He chuckled. "There are times these days you're a bit too serious, but other than that..." He reached out and clasped his son's hand. "I'm proud of you, son. I wanted you to know that. It takes a d.a.m.ned big man to turn his life around the way you have."

An odd lump rose in Val's throat. Patrick would have loved to have heard those words. "Thank you, Father. You'll never know how much that means." It would have meant the world to Patrick. Oddly, it seemed important to Val, as well.

"Well, I suppose I had better be going. I still get tired fairly easily."

"As I said, I'm glad you came." Patrick opened the door and Nathan stepped back in.

"Ready to go?" Alex nodded to his nurse, who grasped the handles of the wheelchair, whirled him around as if he were weightless, and shoved him effortlessly out the door.

He grinned at Patrick over one gargantuan shoulder. "Take care, my man."

"Will do," Val said and watched them till they disappeared. Still Alex's frail image lingered, their conversation returning again to mind. Marriage. Bonding with Julie. It wasn't possible. Yet the thought tormented him. He would be leaving soon, returning to Toril. It was past time he took a mate, yet how could he bond with a female on Toril when his true life mate was a woman he had known here on Earth?

He wished Alex Donovan had never brought up the subject. Perhaps he could have left without the notion ever occurring. Perhaps it wouldn't have tortured him as he knew it would now.

For the next two hundred and fifty years.

Standing in the entry of her Malibu beach house, Julie opened the door and was surprised to see Owen on the porch. She motioned for him to come in. It was six o'clock in the evening. She had come home from work early to change and meet Patrick for dinner, "someplace special," he had said. Her expensive tapestry and leather overnight bag sat packed and ready on the sofa for the night she would be spending at Patrick's apartment.

"Good evening, Julie." Owen walked farther into the room. He was dressed casually, in beige slacks and a pale blue rib-knit sweater, his light brown hair still damp near the collar, as if he had hurried over as soon as he got out of the shower.

"I was just going to call you. I found your message on the machine. I was hoping you had uncovered something on Sandini and McPherson."

His gaze darted to the overnight bag. She couldn't miss his frown of disapproval. "Going somewhere?"

Her lips tightened. "I'm sure you can guess where I'm going." She sighed. "I realize you disapprove of my involvement with Patrick, Owen, but that's my business, not yours."

"I just don't want to see you get hurt."

"Everything involves a certain amount of risk. I'm willing to take the chance."

"Perhaps you won't be, once you hear what I've learned."

Julie eyed him warily. She was hoping he wouldn't uncover Patrick's connection to Sandini and McPherson. Obviously he had. She should have known better than to involve him. Owen was nothing if not thorough.

"So what did you come up with?"

He tossed a manila file folder down on the light pine table next to the sofa. "They're heavy-duty players, just like you said. They're headquartered in Chicago."

"Chicago?"

"That's right. They've got underworld connections, Julie. Big-time underworld connections. Patrick is in very deep with these boys and they don't take that lightly. These fellows play for keeps."

"Y-you're not saying Patrick might be in some sort of danger."

"I'm saying he's in trouble. He was from the moment he got involved with those two men. Patrick owes them money-big money-and they mean to see it paid back."

Julie wanted to reach for the file but her hands had started shaking and she didn't want Owen to see. "What...what will happen if he can't?"

"I can only tell you this-you don't get involved with men like that-not if you want to stay healthy. And you don't play games. If you do, you're going to lose."

Julie said nothing. She had known there was more to the story than Patrick had told her. Now she knew what it was. He didn't have the money to repay his debt and he wasn't going to help them defraud the Teachers' Pension Fund. He was pitting himself against them, and in doing so, he was putting himself in danger.

Dear G.o.d, he could get himself killed!

She let her unsteady hand fall to her side, nervously smoothed down her skirt. "Thank you for telling me, Owen. At least now I understand what's going on."

He came forward, reached out and gripped her shoulders. "Patrick's no good for you. He never has been. Can't you see that?"

"Patrick's not involved the way you think. He simply owes them money. He's different now, Owen. He's a changed man, a good man. And the truth is, I'm in-"

He shook her, breaking off the sentence before she could finish. "Don't say it, d.a.m.n you. You want to love someone, love me. I'll take care of you, see you have everything you've ever wanted-clothes, jewels, furs. We'll travel together, visit countries all over the world. Can Patrick give you that? No! All you'll get from Patrick Donovan are headaches and a broken heart." He pulled her toward him, brought his mouth crushing down over hers.

He was a big man, tall and thickly built, a handsome man in an older, more mature fashion, yet she felt not the slightest spark. She tried to turn away but Owen caught her chin and held her immobile, forcing his tongue into her mouth, determined to make her respond.

She finally went still, pa.s.sive and cold in his arms, and Owen ended the kiss. He was breathing hard, staring at her with hot, dark eyes. They were filled with anger and accusation.

"Why him and not me?" he ground out, his voice thick and hoa.r.s.e.

"I'm sorry, Owen. I value your friendship, but I'm not interested in anything more."

A muscle ticked in his cheek. "You'll be sorry for this. You need me, Julie. Someday you'll figure that out. When you do, I might not still be waiting." He grabbed the file off the table, turned and stormed out of the house, his shoes clomping over the flagstones in the entry.

Julie watched him leave, a tight knot twisting in her stomach. Patrick had tried to warn her but she wouldn't listen. Now she had lost a friend and she doubted she would ever get him back. Not unless she was willing to change his role from friend to lover and invite him into her bed.

Her thoughts careened to Patrick, the man who filled that place in her life now. Was he really in danger? Was there some way she could help him?

Julie was determined to try.

It started with a tangle in her hair. Not just a few knotted strands but a snarl of long blond hair at the back of her neck that Laura worked on for more than ten minutes trying to smooth out.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom of the condo Brian had rented for their romantic weekend at Lake Arrowhead, she cursed the snarl, wondering where it had come from. Last night she and Brian hadn't even made love. They had been so tired after a day of hiking and boating, after a four-course dinner at a place called Casual Elegance, one of the best restaurants in town, they had curled up in front of the fire in each others' arms and fallen immediately asleep.

Brian had awakened before midnight and carried her into the bedroom. He had helped her undress. She'd crawled into bed, curled up in his arms, and quickly gone back to sleep. A deep sleep, she recalled. Undisturbed. Both of them enjoying the intimacy that had nothing to do with s.e.x. She had slept in one of his old faded T-shirts, wound her heavy blond hair into a single thick curl and pinned it on top of her head.

So where had the tangled knot come from?

It bothered her for some reason, chewed on her mind all morning, distracted her through breakfast. She sat across from Brian in the kitchen, at a small Formica table in the corner of the sunny yellow room. They were eating the scrambled eggs and bacon he had surprised her by cooking, but her mind kept returning to the snarl she had found in her hair.

A memory began to unravel, to free itself much like the knotted strands she had finally managed to untangle, a memory of her and Brian in bed. Of peaceful dreams that faltered, shattered by the faint, sc.r.a.ping, invasive sound of intruders.

Laura swallowed a bite of her eggs, but this time they wouldn't go down. She half rose out of her chair, her eyes no longer seeing Brian's handsome, beardless face, but something else. Something that had happened last night, something she was only beginning to recall.

"Laura?" Brian leaned toward her across the table. "Honey, are you all right?"

She didn't answer, just stood staring, seeing the inside of the s.p.a.cecraft, hearing the echo of unfamiliar sounds, feeling the Visitors gathered around her.

"You were sleeping," she whispered. "We both were. Such a peaceful sleep. I don't remember ever feeling more content." She moistened her lips. They felt dry and rough. "That's when the Visitors came."

Brian's fork clattered loudly onto his plate. "Laura, my G.o.d. Don't tell me you believe-"

"I tried to wake you up, but I couldn't," she continued as if he hadn't spoken. "I couldn't wake you, no matter how hard I tried." She turned her head from side to side, making her long blond hair swirl around her face. "I was so frightened. It was like you were dead but I knew that you weren't."

Brian just sat there, too stunned to speak. Laura sat trembling in her chair. "They were here in the condo. I remember now. They came while we were sleeping."

Brian tried to pull himself together, to force the dumbstruck look from his face. "Laura, that's absurd. I was here. I was lying right beside you."

She numbly shook her head. "I told you, you didn't wake up. They must have done something to you, made it so you kept on sleeping."

"This is insane."

"I know. I know it's insane, but that's what happened. I remember them lifting me up, taking me into the ship. I remember that room, the rounded metallic walls, the eerie blue glow of the lights. I remember the sounds-the whir of machinery, the icy touch of metal against my skin."

Brian just sat there. He looked defeated as she had never seen him. Still, she went on, unable to stop the words from spilling past her lips.

"It was the same as before, and yet it was different. I was afraid at first. I struggled, but it did no good. I remember my hair had come down and tangled itself around my neck. I was perspiring, the dampness seeping into the strands. One of them approached the table I was lying on. A female, I think. She didn't speak out loud, yet I knew what she was trying to say. Don't be afraid. We don't want to hurt you. We just want to learn. The fear began to ease. My thundering heart began to slow. I knew where I was. I knew what was happening, what they wanted. I was angry. I felt invaded, violated. But I was no longer afraid."

Brian reached over and took her hand. His fingers felt icy cold, colder even than her own. "I wish I could believe you, Laura-G.o.d knows I do. But I can't. As a psychiatrist, I can think of a dozen disorders that might explain these sorts of delusions. As your lover and a man who cares deeply about you, I simply want to help you in any way I can."

Laura's eyes swung to his. "You can help me by opening your mind to the possibility that what I'm telling you might be the truth."

He only shook his head. "I wish I could, honey. I was there, remember? If you had been taken, I would have known."

"Or it might be that you were just not meant to know."

His grip on her fingers tightened. "I suppose I could grant you that." He lifted her hand and pressed his mouth against her knuckles, which were so tight they looked pale. "We'll go home this afternoon. After...last night...I don't imagine you're interested in spending another evening up here."

Laura simply nodded. She didn't want to be there-no. But more than that, she wished she hadn't told him. She was falling in love with Brian Heraldson, and she knew without doubt her continued belief that she had been abducted would destroy any love he might feel in return, cut it out as cleanly as if it had been surgically removed.

"I don't think they'll come for me again," Laura said, her eyes not quite meeting his. She got up from the table, her half eaten plate of eggs cold now, congealed in an ugly yellow lump on her plate. "They've learned what they needed to know. From now on they're going to leave me alone."

It was a lie. She had no idea what the Visitors meant to do, but whatever it was, she wouldn't tell Brian about it.

Not if she didn't want to lose him.

He gently caught her shoulders. "Do you really believe that, Laura?"

"I felt it when I was with them. I felt that my part in this was over."

The darkness in his features eased. Brian's mouth curved up, as if hope for them had just been resurrected. "That's good, honey. That's wonderful." He pulled her into his arms, held her tightly against him.

Laura said nothing, wishing the lie were true. As far as Brian was concerned it was true. No matter what happened, no matter what they did, she would never speak to Brian of the Visitors again.

Worry made Julie irritable that Tuesday. For the past three days, she had been thinking of Patrick and his involvement with Sandini and McPherson. She hadn't told him what Owen had discovered. Patrick had been trying to protect her, to keep her from worrying, the way she was right now.

Besides, what good would it do? It wouldn't change what he had decided to do. The right thing, the honest thing. They simply had to find a way to protect him from his two unscrupulous business a.s.sociates.

To that end, she was now in the study of his penthouse apartment, having gone to dinner with him last night and stayed over, as she did as often as she could. Patrick had left for work early. He had a meeting with Fred Thompkins about the listing Fred had taken on the old Flynn estate. He'd made love to her before he left, kissed her, and left her snuggled in the middle of the bed, taking advantage of a morning free of her usual myriad appointments.

Then the notion had struck: Perhaps there was something of importance in his study, something Patrick had overlooked that in some way might help them. She didn't think he would mind her intrusion. As far as she knew, there were very few secrets between them.

Still dressed in her robe, she rummaged through the low, sleek black teakwood secretary behind the desk in his home office, then through the two tall file cabinets over in the corner. Nothing exciting. She felt a little guilty going through the personal items in his desk drawers, but she rationalized that it was for his own good and if she didn't find anything that would help, he would never know the difference.

The middle drawer was locked.

She tugged on it a couple of times just to be sure, then knelt down and studied the lock, saw that it was a simple device she could probably open with the fingernail file in her purse.

She chewed her bottom lip, guilt trickling through her for real this time. Breaking into Patrick's private locked files was definitely going over the line, but if she were going to help him she needed to know every minor detail of what he was involved in. So far she had seen only the doc.u.ments he kept at the office, which made no mention at all of the money Patrick owed or the names Sandini or McPherson.

She went for her purse, dug out the nail file and used the sharp, pointed end to turn the lock on his desk drawer. The drawer rolled open. Inside she found the file she'd been looking for, a manila folder marked simply BROOKHAVEN. Julie smiled triumphantly and flipped it open.

Scanning the contents, she carefully read the details of Patrick's loan-eleven million three hundred thousand dollars. Not exactly small change. Then again, the old Patrick had never thought about money in anything but very large terms.

Julie read on, saw that the debt was payable at an astounding twenty percent interest, as well as a percentage of ownership of the project, which increased in proportion to the length of time the loan remained unrepaid. There was a copy of the deed given in lieu of foreclosure Patrick had signed over to the Westwind Corporation just before his heart attack, copies of notes, agreements, everything that wasn't in the file at the office.

Julie read through the contents again, searching carefully for something that might help, blew out a frustrated breath, and closed the file. She knew it all now, every gruesome detail, knew that Patrick had sold his soul to the devil to build Brookhaven and try to make the project work.

And nothing she read gave her the slightest clue as to how she might be able to help him-since she didn't, at present, have eleven million dollars conveniently on hand.

Julie sighed as she leaned forward, intent on shoving the file back into the drawer, but something blocked the way. Reaching down, she pulled out a leather-bound volume, a five-by-seven inch notebook, smooth red leather, bordered with a thin line of gold.

It was a journal, she saw as she cracked it open, the lines on each page penned neatly in what appeared to be Patrick's own hand.

She meant to put it back, she really did. She didn't intend to snoop through Patrick's personal ramblings, but her name, appearing as it did on the page that had fallen open, drew her eye unerringly, gripping her and refusing to let go.

The words didn't make sense. None of it made any sense. Not at first. Not until she turned to the first page and began to read from the beginning. Even then she couldn't seem to grasp the meaning of what was written with such precision on the lined white pages.

She sank down in the chair behind Patrick's desk, studying the entries, one for each day, beginning the day Patrick had returned home from the hospital. She had to start over several times, unable to absorb what was written, unable to fit the words together to make any kind of sense. Refusing to accept it when she did.

It was insane. Impossible. Some sort of sick delusion, the same kind of alien fantasy her sister was experiencing.

But that thought only added to her confusion, for in the journal Patrick spoke at length of Laura's abduction, and the date at the top of the page was prior to the first time Laura had mentioned it. How could he possibly have known?

Julie's hand trembled so badly she dropped the notebook. She picked it up and set it down on the desk, closed it for several long, mind-dead seconds. Then she opened it again and forced herself to continue to read.

Humans experience their world in a different way than we do. They are governed by feelings, not logic. They are not objective in the same manner we are. It went on to talk about violence among humans and individual rights, a strange and frightening treatise, made even more terrifying by the story unfolding on the pages.

Entries that claimed Patrick wasn't Patrick at all. That he was part of some terrible conspiracy that revolved around the horrifying experiences Laura claimed to have suffered. And in the journal, those experiences included Julie-just as her sister had said.

Oh, my G.o.d.

She turned off her cell phone and spent the next two hours reading and rereading the journal. She tried to tell herself it wasn't real, that Patrick and Laura had both contracted some sort of mental disorder. Then she thought of the way Patrick had changed, become a different man since his heart attack.

The journal explained it all, even his odd behavior: his nocturnal sleeplessness, his bizarre tastes in food, his s.e.xual inexperience. She thought of the strange terminology he sometimes used. Even his features looked different, sterner somehow, more manly than he had looked before.

It couldn't be real, yet what if it was?

Suddenly she had to know the truth.