"Maybe."

"If he takes those twelve steps, they'll be the first steps to a new him."

Maverick won't take his eyes off me. His arm is possessive around my waist. And then, Maverick slips his hand under my hair, his eyes dark and quietly loving. "I'm on fire when I look at you," he says, his voice reverent and his gaze electric on me. "You decimated me just now."

I exhale and blink back the emotion in my eyes. Not everybody sees this, when they see someone recovering. They see someone who could fall again. Who could be weak again. Who already fell. They don't see the strength it took to overcome it and push through, sometimes they don't see the humanity, and sometimes they don't know that to someone who's recovering it's hard to stay in a world and a reality where the reflections of themselves they see mirrored in others' eyes are so lacking.

"Do you need to get back?"

I nod, regretfully. "I said I'd just come to the meeting."

"I'll take you."

I smile, and duck my head. "I'm glad you brought Oz." And I add, "I'm glad you know."

There is something about telling someone a secret that binds and locks you together. And there is something about somebody knowing everything about you that makes you aware of how much work you still have to become a better you.

WE RIDE IN the back of the cab in this order: me, Maverick, Oz.

I'm feeling raw.

Too attracted to him.

More than ever.

Maverick sits beside me. Quiet. And I sit here. Quiet too. He watches me in the darkness and when our eyes meet, he smiles.

He reaches out and takes my hand.

His hand is rough and warm, dry, and my hand fits just right in his.

My mind and my heart and my soul seem to flutter.

I wonder what it would be like to spend all night with him, not just an hour, nothing between us. Set my lips on every inch of his skin. Rest my head on his chest. And just be there, talking. Or silent. Or kissing.

I set my head on his shoulder.

He inhales slowly.

I need to be closer, I can't control this. It's like a need to breathe, an impulse toward him, the body reacting strongly to what it needs to survive.

We can't get our hands off each other. I pry my hand free to touch his thigh, and he sets his hand on my thigh, rubbing slowly up and down. There are other people here. So really, our hands probably need to stay where they are. There's the cabdriver, and Oz. But I am only aware of ONE. One Maverick riding beside me. His shoulder hard against mine. His legs skewed open so one touches against mine.

I press closer and turn my head just as he seizes my chin, ducks, and our lips meet. His tongue, wet, slips inside my mouth. Impulsively, I slip my hand under his T-shirt. Just because I need to feel his skin. He's hot as a furnace, his skin smooth under my fingers. I push my hand higher, to catch his heartbeat in my palm. I rub a little as he sucks hungrily on my tongue, shifting his shoulders as if to cover me.

I open my mouth wider and let his tongue lead mine.

Oz clears his throat.

Maverick tears his lips free. He glances in his direction and groans in exasperation. "Come on, Oz, you were young once."

"Nope," Oz says.

Maverick digs into his pocket and pulls out his phone, and then his earbuds. "Put those in and put on some music, and look away until we get there," he tells Oz.

He looks back at me as Oz grumbles and does what he's told.

"How do you fucking work this?" Oz demands.

Maverick turns back to him, grabs the phone, and presses Play on the music. Then Oz slips the earbuds in and looks out the window with a grin.

Maverick looks at me again, then he curls his fingers around my skull, and my eyes are heavy-lidded, his eyes slits as he lowers his head and takes my mouth. I slip both my hands under his shirt and kiss him with all I've got. I rub his muscles with my fingertips, realizing I've missed the feel of this chest though I've felt it beneath my fingers only once before. . . . You're turning me into a nymphomaniac, Maverick. . . .

And Maverick is kissing me like he has all the time in the world and like he's never going to let my mouth go.

I feel so reckless, I want to do more, I want to feel him everywhere, touch him everywhere, be touched everywhere. . . .

Impulsively, I let my fingers wander down the planes of his chest and over his stomach, but Maverick seizes my face with one hand and as he forces me to look at him, he slips a hand into the hair at my nape.

"Look at me."

Oh god, he's so beautiful. I've never felt as naked before him as I do now.

"How do you do it?" he asks quietly. "How do you have me hanging on every word you say? Every expression on your face?" He looks intently down at me and then runs his tongue over my bottom lip. "Every look you give me," he says.

He holds me closer against him and shifts his shoulders to keep me from being seen, and softly, tenderly, he kisses me again, running his hand down the back of my head in the most tender caress.

When I slip my hands around his neck, I nearly claw my nails into his flesh. I want him so much I'm in actual physical pain.

His lips keep tasting, hot, exploring, friendly, and also intimate. He trails his lips downward to my neck, and tugs down my shirt a bit, to kiss the top crest of one of my breasts.

He then kisses his way to my earlobe, and when I turn my head to bite on his earlobe, he groans into my ear-he sounds tormented-and he eases back to just smile at me. Smile at me as if he's happy just to be kissing me tonight.

I can't even smile back. What is wrong with me?

He's turned my body into a firestorm.

I grab him, and my hands go up his back, over the exact spot where I know he has his phoenix tattoo. Then I take the back of his head and draw him back to me.

Our kisses get wilder, my control dangerously close to nonexistent.

We're burning and fevered and then there's no more talking. No more playing. No more training. No more anything but heat and Maverick Cage's mouth.

Fitting perfectly on mine.

His hands rubbing up and down my back, restless. I want them to go other places. I want those big calloused hands on my breasts, between my legs, on my bare skin.

And this mouth, this mouth-I want it on every inch.

My body is on fire for Maverick.

I hurt so much I want to cry. I want his every secret, his every dream, and I want to be in one of those dreams; I want to be one of those secrets.

Soon I'm going to be in my room, alone. Alone and Maverickless.

All the nights I've been remembering what it was like in his bed . . . all the nights trying to do the right thing-the thing that's right for my head and feels so wrong for the rest of me-are coming to a near boil.

He stops kissing me and stares down into my face. Maverick's eyes have a new, possessive glimmer. Still shielding me with his body, he gives me a firm peck on the lips again. My tongue flashes out greedily, and he smiles down at me, his eyes burning with hunger and happiness.

"It's as hard to keep my hands off you as it is to keep from looking at you," he whispers.

Touch me, see me. . . . I want to beg, but I'm so out of control that it takes every ounce of me to be quiet. Instead I wrap both my arms around his neck and I breathe in the scent of his warm skin.

I want you, Maverick Cage. . . .

I bury my lips against his throat, and as I peer past his shoulder, I recognize the passing scenery and I realize we're almost a block away from my hotel.

He groans as he forces his mouth away from roaming over my temple.

God.

I think about the fact that our kisses nearly pushed him over the edge.

When will we be alone again?

Will we ever be alone again?

"Maverick . . ."

He laughs softly to himself and rests his head against mine, his intimate stare only confirming that he knows that I recklessly wanted to do more. I feel my ears start to get red.

I glance at Oz, and thank god he's facing the window, snoozing as he listens to the music.

Maverick watches me run my fingers down my hair.

I look back at him. His eyes are absolute flames and I want to tear his clothes off and memorize every hot, hard inch of him.

He makes me so reckless, I don't know this girl. I like it, but I'm afraid of it too. "I want to spend the whole night with you. I want to know what it's like to lie on your chest. And talk about things."

God. I don't know why I said that, but I blurted it out. I force myself not to take it back. To own it.

We stare at each other as the cab slides to a stop in the hotel driveway.

Maverick helps me out, then leans toward the cabbie. "I'm walking her up, stay put."

"Keeping the meter running," the cabbie says.

Maverick nods and shuts the door behind us. His fingers press into the small of my back as he leads me across the lobby, pushes the Up button, and we wait for an elevator. When it tings and a couple shuffles out, he steps inside with me. And then we ride, all alone, to the penthouse.

He takes my hand in silence, dipping his thumb into my palm and staring down at me in smoldering male satisfaction.

"I should be embarrassed. I'm never this reckless," I admit.

"Good. But I want you to be reckless with me."

I laugh and duck my head, really embarrassed now. There are lights above us, and they feel brighter than usual after the shadows of the cab, and I'm utterly mortified.

"You know who I am. And I know who you are, Reese. And none of it has to do with what you said just now, or with who our fathers are."

He pulls me so close that I can feel what our make-out in the cab has done to him, and his lips cover mine again, softer now, achingly soft.

A feather of pleasure ripples down my back as he shifts me and we end up flat against the wall. I'm sandwiched between the elevator wall and tons of Maverick.

We're so hungry for each other that we can't get our mouths off the other.

"You make me drunk, Maverick," I say worriedly, as we kiss.

"I take it"-he frowns-"that's a bad thing?"

I search his face. "I don't know."

"You make me want to go all out, Reese. Do everything."

We kiss a little hotly again.

"You bring out a different me," I confess, gripping his chest as I try to catch my breath. "I wanted to be her. But I don't know this new me. I'm a stranger to this new me."

He eases back with this slow, adorable smile. "I can see her perfectly."

When the elevator arrives, he follows me out to the big doors of the three-bedroom suite. As I fish out my key, he says, "Hey. Find out where you'll be staying next location."

"Why?"

"I want to stay at the same hotel."

I stare.

He nods soberly. "I want to find out what it's like to have you lie on my chest. Spend the whole night with me. Talk about things." He smiles as he quotes me.

I think I fell just a little bit deeper.

I inhale.

For two people who don't talk a lot, this is huge.

To want to spend a night together. And talk.