no idea you had such a hang-up about your name, Mac Mac," he snarled.

"Jericho," I snarled back, and pushed him.

He manacled both my wrists with one hand so I couldn't hit him again. It infuriated me. I head-butted him.

"I thought you died for me!"

He shoved me against the wall and braced his forearm across my throat so I couldn't head butt him again. "For fuck's sake, is that what this is about?"

"You didn't die. You lied to me. You took a little nap and left me on that cliff thinking I'd killed you!"

He searched my face, dark eyes slitted. "Ah, I see. You thought it meant something that I died for you. Did you dress it up in romance? Compose sonnets memorializing my great sacrifice? Did it make you like me better? Did I have to be dead to get you to see see me? Wake the fuck up, Ms. Lane. Dying is overrated. Human sentimentality has twisted it into the ultimate act of love. Biggest load of bullshit in the world. Dying for someone isn't the hard thing. The man that dies me? Wake the fuck up, Ms. Lane. Dying is overrated. Human sentimentality has twisted it into the ultimate act of love. Biggest load of bullshit in the world. Dying for someone isn't the hard thing. The man that dies escapes escapes. Plain and simple. Game over. End of pain. Alina was the lucky one. Try living living for someone. Through it all-good, bad, thick, thin, joy, suffering. That's the hard thing." for someone. Through it all-good, bad, thick, thin, joy, suffering. That's the hard thing."

Alina was the lucky one. I'd thought that, too, and had been ashamed of myself for thinking it. I punched him so hard, he stumbled on the slick black floor, and as he went down, I felt sudden horror at seeing him stumble. I never wanted to see him stumble, so I grabbed him and we both went down to our knees on the black floors. "Damn you, Jericho!"

"Too late, Rainbow Girl." He grabbed a fist of my hair. "Somebody beat you to it." He laughed, and when he opened his mouth over mine, fangs grazed my teeth.

Yes, this was what I needed, what I'd needed since the day I woke up in that basement and left his bed. His tongue in my mouth, his hands on my skin. The burn of his body against mine. I grabbed his head with both hands and ground my mouth against his. I tasted my own blood from a nick on his teeth. I didn't care. I couldn't get close enough. I needed rough, hard, fast sex, followed by hours and hours of slow and intimately thorough fucking. I needed weeks weeks in bed with him. Maybe if I had willing, cognizant sex with him long enough, I'd get over him already. in bed with him. Maybe if I had willing, cognizant sex with him long enough, I'd get over him already.

Somehow I doubted that.

He hissed. "Fucking fairy in your mouth. You have me in your mouth, you don't get anybody else. Or you don't get me." He sucked on my tongue, hard, and I could feel V'lane's name unraveling from the center of it. He spat it out like an unfastened piercing. I didn't care. There hadn't been enough room in my mouth for them both anyway. I pressed into his body, rubbing desperately against him. How long had it been since I'd had him inside me? Too long. I grabbed the sides of his shirt and ripped, sent buttons flying. I needed skin to skin.

"Another of my favorite shirts. What is it with you and my wardrobe?" He pushed his hands up my shirt and unhooked my bra. When his hands rasped over my nipples, I jerked.

Come, you must hurry...

Shut up, I snarled silently. I'd left that voice back in Dublin, where it had been torturing me in my bedroom.

All will be lost.... It must be you.... Come.

I growled. Couldn't she leave me alone? She hadn't spoken in my head for the past forty-five minutes. Why now? I wasn't asleep. I was awake, wide awake, and I needed this. I needed him. Go away Go away, I willed. "Please," I groaned.

"Please what, Mac? You'll have to ask for it this time, spell it out in graphic detail. I'm done giving you everything you want without making you ask for it."