Kathryn Worth smiled at her as she pulled off her oversize reading gla.s.ses. "Anne. How are you?"

"Fine, I hope," Anne said. "I guess it depends on what you have to tell me."

Worth made a little shrug, trying to minimize the significance of what she was about to say. "They've filed a motion to try to exclude some evidence. They'll lose, of course."

Anne sat up a little straighter. Her heart beat a little harder. "What evidence?"

"The tube of superglue."

"On what grounds?" she demanded.

"They're claiming it was planted."

"He was going to put it in my eyes!" Anne said, the upset quickly building a head of steam inside her.

She flashed on the image as if it were a scene from a movie: Peter Crane looming over her, holding her down with a knee on her chest, his left hand pressing down on her throat, choking her. He fished for something with his right hand in his jacket pocket and came out with a small tube. The glue.

All of his victims had had their eyes and mouths glued shut.

"I saw it!" she exclaimed. "I knocked it out of his hand!"

"I know. And you'll testify to that."

"Not if they get it thrown out!"

"Anne, calm down," the ADA said quietly. "There's no way they'll get it thrown out."

"There must be some reason they think they can."

"Michael Harrison thinks he could part the Red Sea if he needed to. It's hubris. He's full of s.h.i.t. It's just another tactic to delay the inevitable."

"And?"

"And what?"

"You're not telling me everything."

Worth scowled. "You would have made a h.e.l.l of a prosecutor yourself," she muttered. "There are no useable fingerprints on the tube. I can't explain why. Because the tube is small. Because one of the CSIs smudged it when they collected it. Who knows? It doesn't matter."

"It matters to me," Anne said. She was beginning to feel sick to her stomach.

"Anne, you need to keep your eye on the big picture here. There is not a jury in Southern California that is going to acquit Peter Crane of kidnapping and trying to kill you. There's no way. The glue isn't even relevant. It's not important."

"It links him to the murders of Julie Paulson and Lisa Warwick. And to the attempted murder of Karly Vickers."

"He's not going on trial for those murders. He's going on trial for what he did to you. And there is no way he's getting out of it."

"Then why am I so afraid he will?" Anne asked. Tears welled in her eyes. She pressed a hand across her mouth and felt a.s.saulted by her own fear. Anger would follow-anger that she should be made to feel this way, then anger at her own inability to fight the feeling off.

Kathryn Worth leaned her arms on her desk and sighed. "Because that's a part of it, Anne. Peter Crane made you a victim, and that doesn't stop. It doesn't go away."

"Thanks," Anne said. "That's exactly what I wanted to hear."

"I'm not trying to make you feel worse, Anne. I'm not. But I've sat across this desk-and other desks-from a lot of victims. I know how it works."

"I hate it," Anne whispered, her throat tight around a hard lump of despair.

"I know. I know you do. I'm so sorry," Worth said. "Are you still seeing your therapist?"

"Twice a week."

"It takes time. My mother always likes to say time heals all wounds."

"Your mother is full of s.h.i.t," Anne said bluntly.

Worth nodded. "Yes, she is. The best we can hope for is that the wounds scar over well enough we don't feel them all the time. And we move on. We have to. Otherwise, the bad guys win."

"I know. That's what Vince says too."

"You've got your own in-house expert," Worth pointed out. "You're ahead of the game."

"That's true," Anne said, mustering a little smile. "And I've been going to a victims' group at the Thomas Center. It helps."

"Watching Peter Crane being sentenced to life without parole will help more."

"Absolutely."

"Don't worry about this motion, Anne. I'm not concerned. I just wanted you to hear about it from me instead of seeing it on the evening news."

"I appreciate that, Kathryn."

"How are things otherwise?"

"Good. Well ... I'm worried about Dennis Farman," she admitted. "I don't know that he's in the right place. He's isolated there. He has no one his own age to interact with."

Worth spread her hands. "He's there or he's in a juvenile facility. Those are the choices. I'm sure I don't have to remind you he knifed a boy his own age. That's not exactly healthy interaction."

Anne sighed. "I know. And I know there are no boys his own age in the juvenile facility. There simply isn't a good answer for him. If Child Services could place him somewhere ... in a halfway house or something."

"He's a violent offender, Anne," Worth said. "If he was eighteen, you wouldn't be so concerned about finding him anything outside a penitentiary."

"That's the problem, though. He's not eighteen. He's a little boy."

Worth nodded, thoughtful for a moment as she weighed the pros and cons of what she was about to say.

"Let me tell you about 'a little boy' I dealt with when I was prosecuting s.e.x crimes in Riverside," she said. "Brent Batson. When I was prosecuting Batson he was twenty-eight. He was a serial rapist. A vicious, brutal monster. I put him away for three consecutive life sentences. He had raped nineteen women that I knew of. He later told a reporter that he had committed at least twice that many crimes.

"At the time of his first violent offense-a rape-he was twelve years old. He spent all his juvenile life in one program or another with people trying to straighten him out. When he turned eighteen, he celebrated by going out and raping a fourteen-year-old at knifepoint. When he got out of prison for doing that, he celebrated by raping a homeless woman and her ten-year-old daughter."

"You're saying there's no fixing Dennis Farman," Anne said.

"I'm saying the social worker that lost sleep over him when he was twelve will never get that time back," Worth said. "Justice is a tough business, Anne. You won't do yourself any favors by caring too much."

"I know all that," Anne said. "Believe me, if Dennis had one person in his life to sit on his side of the courtroom, I'd be out of there."

"You got him an attorney," Worth pointed out.

"I'm his advocate. And I just can't stand the idea of being twelve and having absolutely no one give a d.a.m.n about me. Imagine having your whole life stretching out ahead of you, and it's just a long empty road."

"Anne, you need to learn the difference between sympathy and empathy," Worth said. "One makes you a humanitarian. The other will make you miserable."

"I'll remember that," Anne said, rising from her chair, giving the ADA a sheepish smile. "I don't know how successful I'll be adhering to it, but I'll remember it."

13.

"That's f.u.c.king bizarre, man," Bill Hicks said. "He killed his own mother."

"He says he killed her," Mendez said. "Why would somebody just blurt that out to a couple of cops? I don't care if the guy is some kind of mathematical genius. He's a f.u.c.king wack job."

"What did Vince have to say about it?"

Leone had gone on to the college to have another conversation with Arthur Buckman, one the college president was not likely to enjoy. Mendez had grabbed Hicks in the parking lot at the SO. They were on their way to the Thomas Center for Women to speak to Jane Thomas, who was probably not going to be happy to see them, either.

"He thinks it's probably true."

"Does he think Zahn killed Marissa Fordham?"

"He's not leaning that way. He thinks the murder was too messy. Zahn is a freak about touching other people. This killer had to have been covered in blood."

"That many stab wounds, killing in a frenzy like that," Hicks said. "It would be a safe bet the killer would have cut himself at some point. A b.l.o.o.d.y knife is slippery."

"He could have worn gloves."

"He didn't bring a weapon to the scene, but he brought gloves?" Hicks arched an eyebrow, dubious.

"If he knew the vic, had been to her house, he would know she had knives there. No need to bring his own," Mendez pointed out.

"What are the odds we get blood evidence on the perp out of that mess in the house?"

"Slim to none. We'll send the knife to BFS."

"How about to the FBI?"

The state Bureau of Forensic Sciences lab was good. The Bureau was the best-although it would take weeks to get results.

"If the boss says we can, why not?" Mendez said. "And if we get lucky and get seminal fluid off the body or off the sheets, maybe they get DNA."

Hicks made a face. "What's it good for? A bunch of scientific mumbojumbo and mathematical statistics to put a jury to sleep? That is if a prosecutor can ever get it admitted. It hasn't happened yet."

"You wait and see," Mendez said as he slowed the car and turned into the Thomas Center parking area. "Once the gurus get all the bugs worked out, DNA will be the thing."

"If you say so."

"I do."

The Thomas Center for Women had originally been built in the twenties as a private Catholic girls' school, and operated as such into the sixties. Modeled on the style of the old Spanish missions that dotted the length of California, the white stucco buildings and connecting arch-ways formed a large central courtyard. A huge stone fountain gurgled at the center. Beautiful small gardens lined the stone pathways that radiated out from the fountain. Roses the color of fresh salmon were still in bloom. Mexican heather created ribbons of purple beneath them.

Inside the large administration building, the hall was wide and gracious, painted a warm, welcoming ochre yellow. The old Mexican pavers on the floor had been polished to a soft sheen.

The center was a place for women to reinvent themselves. Women from all walks of life who needed and deserved a second chance were welcome here. Homeless women, battered women, women with drug histories and even police records went through the program, which offered shelter, a.s.sistance with health care, psychological and job counseling.

It was a remarkable place with a remarkable woman at the head of it.

Mendez and Hicks went to the front desk and asked for Jane Thomas.

She emerged from her office with a look of concern marring her brow. In her early forties, she was a tall and elegant woman. She wore a black-and-white-printed dress that wrapped around her slender frame. Her blond hair had been slicked back into a simple ponytail.

"Detectives," she said, shaking the hand of Hicks and then Mendez. "I would say it's a pleasure to see you again, but I think you'll understand if I reserve judgment."

She had lost a former employee, Lisa Warwick, to the See-No-Evil killer, and had all but lost a client, Karly Vickers. Vickers had survived her ordeal, but had been left deaf and blind.

"We hardly ever show up with good news," Mendez said.

"And today is no different."

"I'm afraid not."

Thomas sighed, resigned. "Let's go into my office."

"How is Ms. Vickers doing?" Hicks asked as they went into the s.p.a.cious office that looked out on the courtyard garden.

"She's got a long road ahead of her, and it's all uphill. I don't know," she said, shaking her head as she took her seat behind the desk. "She's had two surgeries now to try to repair the damage to her inner ears, without much success. She'll never see again. She can talk to us, but all we can do is answer her by writing on the palm of her hand with a finger.

"She's extremely depressed, and who can blame her? She can't even testify against the man who kidnapped and tortured her-if he ever goes on trial for those crimes-because she can't identify him. She asked us if we knew who he was. Either she never saw him, or he drugged her and she can't remember, or she was too traumatized to remember."

"It's frustrating for us too," Mendez said. "We still have no idea where he held the women. If we could find a location and link it to Peter Crane, we'd be in business."

"He'll go away for a long time for what he did to Anne Leone," Hicks said. "That's something anyway. I don't see how he gets out for twenty-five years. Maybe more."

"I hope so," Jane Thomas said. "But I don't think you gentlemen have come here to talk about Peter Crane, have you?"

"No, ma'am," Mendez said.