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Sea of Clouds Prison Heart 雲海囚心 - Chapter 12

If he was not Luo Yin Feng, How would Ye Qing Yun treat him?

He glanced at the fox fur hanging on the wall, he slowly walked there and took it down, his fingers were stroking the fur.

If one day he was not 'Luo Yin Feng' anymore, would Ye Qing Yun still taking care of him like this? Would Ye Qing Yun still finding interesting things to please himself? Would Ye Qing Yun be in chaos and even believe in changing eyes method when he was blind? Would Ye Qing Yun wait for himself anxiously at the gate? Would...

After waking up from his unconsciousness, it was Ye Qing Yun who always stayed by his side, talking with him to kill his boredom, made him almost forget of the depression, when his eyes recovered, Ye Qing Yun also felt happy for him, he even remembered Ye Qing Yun's hands were shaking when he held him up after knowing his eyes already healed....

He didn't dare to think more, in this village, only Ye Qing Yun treated him so good, it was as if he got poisoned, he actually knew this should not belong to him, but he didn't want to lose it.

What would he do?

What should he do?

Should he continue becoming 'Yin Feng' and enjoying Ye Qing Yun's care, or finding back himself, and left this place, left the shadow of 'Luo Yin Feng' behind?

He felt like...at a loss.

The next day at noon, he was woken up by the noise.

A night of chaotic dream, even though he heard the chicken crows, but he didn't want to open his eyes. The people and scenery in the dream had a kind aura, he wished he could always be like that, even though he couldn't remember who he was, at least he was not a subst.i.tute of someone else.

He stood up and opened the door, the subordinates were already busy.

"Yin Feng." Ye Qing Yun smiled and walked toward him, slightly brushed his nose with his finger," You woke up late, it's already 9 in the morning."

He bowed his head in embarra.s.sment and changed the topic," What day is it today? why the subordinates look extremely busy?"

"Nothing, only cleaning up, preparing for the winter."

He glanced at the sword in Ye Qing Yun's hand, it looked different with the sword he usually held before, the carving on the sword sheath seemed faded away, it looked like the sword already been used for many years. Ye Qing Yun realized the interest in his eyes, Ye Qing Yun pa.s.sed the sword in front of him.

He meant to push back, but couldn't beat Ye Qing Yun's stubbornness, so he had no choice but to pick it up, he held the sword's handle and slowly pulled the sword out.

There was a chill on the blade, felt heavy when holding it in the hand, but still not bad, then curiously asked," Qing Yun, why i  never see you bring this sword before?"

Ye Qing Yun smiled and softly said," It's not mine, come, you should hold it like this." Ye Qing Yun was holding his sword-holding hand, he taught him some sword movement.

The movement of the swords made a beautiful light in the air, it looked dazzling. He saw Ye Qing Yun tenderly smiled, Ye Qing Yun's eyes reflected his shadow, the breeze blowed through his ears.

"I will teach you some simple movements next time, it will be enough only for self defense..."

He froze and tried to keep up with his words," Why?"

Ye Qing Yun said accordingly," You are the Second Master of Su Ye Village, how can you not mastering any swords.h.i.+p at all?"

'Yin Feng is a natural martial art body...'

Shang Guan Lan Rong's voice ringing inside his head, he suddenly realized, and tried to break free.

Ye Qing Yun looked at him puzzled, and he also froze, and then looked at the sword in his hand, disgustingly shoved into Ye Qing Yun's hands," No! I don't want!"

"What's wrong with you?"

When Ye Qing Yun tried to approached him, he stepped back to avoid him," No, i just woke up and not taking a bath yet."

So, he ran away.

He didn't understand Ye Qing Yun's mind, he absolutely knew he was not Luo Yin Feng, yet still let the wrong kept on going. Nothing came out from his mouth was true!

Nothing belonged to him! But Ye Qing Yun naturally kept talking and explaining, everytime always showing a happy expression, as if he was the real Luo Yin Feng.

No! He was not Luo Yin feng! and also didn't want to be Luo Yin Feng!

He was talking to himself inside his heart, but then he hesitated again.

If he was not 'Lu Yin Feng', he would also lost Ye Qing Yun's tenderness towards him.

On one side, he didn't want to live under someone else's shadow, on another side, he didn't want to lose the warmth of Ye Qing Yun....He felt himself already became greedy to the point of scared losing it. He was unwilling to give, but he was expecting that person's giving towards him.

It was so contradictory and yet so shameless!

The guilt silently spread inside his body, starting from this day, it was torturing him till he was hard to sleep.

to be continued....