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“Shan’er was a small timid boy at that time and he was always scared into crying . No one could stop him, and my mother could do nothing but cry with him . You can’t imagine how sad she was . Sometimes I couldn’t help asking my mother why these bad women always come to bully us . She just told me that they were not bad people, and they just wanted to be favoured so as to live a good life . Then I asked the reason why our father just ignored everything . She just sighed and didn’t say anything more . ”

“I was just confused when I was small . Later, I came to Dali and got older . I’ve gradually learned more things and it is until this time that I begin to understand the reason . Empress doesn’t like Concubine Wan because the third prince is Wan’s son . He is clever and is favoured by emperor . Concubine Wan also hates empress but she has to stand it because empress’s aunt is no other than empress dowager . Concubine Wan has a good relations.h.i.+p with Concubine Li . That is all because the son of Concubine Li is still a small boy and they couldn’t affect her own son’s future .  In addition, the daughter of Concubine Li, Princess Linglong, is pretty favoured by emperor . ”

“As I grow up, I just feel more confused . Can’t emperor figure it out that the imperial harem is totally in a mess though it looks peaceful? If he knows nothing about it, he must have suffered a lot . If he knows it well, isn’t he tired of the condition . Why does he get more and more concubines year by year?”

“Cousin, why can’t a man just have one wife all his life? He can simply treats his wife wholeheartedly and enjoys her undivided love . They don’t need to be wary of each other . Instead, they can just set their minds at ease and raise their children together . No trifles will bother them . It’s really unnecessary for them to worry about that someone would come to harm their children or whether they need to flatter someone or frame someone . They can spend all their life in such a condition . Isn’t it a good choice?”

“Cousin, it doesn’t mean that I am not willing to marry to the young prince . I just don’t want to live such a life . You know, it’s not so important if he is my true love . It doesn’t matter whether he is good at horsemans.h.i.+p or archery . What I need is nothing but his sincerity . Then I will try my best to be a good wife even though I don’t love him . But he is a prince . It really makes me sick to think about his personal maids, not to speak of his countless concubines in the future . I really don’t want to share my husband with anyone else . People always say that the relation between a man and his wives was just like that of a teapot and teacups . I don’t want to be a teacup at all! I don’t want to be a weak woman who is bullied by other women! I don’t want to be a mean person!”

“Cousin, I’m afraid of growing up so much!”

Hearing her words, Lu Zhishan just felt that he could hardly breathe smoothly . He felt great pain in his heart . Softly touching the hair of the small girl in front of him, Lu Zhishan said gently, “Sit up . Don’t hurt your forehead .

Mu Nanzhi raised her head . As expected, there was a deep red mark on the white forehead of the small girl . Lu Zhishan was about to touch it but he eventually gave up . He turned his head and drank up the wine in his cup .

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