"She has her accounts at Wells Fargo, same as Marissa Fordham," Hamilton said. "The only odd thing is every month she deposits a check for a grand from Marissa Fordham."

"Payoff?" Dixon said. "Or was Marissa just a generous friend sharing her good fortune?"

"A payoff could give Kemmer a motive," Campbell said. "If the generous friend tried to cut her off."

Mendez shook his head. "You had to see this girl yesterday. She was a nervous wreck. She'd never have the cojones cojones to stab anyone, let alone do what was done to her best friend. And then put those b.r.e.a.s.t.s in a box and send them to Milo Bordain? She couldn't even look at a crime-scene photo without puking." to stab anyone, let alone do what was done to her best friend. And then put those b.r.e.a.s.t.s in a box and send them to Milo Bordain? She couldn't even look at a crime-scene photo without puking."

"Do we have her phone records?" Dixon asked.

Hamilton shook his head. "Not yet."

"What have we found out about Marissa Fordham's alias?" Mendez asked.

"Melissa Fabriano?" Hamilton shook his head as he consulted his notes. "Nothing. No criminal record in the state of California. I went back to the authorities in Rhode Island-on the off chance she really was from there. They didn't have anything on that name."

"So the vic had no criminal record on either of her names," Trammell said.

"Not that I've found so far."

"Why would a person with no criminal record need an alias?"

"She had to be hiding from somebody," Mendez said. "If not the baby's father, who?"

n.o.body had an answer for that.

"d.a.m.n, this job's a lot harder than it looks," Campbell complained, breaking the tension with a laugh.

"What about Gina Kemmer?" Trammell asked. "Is that her real name? Does she have a record somewhere? If the two of them go back some years, maybe that's how we find out about our vic."

"I'll see what I can find out," Hamilton said. He looked to Dixon. "When are we going to get computers?"

"When they become necessary and free," Dixon said. "There's nothing wrong with your ear and your finger. Use the d.a.m.n phone."

"Speaking of phones," Vince said. "Any hot tips on the reward line?"

"Oh, yeah," Campbell said. "There are at least five women in the county who believe the killer was their ex-husband, ex-boyfriend, ex- married lover."

"A psychic called to say she would find Marissa's killer for us if we would only pay her the reward up front," Trammell said.

"If she was really psychic, she would have known better than to call," Dixon said.

"It's a big waste of time, but Mrs. Bordain got one of her civic groups to man the phones," Hamilton said. "It's not costing us anything in man hours-unless we get a lead that's worth chasing down."

"Anything from any of Ms. Fordham's gentlemen friends?" Dixon asked.

"Most of them had alibis for the night of the murder," Campbell said.

"Who doesn't?"

"Mark Foster was home alone. Bob Copetti was out of town-we haven't corroborated that yet."

"Steve Morgan was allegedly out of town," Mendez said. "Has anyone followed up on that?"

No one had.

"What about Darren Bordain?" Vince asked. "He knew the victim and Gina Kemmer."

"What's his motive supposed to be?" Dixon asked.

Vince shrugged. "Maybe he's Haley's father. Or maybe he resented Marissa for her relationship with his mother."

Dixon tried to dismiss the idea. "Darren Bordain is the golden child of that family. He's had everything he ever wanted handed to him-an education, a career. He's being groomed for the political arena."

"I doubt any of that comes without strings attached," Vince said. He looked to Hicks and Mendez. "You said he made some wisecrack about he should have had a fling with Marissa."

"Yeah," Mendez said. "He was on the sarcastic side when he talked about his mother, but ..."

"But what?" Vince asked. "He's too smooth? Too good-looking? Too privileged?"

Mendez thought about it carefully. He did know better than to be fooled by appearances. "No. That's just a big leap from resenting your mother to cutting a woman's b.r.e.a.s.t.s off and sending them to Mom in the mail. I just didn't get that vibe from him."

"There's a reason vibes aren't admissible in court," Vince said. "He should get a good look like every other guy who knew the victim. Don't you think so, Cal?"

Dixon raked a hand back through his silver hair and sighed, no doubt weighing the cons of having Milo Bordain coming down on his head.

"Bring him in for a conversation," he said. "But don't make a big deal about it. Very low-key. Tell him we're trying to build a more extensive picture of Marissa's life and a timeline leading up to her death. We want to know who saw her when, who spoke to her, who has a solid alibi so we can eliminate those people from the suspect list."

"That's not a bad idea anyway," Mendez said. "Let's follow all the way through on that. We've got Steve Morgan in jail already. Let's bring him over."

Dixon gave him the eagle eye. "We do not not have Steve Morgan in jail." have Steve Morgan in jail."

"He a.s.saulted me!" Mendez said, pointing to his fat st.i.tched lip.

"You broke his nose and d.a.m.n near fractured his eye socket. He wanted to file hara.s.sment and a.s.sault charges. I talked him out of it."

"You talked a lawyer out of filing charges?" Trammell said. "You're the man, boss."

"He admitted to hitting you first," Dixon said to Mendez.

"So he's a cheat but not always a liar," Mendez said. "Good to know he has something going for him. We should still bring him in to talk."

Dixon stuck a finger at him. "You will have absolutely nothing to do with it. Do you understand me?"

"Yes, sir."

"I mean it."

"Yes, sir. I know, sir."

"Stay away from his house. Stay away from his family."

"Yes, sir."

"I paid a visit to Zander Zahn this afternoon," Vince said, taking the spotlight off Mendez.

Mendez thanked him mentally. He had been waiting to hear Dixon say "stay away from his wife," sure he would have looked guilty, despite the fact that he had not crossed a line with Sara Morgan. A part of him had certainly wanted to.

"He wasn't happy that I knew about his mother's death," Vince went on. "I pressed him a little. He flipped out on me. Total meltdown."

He proceeded to tell the story, complete with an explanation of a dissociative state, and how Zahn could have killed Marissa Fordham and have no conscious memory of it.

"That sounds like something a defense attorney would come up with," Trammell said.

"They'll certainly latch on to it if they can," Vince said. "But true dissociation is rare. It's a mind's way of reacting to overwhelming psychological trauma."

"Like having stabbed your own mother to death," Hamilton said.

"More like a reaction to whatever his mother did to him to precipitate the murder. Say she burned the soles of his feet with a cigarette. His mind goes into a dissociative state to escape the abuse. While he's in the dissociative state, he kills her. When he comes out of it, he may not remember a thing."

"The mind is trying to protect itself by repressing the memories," Mendez said.

"Right."

"So he could have been capable of killing Marissa Fordham," Dixon said.

"Based on what we know now and what I saw this afternoon, yes."

"It looked like a crazy person did it because a crazy person did do it," Campbell said.

"I asked Haley if she was ever afraid of Zahn," Vince said.

"She's talking?" Dixon asked.

"When she feels like it. But she ignores questions that might take her back to what happened. Either consciously or subconsciously she doesn't want to get near those feelings."

"What did she say about Zahn?" Mendez asked.

One corner of Vince's mouth quirked upward. "That he's weird."

"Sharp kid," Mendez said, laughing. "But why would Zahn ransack the house? He can't be Haley's father. You have to actually touch a woman to get her pregnant."

"How would you know?" Campbell asked.

"Shut up."

"And why would he send the b.r.e.a.s.t.s to Milo Bordain?" Hicks asked. "That box was postmarked Monday. The murder took place Sunday night. He would have been out of that dissociative state by Monday, wouldn't he?"

"Not necessarily," Vince said. "I admit the b.r.e.a.s.t.s in the box don't seem to fit, but they don't seem to fit any scenario we've had so far other than Darren Bordain."

"Maybe that's exactly why why they were sent," Dixon suggested. "Because it doesn't make any sense. While we're running around in little circles trying to connect that dot, someone is getting away with murder." they were sent," Dixon suggested. "Because it doesn't make any sense. While we're running around in little circles trying to connect that dot, someone is getting away with murder."

50.

Two bad things came at once: darkness and rain.

Gina had finally managed to get her back up against the wall, pa.s.sing out from the pain and the effort at the end of the process. The rain hitting her face brought her back to reality.

There is no soft autumn rain in Southern California. The rain comes with a vengeance, an angry payback from Mother Nature for months of cloudless skies. The rickety doors far above Gina's head were meager protection from the storm.

She needed something to cover herself to keep from getting soaked. The temperature had dropped. She was cold and, she supposed, in shock-although she didn't exactly know what that meant. Biology had never been her strong suit.

What she did know was that she was sitting in the midst of a garbage heap with garbage bags all around her. Most of them had been torn by the rats that were now beginning to emerge from below and from holes in the walls. Too dark to see now, Gina could hear the rustling, the intermittent squeaks. Her skin was crawling and fear was like a writhing thing in her throat and stomach.

Fighting tears, she felt around on her right side and got hold of a plastic bag with her good hand. It was only partially full of garbage, but stinking enough to make her gag, and it seemed to take forever to work one of the tears open enough to empty it.

She screamed as mice fell from it with the trash. It seemed like dozens of them raining down, screeching, and running, scrambling over her body, her arms, her legs, her chest.

Hysterical, she dropped the bag and swatted at them with her good hand, sure they were going inside her clothes and tangling in her hair. Her body jerked and twisted, setting off explosions of pain. The sounds of rodents squealing and scurrying seemed amplified in the confined s.p.a.ce of the well, echoing up the shaft and filling her ears, filling her head.

Oh my G.o.d. What did I ever do to deserve this?

Shut up, Gina. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You're not dead.

Marissa's voice.

I'm going crazy, she thought, whimpering. she thought, whimpering.

No, you aren't. Get the bag and cover yourself or you'll die from hypothermia.

I'll cry if I want to.

Crying will only make you look bad.

Gina felt around and grabbed the empty bag. Holding her breath against the stench, she put the thing over her head and did her best to arrange it around her shoulders.

She tipped her head back and opened her mouth, catching the raindrops, the first clean drink she had had in more than twenty-four hours.

Had anybody missed her yet? Had the girls at the boutique tried to call her? When they only got her machine again and again, had they gone to her house in search of her? They wouldn't have found anything wrong. No one had broken into her home. Her car was gone. She had left of her own accord.

How had her life come to this? She wasn't a bad person. She and Marissa had only set out to do a good thing. Maybe Marissa's method had been questionable, but she had her reasons. And her only motive had been Haley. That they had both benefitted had been incidental to that goal-to provide for Haley.

How could such a n.o.ble motive come to such a bad end?