Keller knew that he'd prevail on the issue. Eddie was damaged goods now that PAN had lost the election.

"You take him," Taylor said, "you bring him back."

"Sure."

Eddie's briefings-if you can call them that-have been invaluable. Ruiz had sat down with Zetas, ate with them, talked with them, partied with them. He knows how they talk, how they think, how they react. Along with Keller, he's the only one who's fought them, who's killed them.

The exspecial ops on the team were resistant to him, too-at first-looking on him as an undisciplined, drug-dealing, homicidal dirtbag. But once Eddie freely admitted that's exactly what he was, they relented a little. And there was no question about one thing-Crazy Eddie could shoot the balls off a mosquito if mosquitoes had balls.

He told them so, and backed it up on the range.

So did Keller.

But the physical training, Keller has to admit as he studies the latest intel images, about killed him. The guys are right-he is too old and too slow. His legs and reflexes just won't do what his mind tells them to do, and it's infuriating. He's in the best shape of his life, and exhausted. If there were two missions instead of one, he wouldn't make it. This is his last operation.

The other thing that's killing him is the waiting.

He waited for weeks, sweating out whether Barrera could even get the meeting with Ochoa. Then weeks more to learn where the location was going to be. Once they knew that, the tactical planning and training went into overdrive, but then it was more waiting to find out the exact date. When the date was established, there were five more days of excruciating tension to see whether it would actually come off.

Now it has, Keller thinks as he studies the photos.

Barrera is in Dos Erres.

The meetings are scheduled to begin in the late afternoon tomorrow.

They'll go all day and into the night-at which point there will be a fiesta and partying, if everything goes well. There will be no more meetings the next day because by the time the sun comes up, the Zeta leaders will be dead.

Adn Barrera will be the undisputed patron.

And the pax narcotica can begin.

Because that's the deal.

There will be one cartel trafficking drugs into the United States and we can all go back to playing the perpetual game of coyote and sheepdog along the border. Business as usual, and the gigantic trafficking and antitrafficking machines can grind on. Without me, Keller thinks.

In two days, I'm out of it.

Maybe less than that, he admits, if you die in Dos Erres, which is a very real possibility. Face it, they're all right-you have no business coming on this mission, you're the weakest link, probably the least skilled combatant on the ground. There's a very good chance you won't come back.

But what if I do? he asks himself.

What then? What next? What do you do with what's left of your life? You can't go back to Marisol, she doesn't want you, so the happy retirement you pictured with her is out of the picture. You can't go back to tending the bees-the monastery won't have you, and besides, you're not that guy anymore. That guy believed in the possibility of serenity and faith. The past seven years have beaten that out of you.

There is no such thing.

Not in this world, anyway.

So what are you going to do?

Take your pension, find a condo in Tucson, become that pathetic middle-aged guy you find at sports bars at two in the afternoon? Take up golf? Brew your own beer? Read the great books? Hang around until you get the bad biopsy and in the meantime try to convince yourself that you haven't done what you've done, seen what you've seen, that your nightmares are the stuff of fantasy and not just a slightly more surreal depiction of your surreal life?

Maybe there are worse things than dying in Dos Erres.

They break up the camp in Sunshine Summit and go to the staging area in San Diego. Then it will be separate flights to Mexico City, on to Campeche, then into the chopper and across the border for "Operation XTZ."

"Cross Out the Zetas."

In his hotel room out by the airport, Keller sits on his bed with his phone in hand and thinks about calling Marisol. But what would he say? I miss you? Goodbye? Nothing he's going to say will change anything, but he isn't going to say that he's changed his mind about going.

He doesn't call.

Restless, he goes for a walk through the old neighborhood known as Little Italy. He used to come down here from his office in the old days, to get a sausage at Pete's-now gone-or a good espresso at a place that he sees is now a Starbucks.

He turns up Columbia Street to Our Lady of the Rosary, built back in the '20s to serve the Italian tuna fishermen who dominated the neighborhood. Keller used to come here often, for early morning Mass, to make confession, take communion, or just look at the frescoes in the back of the sanctuary.

The tuna fleet is long gone, the Italian fishermen with it.

The neighborhood is "hip" now-coffeehouses and nightclubs, new condo buildings. The Italian restaurants are expensive and cater mostly to tourists.

Keller stands outside the church and thinks about going in. It's too late for Mass, but there might be a priest inside to hear confession.

But how much time could he have? Keller asks himself ruefully.

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned and sinned and sinned and sinned...

And I'm about to go commit (another) murder.

At least one.

Keller keeps walking.

He has no need of God, he decides, and God has no need of him.

The Peten District, Guatemala October 31, 2012 Chuy kicks a soccer ball against the remnant of a stone wall he doesn't know is Mayan in origin.

The jungle is full of such ruins and he doesn't care. Chuy wanders across the old stone terraces that were once altars without knowing what he's walking on, or his own connection to them, that they were places where victims were decapitated in sacrifices to the Mayan death gods. He does like the caves that permeate the forest, cracks in the limestone floor of the jungle into which he can crawl and hide, take a nap, or just lie and think.

Forty brought Chuy and his estaca down to Guatemala and it was his first time on an airplane. He hated the crowded heat of Guatemala City but felt better when they drove north across the broad grasslands and then into the jungle. It still feels too close and too green, but he's starting to get used to it, even though he's a little scared at night because the men who'd been there longer told him that there are jaguars and pumas, and crocodiles in the swamps outside the village.

The village itself is pretty empty, except for some women and girls the men keep to do the cooking and the cleaning, and some men to do the grunt work. Otherwise, they had killed the villagers or chased them out, so it's pretty much just Zetas living there in an armed camp.

The men had offered Chuy a girl for his bed, but he didn't want her because he remembered Flor talking about her childhood in the Peten and how the Kaibiles forced her family off their land. So he doesn't want a girl because it would remind him too much of her and also because he wakes up in the night crying and sometimes he pisses the cot, so he likes to sleep alone.

Some nights he doesn't even sleep in the tent, but crawls into one of the caves and pulls a sweatshirt around him and sleeps there, even though he's afraid of the jaguars and the pumas, but he has a rifle and a pistol and a knife so he's not too afraid, and anyway, he only sleeps in fits and starts because in his sleep he sees faces-the faces of the boys who took him in the reformatory, the face of the first man he killed, the face of Forty, the face of Ochoa when he made him take the man's head. He sees the faces of the people he's killed, they're like masks that float around the inside of his head when he closes his eyes.

Chuy sees the face of the woman police when he started to saw on her throat, and now he sees the face of the man they took away a few weeks ago, the drunk man who was so afraid and who cried and wept and begged and screamed until they shoved his shirt in his mouth to shut him up and he sees Forty's face laughing, always laughing, telling him to do it, keep doing it, keep hurting him, you little bitch, you're a little bitch, aren't you.

And Chuy remembers his mission.

He kicks the ball into the wall hard and it bounces back to him and he juggles it on his foot twice before kicking it again. Maybe he should have been a ftbol player, maybe he should have done that instead of what he did, and it seems like a long time ago that he picked up that pistol and fired it into the air and they put him in jail.

Forty brought him down here to fight the Sinaloans, but now it turns out that they may not fight because Chuy has heard that Barrera himself is coming to sit down with Ochoa and make a deal and he wonders if that means he'll stay in Guatemala or they'll send him back to Mexico or even let him go home.

Maybe I'll just stay here, Chuy thinks, and live in a cave. Hunt my food and live like they do on Survivor. Or go to Alaska like on one of those shows. Or maybe just walk into a shopping mall or a movie theater, open up with the erre and kill everybody.

See my face on television.

He kicks the ball against the wall again. It feels good, comforting, the simple repetitive action, and it keeps him absorbed until he hears the shout to "fall in." He trots back to the center of the village where the men are forming up.

The word goes around quickly.

Adn Barrera is in Dos Erres.

- Adn brings an army with him made up of a hundred of the best Gente Nueva, the ones who have been fighting the war in Jurez, Durango, and Sinaloa, and they're well armed with assault rifles, grenade launchers, and enough ammunition to handle the situation if things go badly.

Nacho is there, of course.

He'd reached out across complicated layers of connections in the narco-world to get the message to Ochoa that they wanted to discuss peace. It seemed like a ludicrous proposition at the time, given the mutual carnage they were inflicting on each other across Mexico, but Nacho persisted with his trademark patience.

It helped that Ochoa was motivated-his recent European debacle was a major setback. The fighting on all fronts was at a stalemate, and no one could be sure what the new government was going to do.

The Zetas' strongest card was their hold on the Peten, and Ochoa insisted that the meeting be there, not in Mexico, where Barrera's tame federales, army, and FES could swoop in.

Nacho responded that the Peten was unacceptable, that they would have to find neutral territory in Colombia or even Europe, if it came to that, but Ochoa was adamant and Nacho finally gave in with the assurance that the Sinaloans were welcome to bring as much armed force as they wanted.

The sight of Dos Erres isn't particularly reassuring, Adn thinks as they roll toward it in a convoy of jeeps and trucks. The place is the visual definition of a backwater-jungles and swamps and a virtually abandoned village.

The heat is oppressive, the humidity more so, the jungle tight and close, and the tension is bowstring taut. Fifty of his fighters are in front of him, fifty more behind as they drive along a dirt road guarded by Zetas dressed in paramilitary garb.

Every man in this parade is a blood enemy to the other side, with grudges, vendettas, and deep hatreds. A casual glance, an untoward word, a rumor. Anything could set if off before- He doesn't even let himself think it.

Nothing can be allowed to go wrong.

The convoy stops.

Adn knows it's just a strict protocol being followed. He can't meet Ochoa until Nacho meets with Forty. Their conversation takes only a few minutes and then the convoy is directed to a clearing about a quarter mile west of the village proper. The Zetas have chopped away the forest to create a campsite for their guests-tents have been set up and two cargo containers have been converted into living quarters for Adn and Nacho.

Adn's men go into the camp first in case it's an ambush, and check the grounds for booby traps and the dwellings for microphones. When they declare it clean, Adn's jeep comes in and he takes possession of his "quarters"-the C-container with a bed and real mattress, a latrine, a sink, and, thank God, air-conditioning run off a generator.

He has a woman, clearly a local Mayan captive, for a servant. She looks terrified, and he smiles and does his best to reassure her as one of his men brings in his bags. His traditional black suit is clearly out of place here, and he changes into a clean white guayabera, jeans, and tennis shoes.

Reflecting that he hasn't worn one of these shirts since his wedding, he thinks about Eva and the kids. At his insistence, they've all gone to the U.S. on a holiday while he's away and should now be on the beach in La Jolla. The strange irony that they are under the protection of Art Keller is almost painful.

As is the knowledge that his own life might be in Keller's hands.

The raid to kill the top Zetas is on for tomorrow morning-the peace meeting he arranged "locked the target in place," to use Keller's term. Now it's just a matter of keeping Ochoa and Forty in place, lulling them into complacency with sweet talk of peace on favorable terms.

If everything goes well, Ochoa will be dead before the sun comes up.

Magda was pregnant, the autopsy had said.

With my child, Adn thinks.

He flops down on the bed to get a little rest before the meeting starts.

Outside, he hears a soft, odd thumping noise.

Rhythmic.

He doesn't know what it is, and then realizes that someone is kicking a ftbol against a stone wall.

- There are no jokes this time when Adn meets Ochoa.

No banter, no efforts to cut the tension. There's only mutual hatred but also mutual need, and they sit down at the table quietly.

Armed men stand in an oval around them, out of earshot but within sight, their fingers on the triggers, their eyes on their opposite numbers. This could turn into a bloodbath in a second, Adn thinks.

Ochoa and Forty sit on one side of the table, Adn and Nacho on the other.

Z-1 has aged since the last time, Adn thinks.

The burden of command, I suppose. He's just as handsome, but in a different way, and for the first time Adn can see the latent psychosis in his eyes. It's disgusting sitting so close to him, talking peace with this sadistic killer, this mass murderer. The man is Satan, and his familiar Forty is, if anything, worse.

"Let's get right down to work," Nacho says.

Basically they agree on an east-west division of the plazas, which reflects the reality on the ground. Adn concedes that the Zetas will retain Nuevo Len, Monterrey, and Veracruz, as well as Matamoros, Reynosa, and La Frontera Chica in Tamaulipas. In turn, Ochoa agrees that Tijuana, Baja, Sonora, and even Jurez, with the valley, will go to the Sinaloans.

The sticking point is Nuevo Laredo.

Adn puts up a fight, because to do otherwise would arouse suspicion. At first he demands the city outright, then offers to allow the Zetas to use it for a piso. Then he offers to discount the piso to three points.

It's amusing, a small pleasure, to watch Ochoa get angry, and time and again Adn pushes him to the edge of calling off the negotiations, and then reels him back.

Finally, Nacho makes the proposal that they'd agreed upon beforehand. They'd revert back to the old days when the Floreses and the Sotos divided the plaza east and west. The Sinaloans would keep the western part of Nuevo Laredo, and the Zetas the east. That settled, Ochoa moves the topic to Europe and the relationship with 'Ndrangheta.

"I don't know that I can help you there," Adn says drily, making a point to smile at Forty. "'Ndrangheta shied away from you when you tried to do business with Islamic terrorists."

"We need a piece of the European market," Ochoa says.

It's a risky topic because they all know it could bring up the subject of Magda Beltrn's murder.

Adn lets it go. "Be that as it may..."

"You need our Gulf ports to do business in Europe," Forty says.

"Not really," Adn answers.

But he really does. It would be much more efficient to ship directly from Veracruz or Matamoros. He drags it out, but eventually pretends to reluctantly agree to Nacho's suggestion that he "factor" Zeta cocaine to the Europeans in exchange for free use of the Gulf ports.