Notes:

He had killed people? His hands were stained by blood....

"Qing yun, speak clearly, i have killed...i have killed who?"

Ye Qing yun avoided answering him," Today already got a lot of matters, i think you must feel tired, after sleeping, let's just pretend like nothing happened." Not even comforting words, yet a cold and ordering tone.

Pretend like nothing happened?

How can that happened?

"Qing Yun, why you don't want to tell me? You know i don't remember anything, why still not telling me about my past?"

Ye Qing Yun didn't say anything, he turned around and opened the door, Ye Qing Yun coldly said," Without my permission, anyone in this village won't say anything?"

The door being closed by the wind, making a loud 'bang' sound.

He didn't even have the right to know his past?

What exactly his existence counted here?

He disappointedly returning to his room, after closing the door, his strength suddenly flowed out from his body and fell sit on the floor. He didn't dare to believe, yet couldn't help to believe, the thing he scared the most, even if it hadn't happened yet, but it had already been enough for him to hear this.

Why G.o.d teased him like this? Because of his deep sins? or because he deserved to be dead?

That's why just letting him deeply suffer like this, endlessly condemned by his conscience.

Ye Qing Yun's voice keep echoing in his ears.

'Your hand also covered by blood, the people you killed not less than mine!'

He silently looked down at his hands, as if from the darkness he could see the blood flowed from his hands, strong b.l.o.o.d.y smell, he couldn't tell it was the blood from before or just now.

He couldn't washed it off, forever!

No!

He suddenly woke up from his wandering thought, struggling to stood up, stumbly walking to the table, touching the bronze candlestick, his hands were trembling and couldn't even hold the candlestick properly, but in the end he could held it up, the sharp pointy shape was piercing on his throat.

Maybe from the moment he woke up, it was already a big mistake!

He shouldn't wake up, that's why he couldn't let this mistake go on.

He could feel the pain from the sharp object pierced through his skin, he used to be afraid that he couldn't even report his own name to the h.e.l.l after he died, but for now everything already didn't matter...

A heavy sinner, wouldn't have a chance of reincarnating!

His fingers were trembling, he thought, by stabbing inside his throat, everything would end...

'.....Is it really hard to say. You also know that Lady Su Ye went crazy, she wouldn't recognize anyone, looking at someone familiar will call him Second Master's name. It's even her who took that person back, it has a possibility that Big Master just recognize him for comforting Lady Su Ye, that person couldn't remember anything anyway, so got no effect.'

His mind suddenly flashed out the conversation of those people, he suddenly stopped his action.

He was calmly stood there working hard to recall, there are a lot of scenes flashed out from his mind, the meaning of his unknown dream, the people inside his dream, those strange names....

"Big Brother, this is the wine i made myself, n.o.body can drink."

"Fang Big Brother, wait until you come back, Ruo Chen will prepare the tea leaves myself for you."

"Big Master, hurry run!"

He looked down and frowned. Maybe....he shouldn't make the decision so early!

After thinking, he slowly put down the candlestick in his hand. He was wondering who he was, after hearing the subordinates conversation, this made he doubt even more, it just happened that he was too shocked, he just lost his calm due to the panic.

He shouldn't easily believe Ye Qing Yun, especially his att.i.tude of avoiding talking about his past, even though he didn't know what his purpose was, but before making clear of all the thing, he shouldn't be so determined yet.

After finished sorting his mind, he felt relieved in his heart, he touched his wounded neck and was laughing at his stupid act just now.

*Knock, knock!

His door being knocked twice, he heard a knocking sound followed by Ye Qing Yun's deep voice," Yin Feng, Are you inside?"

He was stunned, remembering the violent words and actions of the man not long ago, making him didn't really want to 'meet' him, but he knew he didn't have the right to refuse.

"Yes, the door is not locked." He answered.

The door being opened, he could hear the footsteps approaching. "Why not ligh up the candle?" After saying, the footsteps coming to his side.

He hurriedly hid the bronze candlestick behind his back, and accidentally hit the cabinet behind, the candlestick fell and rolling on the ground.

"No candles?"

Ye Qing Yun asked, and followed by the footsteps pa.s.sing through his front, the cabinet door being opened, he could hear the flicking sound and he could felt the faint light, and there seemed a shadow blocking in front of him.

"Yin Feng, what happened to your neck?"

Naturally he didn't want Ye Qing Yun know what he was trying to do, he turned around," Nothing...." before finish talking, he could feel Ye Qing Yun's breath was so close to his face, his hot palm was stroking the neck, his finger was pressing at the place of the wound, which is the throat, the place that he was choking a while ago......

He couldn't help but s.h.i.+ver, yet feeling the finger was lingering around his neck, stroking gently as if Ye Qing Yun was afraid he would felt pain, yet felt like pity and distress.

"I'm sorry, today at the chamber i couldn't control my emotion." Ye Qing Yun apologized.

It's so hard to imagine that such an arrogant person would really apologize to him, he couldn't speak, not because he didn't want to speak, but didn't dare, and didn't know what to say.

Forgive? or continuing asking of his past? as if seeing his hesitation, Ye Qing Yun said," First amnesia, now blind, n.o.body would feel well. The doctor said to relax and not to be overly distressed, that's why i don'g want to tell you your past, i am afraid you think too much making your condition even worse. Also there are a lot of things, not like what you see now..."

He raised his head, facing the direction of the voice," Then in the future will you tell me?"

Ye Qing Yun pulled his hand from his neck, and touching his cheek, taped comfortably," If your eyes recover, i will tell you."

The little expectation in his heart suddenly disappeared, he looked down sadly, he didn't even sure if he could see again in his life.

"You don't need to worry, the person that already step inside the h.e.l.l also could be rescued by the doctor." Ye Qing Yun still comforting, silent for a moment and said," I guarantee you, next time i won't kill people casually, including all subordinates in the village, how do you think?"

to be continued....