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Her head came lower and she clawed suddenly at her thighs. 'Yes -- yes -- it was my father I saw...'

A door banged open somewhere and the thin young orderly went scurrying past the line of people and into the corridor; the engine of the ambulance throbbed for a minute and then stopped, and I saw two men go past the doorway with a stretcher, a third holding a drip feed above it. I didn't know whether the hospital was normally as busy as this at two o'clock in the morning or whether the storm had brought accidents into the streets; it was too far north to take in people from the wreck of the Rossiya. I'd seen the lighted windsock of the helipad on the roof of this building when we'd passed the Hotel Siberian, and noted it; a hospital was about the only place that could give us shelter.

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'What is your brother's name?' I asked Tanya. She didn't hear, was watching the man against the wall with the bullets going into him, her father, understanding for the first time that he was not only dead but had died, and like that.

The woman with the baby had made up her mind and gone to the admissions desk, and a couple of youths in black leather coats were chivvying her, one with an arm in a sling; then some women began going for the youths in support of the mother, and I caught a glimpse of the waxen face of the child in the midst of the scuffle, its closed eyelids calm, as if it hadn't the strength to squeeze them tight against the light and the voices.

"Then my mother died,' I heard Tanya saying. I didn't think it mattered to her if I were listening or not; she needed to say these things, hear them again for herself.' she drank cleaning fluid, a year ago, a year ago this month, on the fourteenth. They couldn't save her; she didn't want them to.'

'It had been a long marriage,' I said.

She turned her head, I think surprised to hear that I was listening.' they'd been together thirty -- nine years when my father was killed.'

'And she missed him too much.'

'We all missed him too much,' Tanya said, 'or my brother couldn't have done what he did tonight. And nor could I. He --'

'What is your brother's name?' I asked her again.

She hesitated. 'Vadim.'

'You can trust me with everything,' I said. 'For your own sake, and for his, you have to understand that.'

She stared at me for a moment and then looked down.' I want you to know that he is not the kind of man who -- who kills other men without thinking about it. When --'

'As a soldier, he hasn't seen action?'

She didn't look at me but her mouth tightened: was there nothing I didn't know? 'He was in Afghanistan, yes. But he has never taken a life in peacetime. It was a very -- emotional thing for us, very impulsive.' she swung her head to look at me. 'He heard that that man was coming here to Novosibirsk, where Vadim is stationed, and he wrote to me, asking if I wanted to help him, and I said yes, of course I said yes. It was only afterwards, tonight, when I realized what we had done. I --'

'You destroyed a brute,' I said, 'and not only for yourselves. Your father wasn't the only one to suffer for his ideals, he couldn't have been, you know that. You did a great job, and so did Vadim. You're to be honoured.'

She watched me for a moment, and for the first time, I thought, there was no dislike, no distrust in the lambent green eyes. 'I can't think of it like that,' she said.

'I know, but you've got to try.'

I got up and went across to the payphone, telling her not to move. There'd been a man there for the past ten minutes trying to get through to someone, wanting to tell them where he was.

'There are lines down,' he told me as he came away from the phone, 'lines down everywhere.'

But I put two kopeks into the slot and dialled for the Hotel Karasevo for the third time since we'd got here, and stood waiting, looking across at the young woman in the fur hat and the white polo -- sweater, one leg straight and the other bent a little, her head down as she went over it all again, giving herself no peace, and I knew I'd have to let her see her brother Vadim as soon as it was possible, as soon as it was safe, because only he could do anything for her, help her battle the phantoms.

I checked the environment again: main doors, an archway behind the admissions desk -- forget that one -- the archway into the passage where I'd seen the stretcher case go by, the opening of the corridor six feet from the bench where Tanya was sitting now. They were the only exits; the huge windows were high in the wall with their catches rusted solid.

There was nothing but a faint crackling on the line and I pushed the coin return and went back to the bench. We had, with luck, until daylight before I would need to do something dramatic to get us both off the streets without Ferris's help if I still couldn't raise him; the three matrons at the admissions desk had got their hands full and no one was likely to come across here and ask any questions. There were some other people along the walls, two or three of them lying on the benches trying to sleep until they could get some kind of attention, one of them a drunk spreadeagled on the worn linoleum with a bottle of blackish wine locked in the crook of his arm.

We were safe here but I didn't want to wait for daylight, to do anything dramatic, not with Tanya Rusakova in my care. Drama is the last resort when you' re in the labyrinths, the desperate sauve qui peut that nine times out often will leave you dead on the field. And above all, I've told the bright -- eyed and eager novitiates at Norfolk, above all avoid drama, it's a one -- way street and as often as not a dead end. Derring -- do won't get you anywhere, you've got to think your way out.

Easily said, yes, but what else can you tell them? When they're out there at last with the hags of hell at their heels they'll do whatever they have to, we all know that.

'Are you hungry?' I asked Tanya.

'No.'

Her stomach was empty -- the last time she'd eaten must have been on the Rossiya -- but she couldn't even think about food, and that was understandable.

'You could sleep,' I said, 'if you wanted to.' she'd have our coats for a mattress on the bench. 'I'll be here.'

'No.'

That too was understandable; the phantoms of the delta waves would be worse than the ones who were haunting her now, and she'd have no control over them.

'You told me I had to go with you,' she said in a moment, 'for my brother's sake. I don't know what that means.'

'It means that if you get arrested by the militia you'll give him away.'

Her eyes flayed me. 'I would never do that.'

'Have you ever been questioned by the militia?'

She hesitated.'No.'

But she knew what I was talking about. 'By the KGB, then?'

'Yes.'

'What did they do to you?'

She took a breath, looking down.' they beat me up.'

'Because of your father?'

'Yes. I protested in public, after they'd shot him.'

'Then you know what I mean, Tanya. The militia are no different, even now. They'll get everything out of you, once they start, and that is why you have to stay with me.'

She didn't answer, still didn't believe she would give her brother away, even though she was sitting here with one leg straight and the other crooked and had scars on her body, must have, after what they'd done to her.

The big entrance door came open at intervals and I watched the people coming in, some of them injured and with blood visible on them, most of them sickly, shielding their eyes against the glare of the lights in here. Two doctors, one of them a woman, had come through the archway from the emergency unit where the ambulance had driven up, and were checking the people in the long straggling queue. At three o'clock I tried the phone again and drew blank, and soon after that I saw the woman doctor examining the white -- faced infant at last and heard her say to the nurses behind the admissions desk, 'But how long has she been here? This baby is dead.'

The mother screamed once, twice, and then began moaning as they hurried her through the archway and a murmur of shock broke out among the people in the queue.

I began trying the phone at thirty -- minute intervals but at half -- past four there was still nothing on the line to the Hotel Karasevo but a faint crackling and I thought Jesus I'd better start trying to raise London, see if the long -- distance lines were down too.

Soon after five in the morning I pushed the two kopeks into the slot again and drew blank and went through the archway to look for a lavatory and when I came back the entrance doors were both wide open and the place was full of militiamen and Tanya was gone.