.Chapter 1829

1829 A textbook confession

It was as if she was saying goodbye to her past self. She had been an annoying child when she was a child, but ever since Daisy and nanny came, she had been a likable child. From a rebellious and unruly child, she had become a lovely, lively, and well-mannered good child. Although she still had the temper of a young lady, she was kind, lively, and lovely.

Now, she had changed beyond recognition, and she could not find any similarities with herself. After she recalled some of her memories, her heart had always been gloomy, full of anger, intense emotions, and easy to lose control. She was even numb to other peoples emotions and did not care about others or herself. It was as if she had lost the ability to love and the pa.s.sion for life.

When she was out at sea, she was clearly a carefree girl who loved life. When she was eight years old, she was also a pa.s.sionate and lively girl. But now, she had become a numbed person.

The moonlight fell on ye tingjuns eyes, and they became gentler. His eyes were beautiful, and when he smiled, they reflected several circles of light. After hundreds of millions of years of human evolution and perfect transformation, many pairs of eyes that even the creator was amazed by were like stars falling.

Ye Chu looked at him in confusion. His words didnt make any sense. Didnt she understand what he was saying?

You have three major misconceptions in your life. First, Im not Erma. Second, Im a very bad person. Third, I hate ye tingjun. This is all your illusion. Whether its you or the eight-year-old Eva, its all you. When I was 15 and 26, I didnt look the same. I also liked how I looked when I was 15. At that time, I only wanted to be an artist and a photographer. I even wanted to make you my model for the rest of my life and become your exclusive photographer. I didnt have such great ambitions and didnt want to be a busy CEO. When we were young, my dad was very busy and always had a drink with us at all kinds of social events. He spent very little time with us and didnt even love us. I hate it when adults say that Im busy with work and have no time, that Im always in a hurry. But when I grew up, be it me or my brother, we all inevitably grew into workaholics.

This is a process that we cant stop as we grow up, he said.Every stage is a different version of ourselves. No one has a temper from birth to death. Thats too boring. You have to learn to accept yourself and not deny yourself. Even if you dont like how you look now, you have to tell yourself that this is me too. Its a pity that I didnt become the person I liked and wanted, but it doesnt matter. Im cute like this.

Ye tingjun Ye Chus eyes were a little red. Every word that ye tingjun said hit her weakest spot. It was sore and painful. She was in a trance thinking that she would never be able to find someone who understood her better than him in this life, right?

She probably wouldnt be able to find someone who liked her more than him, right?

If she didnt like or care about someone, why would she care about the joy, anger, sorrow, and joy on someones face, and why would she understand another person so well?

Ye tingjun smiled and kissed the back of her hand. Im twenty-six this year, almost twenty-seven. Im mature. Although Ive never been in a relations.h.i.+p, I know my own feelings. In my eyes, whether youre good looking or not, whether your figure is good or not, it doesnt matter. Because when I look at you, I only have one thought in my mind. This is the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. If I lived for twenty-seven years and didnt even know what I wanted, or even got the person I liked wrong, I would have lived in vain. Ye Chu, you dont have to worry about whether Ive s.h.i.+fted my love or not, and you dont have to worry about whether youre good enough or whether youre worth my love. This is not for you to decide, whether youre worth it or not, its for me to decide Instead of worrying about these things, why dont you open your eyes and look at this man whos been Crazy for You and fascinated by you for eleven years. You just have to learn to love him. Even if you dont know how to, he will teach you.

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In love, the second brother is still the best!

Im going to write a small play, I heard you guys want meat? A bunch of bad guys.