I wonder how he moves in bed.

All hard but fluid.

If he loses control.

I wonder what it takes to make him smile. Not smirk, not a brief smile, a real smile.

After putting in my time, I head for Racer and take him to a nearby park. I brought snacks for us-for Maverick and me-thinking I'd invite him with us, but it turns out I'm a coward and I couldn't. And now I tuck them back into my backpack. I'm so strangely lust-lovesick that I'm exhausted and sleepless, to boot.

Maverick I ALWAYS KNOW when I hit right depending on the sound I get. I start getting the long, hard, deep sounds, one after the other, and I know I'm hitting right. I haven't been on the mark today because I caught her watching me and got hard.

Something about feeling those light blue eyes, pure as a clean sky, makes me react. I have trouble tearing my eyes off her. I like to stare at her face. I like to trace the oval shape with my eyes, take in her plump, puckered-looking pink lips, and the sleek little nose of hers with a total of three freckles at the bridge. I even like to wonder how many more freckles she'll get if she keeps taking Racer to the park.

Forcing myself to focus, I feel the sweat on my brow as I continue slamming. The heavy bag swings side to side. I drive my fists forward. I keep my earbuds in to block the distractions but she's still in my head.

I clench my teeth and test my hits, frown hard when the bag doesn't make the noise I want.

I shift my arm, pull in from my abs, and there. WHAM.

I shift position, facing the room. The treadmill she just emptied. But I remember her walking there. Her eyes catching mine. My dick going wild.

I'm twice as heavy and a full head taller, packed with muscle. She's all girl and woman and it took all my willpower to focus on training and look away. I feel dangerous when I look at her. My heart pumps faster and I want to know more about her, all there is to know. I'm as impenetrable as the bag I'm hitting, but she's as elusive as the air. I could be a steel wall with steel eyes, but the truth is, what I feel, I feel it hard too.

And I want to kiss Reese like I want to win tonight.

I stop punching, and I tell Oz I'm taking an hour.

I head to the front desk. "There a park nearby?"

"Sure. Two, three blocks this way." The attendant points with her finger, and I say thanks and pull up my hoodie, heading to the park.

I spot the stroller by a field, where Reese sits with a book and Racer sucks on a crimson lollipop.

"Mavewick!"

We fist-bump. "Hey, buddy."

Reese drops her book and looks at me, blue eyes wide in surprise. Then her cheeks flush pink, and I shove my hands restlessly into my hoodie pockets. Hell, I want to lean over, take her face in my hands, and kiss her mouth and taste her until she can't remember her name, much less the guy back home.

She scoots over and pats the spot next to her, and I drop down and look at her. Reese is a virgin. I need to take care with this girl. Be patient with this girl. Patience is not my strong suit, but patience wins this fight, and I'm not losing, just like I'm not losing in the Underground.

"Hey." I lean over and brush my lips to her cheek, then smile down at her when she glances worriedly to see if Racer saw. He giggles, watching us. Then I take her hand in mine and just sit there for a few minutes; ten minutes later I'm lying down and pulling her into my arms so she can read her book with her head on my chest. She sets the book aside and closes her eyes, inhaling as if I relax her. "Watch Racer for me? I haven't slept well at all."

"Yeah," I murmur into her hair, and I reach up and cup the back of her head with my hand, keeping her against me 'cause she feels too good here. I rub my thumb over the back of her head and smell her hair. And I stay the hour with them like I belong.

Me-a guy whose own father didn't want him-entrusted with this little boy.

Racer showing me all the toys he's brought with him.

And Reese in my arms, where I want her.

SEVENTEEN.

TATE.

Maverick I rub my father's old gloves before the fight so much, I've worn them down as much as the years fighting did.

Everyone knows who I am now. Backstage, I'm in a room of my own. All the other fighters are scared shitless of me. If I see a fighter out in the hall, I can stare him down in a second. And I do. I've got the staring thing down pat.

I like that they're afraid.

They should be.

I'm young but I'm fast, I'm strong, and I've got more to prove than these assholes ever will.

"She might be coming to your fight. Look good. Chicks don't like losers," Oz tells me as we wait to get called.

"That's all you've got for me?" I lift my brows, incredulous.

"Yep. It's the most effective I've got."

I clench my teeth. Is she coming to the fight?

She can't come to my fight.

I don't know what it'd do to me if she ever did. When she walks into a room I'm speechless thoughtless. High.

She's different to me.

She's not afraid of me.

The moment the announcer yells out my name, "Maverick 'the Avenger' Cage!" the crowd outside falls deathly quiet. I finish lacing my boots and kick Oz's ankles to get him to wake up from where he was snoozing big time on a bench.

"Wha-"

"We're up."

I slip my fingers into the gloves and the anticipation to hit the ring starts simmering inside me. A black hooded robe covers me as I stalk out and take the aisle, tapping my gloves as I warm up to the idea of kicking some shit.

Inside the ring, my opponent waits. Hector "Hellman." The fact that he's up against me makes him an immediate favorite. There are signs floating with his name on them.

No signs for me.

In every video I saw of my father, he gave the crowd the bird as he came up into the ring.

My father was the most loathed fighter in history. But also the most feared.

I can feel the fear in the air, thick as oil.

Oz heads over to his corner while I take the ring, taking my time to climb the ropes. Swear to god, these people don't even seem to be breathing. I stand in the center and look around. They want to see if I'm going to curse them, spit on the floor, or give them the bird. I smile privately when they keep waiting-and I do none of that.

I'm here to fight.

I'm here to win.

"Booo!" the crowd starts. "Boooooo!"

"They hate your ass, Maverick," Oz says, scratching his head as if he's trying to figure out how to win them over.

Bell rings, gloves touch.

He throws a punch. I duck and throw out my fist, hearing it crack into his gut. The crowd gasps. The boos silence.

Hellman's stunned. I loop out a left and hit again. The crowd is silent as a morgue. I can hear the sound of flesh pounding flesh as I have a go at him. They've got no more cheers. I hope they're saving them for their golden boy. Because I want a chance to get a hit on that boy. I want a chance to prove to myself I've fucking got it. Got more than my father ever did.

I knock Hellman out.

I don't take my stool as I wait for the next fight.

The moment the bell rings, I go straight for the kill-jab, straight jab, hook. He wraps an arm around me and then slips away. I back him up against the ropes, jabbing, ducking, jabbing, then I hook.

The hook stuns him.

And he's down.

I start beating them all, a third one, a fourth one, a fifth. My body's producing heat like nobody's business. I'm on fire and so are my fists. I've got long arms, a far reach. My opponents think they're in the safe zone away from me, but they're not. Over and over, I hit. Flesh. Bone. Flesh. Bone. But I'm wearing down. I know it's because I haven't been training as I should.

I was at the park, with a kid and a girl who's driving my head in all kinds of directions, all of them leading to the same end: her.

Her in a bed with me.

Her lips under mine.

Her sweet, round little butt under my hands.

Every second spent with them reminds me of the family that I don't have and desperately crave.

I take the stool at my corner and let my body recharge when the announcer's voice flares through the speakers, introducing my next opponent. "Okay, ladies and gentlemen . . ." He trails off mysteriously and lowers his voice. "I know you all have been waiting for this," he begins.

The crowd shifts restlessly, and as a chorus of gasps and titters sweeps across the crowd, I tiredly roll my shoulders. I twist my sore neck to one side, then the other. Motherfuck me, I need gas right now.

"That's right, ladies and gentlemen!" the announcer starts to yell. "LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, our record-holding champion, Remington 'Riiiiiiiiptide' Tate!"

I can't even relish this moment; I'm catching my breath.

Worn out. I've taken a few hits, my eye has swelled up, and my cut is about to bust open and bleed again.

My jaw aches like a bitch. I open my jaw and flex it, rubbing my arm across the sting as Tate takes the ring.

The crowd goes wild. I glance at Oz while I wait. Oz looks as fucked-up as I am, snoozing in my corner. He really needs to back off the booze.

"Hey. At least pretend you give a shit." I nudge him. "Put some Vaseline on my face or something."

He lifts his head and does as I tell him, then he looks at Tate as he climbs into the ring and his eyes widen.

"WHAT THE LIVING FUCK?! How many have you knocked out?"

I shrug, eyeing Tate's size from up close. He's an inch taller, two or three wider. And he looks fresh as spring compared to my sweaty, bloodied, beat-up self. I'm not as big as him, but I bet I'll look pretty big from the ground.

We go to center. Touch gloves. The bell rings.

The screams take over the arena. "REMY . . . REMY . . . REMY . . ."

I take a hit: a blow straight to my ribs.

I ease back, shake my head.

He comes in with a hook that knocks me off-balance.

I hit the ground.

The counting begins. "Stay down," Oz says.

But I can't stay down, I'm leaping to my feet. I'm fighting this guy. I'm beating this guy.

Dizzy.

I should've stayed down.

I take another hit, then three. This guy comes at me like a bulldozer, from all directions. My brain is already swimming in my skull.

We get a break.

I take my stool.