Chapter 1196

1196 will she forgive me?

that night, fang zikai couldnt sleep.

he had to return to the country the day after tomorrow. fang zikai was not willing to leave just like that. the next day, he didnt even eat breakfast and got the driver to send him to the airport. fang zikai took a plane to C city.

gu yiqius school was located in the suburbs of C city and it covered a large area. the national defense university of technology that she studied in had several colleges.

even though they had already broken up, fang zicheng still paid attention to gu yiqius news. he knew that gu yiqiu was still single. he also knew that gu yiqiu had taken the masters degree and was currently studying at the no. 1 hospital.

fang zikai called for a taxi and asked the driver to send him to the gate of the no. 1 hospital in the suburbs. all the students in this school enjoyed the same treatment as the soldiers, and they even received a monthly salary.

however, the schools management was stricter.

gu yiqiu was majoring in computer science, which was one of the most popular majors in the school. back then, the college entrance examinations cut-off score was also insanely high. in order to get into this university, gu yiqiu almost did not have a good rest in her third year of high school.

her family was a family of soldiers. her brother had taken a political career, but she had a special interest in joining the army to serve the country.

fang zikai stood at the entrance of the school, looking at the graduate students, masters students, and ph.d. students in military uniforms.

back then, she was childish and always made trouble out of nothing. she thought that gu yiqiu did not care about her when she ignored her. after breaking up with gu yiqiu, fang zikai found out that they would have to go through three months of military training as soon as school started. they had to train every day, so why would they have to train in the summer

winter and summer breaks were also shorter than other schools.

in short, this was a h.e.l.lish school.

after so many years, fang zikai finally realized how ridiculous he had been at that time.

there were very few girls in the military school. fang zikai had seen a few girls but none of them was gu yiqiu. he had wanted to ask the security guard to help him find gu yiqiu.

however, when he really arrived at the main entrance of the school and saw the students walking with their heads held high, fang zikai was scared again.

he was the one who sought death, so how could he still be qualified to see her!

fang zikai lingered at the door for a long time, and finally decided to leave quietly. he had only taken a few steps when his back was suddenly hit by a hard object. fang zikai turned around in shock and saw the girl standing behind him.

it was gu yiqiu. her long hair was tied up and she was wearing a military uniform. her valiant and heroic appearance was so dazzling that people could not take their eyes off her.

fang zikai was stunned and thought that he was hallucinating.

otherwise, why would he see gu yiqiu?

gu yiqius expression was cold. she asked fang zikai, are you here for me?

it wasnt an illusion, she could talk.

fang zikais lips moved but before he could say anything, gu yiqiu continued, or are you here to find a new girlfriend? gu yiqiu clicked her tongue and said, tell me, whats your new girlfriends major? is she pretty? i might even know her.

fang zikais heart was in turmoil, but his eyes were almost dull.

when he came back to his senses, he scanned gu yiqius body with a greedy look.

gu yiqiu let him look at her with a calm expression.

yes, im here to find a girlfriend, fang zikai said.

gu yiqius expression did not change, but her hands behind her back suddenly tightened. oh, who is it? there are very few girls in the military school to begin with, and even fewer in the main division, so i definitely know her. tell me about it and ill know if youre worthy.

fang zikai said, she studied computer science and was the same age as me. she was my first love and ive liked her for many years. tears welled up in fang zikais eyes, and he said, but i was young and insensible, and i liked to let my imagination run wild, and i liked to do whatever i wanted. i lost her.

i like her very much, really. i cant stop myself from liking her.

fang zikais vision started to blur.

he thought of his childish and absurd self at that time and wanted to slap himself a few times. im here to find my first love.

who is it? your first love. gu yiqiu still had that cold and distant expression.

fang zikais voice started to choke up. her name is gu yiqiu.

gu yiqius gaze wavered.

her eyes finally met fang zikais.

fang zikai told gu yiqiu, she is gu yiqiu, the prettiest girl in this school. she is my favorite girl. i want to get her back. fang zikai cried and asked her, miss, do you think i deserve to ask for her forgiveness?

gu yiqius lips moved but she did not say anything.

do you think shell still accept me? fang zikai asked after wiping his eyes.

if she says that she already has someone she likes, gu yiqiu said. gu yiqiu noticed that fang zikais pupils had shrunk and her body tensed up. what are you going to do if she doesnt want you anymore? she asked.

fang zikais heart throbbed painfully.

it was as if an embroidery needle had mercilessly pierced through it. the wound was so thin, but it was so painful.

fang zikai nodded dejectedly. he said, i, i know. he had really lost his boss. fang zikai rubbed his face hard and repeated himself, i know

he wanted to cry, but he also felt embarra.s.sed, so he turned around to leave.

gu yiqiu suddenly said loudly to him, so, when i saw you take out a photo of you and that girl that year, im sure you can understand how much my heart hurt.

fang zikai stopped in his tracks.

he did not dare to turn back.

he was afraid that gu yiqiu would see the tears on his face.

i understand, fang zikai said. just like how he was now. he loved gu yiqiu to death, but he did not have the right nor the courage to say the word love to her.

because he was no longer worthy.

fang zikai said, im sorry. i shouldnt have scared you like that. i was insensible. he finally had a taste of the pain that gu yiqiu had gone through. he finally realized how cruel he had been that day.

im really sorry to have bothered you for so many years. after fang zikai finished speaking, his body suddenly twitched. gu yiqiu could hear his sobs. are you crying? she asked fang zikai.

fang zikai hiccuped again and said, whos crying! im not crying! which eye of yours saw me crying! he cried as he spoke, and he was very stubborn.

gu yiqiu found it unbelievable.

if she, the person who was hurt, didnt cry, what was he crying for?

after not seeing him for-few years, he didnt seem to have any other skills, but he had learned sister lins unique skill-yingluo.

he cried.

gu yiqiu felt a little annoyed when she heard his sobs.

fang zikai was already crying and he was already in such a miserable state. however, gu yiqiu still refused to let him stay. fang zikais heart turned cold.

he was really done for. gu yiqiu would not want him anymore.

fang zikais heart was like dead ashes when he realized the truth. he lifted his heavy feet and prepared to leave.

wait for me at the four seasons hotel tonight, gu yiqiu suddenly said.

fang zikai was speechless.

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