'Oh, Mummy, Mummy, how'll I ever survive without Tero?'

Relief turned to horror as Daisy felt how thin she was. Following her in, still in breeches, boots and his dark blue England shirt came Ricky, who put a rea.s.suring hand to Daisy's cheek.

'She'll be OK. Give her a stiff drink. I'm going to ring the doctor.'

In the sitting room Perdita collapsed on the sofa. 'What'll happen to her now?' she asked wildly.

'She'll go straight to heaven, of course. No pony was gooder,' mumbled Daisy.

'But that's no good for her.' Perdita's sobs redoubled. 'The only heaven for Tero was where I was.'

James Benson, the smooth, private GP from Cheltenham, who'd been Rupert's and Ricky's doctor for years, was just going out to drinks but couldn't resist a chance to look at Rupert's supposedly illegitimate daughter, and her mother as well, and arrived in his Mercedes. She certainly had the Campbell-Black bone structure - rather too near the surface at the moment.

'She's seriously underweight and in shock,' he told Daisy and Ricky as he came downstairs. 'I've given her a shot and something to make her sleep, but I think we should keep her heavily sedated, slowly reducing the dose over the next few days. I should keep these locked up,' he added, as he handed Daisy anti-depressants and sleeping pills. 'One can't be too careful.'

Then, noticing Daisy's own pallor and reddened eyes, 'Are you going to be all right? I don't think you should be alone.'

'I'll look after her,' said Ricky.

'I'll just nip home and check the horses,' he said when James Benson had gone, 'and have a shower. I must smell like a rambler's crotch.'

Daisy flushed. 'You don't have have to come back. I'll be fine.' to come back. I'll be fine.'

'Don't be silly. Don't do anything. I'll bring a take-away and some drink.'

'I'm honestly not hungry.'

'Don't be even sillier. You can't have two skeletons in one house.' Then, more gently, seeing Daisy's face quivering as she bent over the sink, 'It's all right, lovie, the worst's over. She's home.'

69.

It has been said that the real crime pa.s.sionnel crime pa.s.sionnel occurs when the other woman finds out about the other woman. But Daisy didn't hate Bibi Alderton or any of Drew's alleged legions of girlfriends; she just felt terribly sad. She was also worried sick about Perdita. She had dreaded a return of the old Perdita, denuding her wardrobe and the fridge, pinching all the hot water and drowning the church bells at Eldercombe with her tantrums and her record player. But this new Perdita, who had no desire to eat, or dress up or wash her hair, or play music, worried her far more. She wasn't even interested in Ethel's puppies and just sat gazing at old photographs Daisy had kept of Tero, watching the August sunlight drying the dew on the cobwebs and listening to the urgent bustle of the Frogsmore under the house. Lucky Frogsmore to be so sure where it was going. Perdita had no idea. occurs when the other woman finds out about the other woman. But Daisy didn't hate Bibi Alderton or any of Drew's alleged legions of girlfriends; she just felt terribly sad. She was also worried sick about Perdita. She had dreaded a return of the old Perdita, denuding her wardrobe and the fridge, pinching all the hot water and drowning the church bells at Eldercombe with her tantrums and her record player. But this new Perdita, who had no desire to eat, or dress up or wash her hair, or play music, worried her far more. She wasn't even interested in Ethel's puppies and just sat gazing at old photographs Daisy had kept of Tero, watching the August sunlight drying the dew on the cobwebs and listening to the urgent bustle of the Frogsmore under the house. Lucky Frogsmore to be so sure where it was going. Perdita had no idea.

Her eyes flickered with hope each time the telephone rang - but it was never Red, only endless press and television people, and all her temporary enemies: Dancer, David Waterlane, Bas, Brigadier and Mrs Hughie, even Miss Lodsworth, all of whom suddenly, after Tero's death, had become friends again. The twins sent a congratulations card from Deauville with the words 'Good Red-dance' inside. Chessie wrote a carefully worded note asking Perdita to tell Ricky to do better in the Westchester than the International. Sharon Kaputnik sent huge mauve chrysanthemums. Taggie, hearing Perdita wasn't eating, arrived with the most delicious smoked salmon quiche. Drew wrote to her from Sotogrande. Feeling awful, Daisy sneaked in when Perdita was asleep to see if she were mentioned in the letter, and felt even worse that she was not.

Realizing Perdita's utter despair, Daisy reproached her with nothing. Ricky had no such reticence. Ten days after Tero's death, he had an extremely humiliating lunch with Rupert and Bas in the Venturer boardroom. Fuelled by Chateau Lafitte, they had told him exactly what they thought of his performance in the International and that England had better b.l.o.o.d.y well get their act together before the Westchester. Seeking gentle comfort, Ricky dropped in on Daisy on the way home.

'I've just seen a rabbit in your vegetable patch,' he told her.

'Must have been on a suicide mission,' said Daisy.

Ricky smiled. The crows' feet light up his eyes like rays of the sun, thought Daisy. In an attempt to snap out of her depression, she had bought some very expensive paper and, having spread it out on the hayfield of a lawn, was trying to cut it into pieces. But even when she secured it with two books, it kept rolling up.

'I'll hold it,' said Ricky, taking the other end. Noticing a tawny-orange b.u.t.terfly landing on the Michaelmas daisies, he added, 'Look, a painted lady.'

'I'm a painting not-quite-a-lady,' sighed Daisy.

The next minute Ethel emerged from the stream and, followed by her puppies, bounced across the paper leaving black footmarks everywhere.

'Oh Ethel, you stupid idiot,' screeched Daisy, then, as Ricky shoved Ethel out of the way, 'I'm sorry, darling. Good dog, I didn't mean to shout at you. I can paint on the other side.'

Amused, Ricky watched her cutting with the scissors. Her hair was piled on top of her head with a green ribbon, but escaping tendrils softened her sweating face. She was wearing red denim shorts, secured with a safety pin, anda purple and white striped bikini top, quite inadequate to contain her big, golden b.r.e.a.s.t.s, which, also shining with sweat, were flopping all over the place. She was so busy cutting, her pink tongue clenched between her teeth, that she b.u.mped straight into Ricky.

'Oh, I'm sorry.' She blushed scarlet.

'I'm not complaining '

'For Christ's sake!' It was Perdita at the side door, hysterical with rage. 'There's a note here that Bibi rang. Why the f.u.c.k didn't you wake me? You knew I wanted news of Red. How can you be so f.u.c.king stupid?'

'That's enough.' Getting to his feet, Ricky seized her by a chunk of her greasy, lifeless hair and, leading her into the sitting room, shut the door and pushed her down on the sofa.

'It's about time the p.u.s.s.y-footing stopped,' he said grimly.

Perdita opened her mouth to scream, her tongue so white, her teeth looked yellow by comparison.

'Shut up,' went on Ricky. 'Have you no idea how many people you've screwed up in the last year?'

'I didn't know Simpson Hastings was a journalist.'

'You could have denied what he wrote, instead of slagging Daisy off to the other papers. You never bothered to apologize afterwards. Daisy is one of the sweetest, kindest most gentle '

'Are you after her then?'

'No, I am b.l.o.o.d.y not. I just know how different my life would have been if I'd had a mother like her.' For a moment he bleakly remembered childhood at Robinsgrove, alone in a huge, cold house with Herbert, an inconsolable widower, either silent or shouting.

'Have you ever thought what effect it had on Violet and Eddie? All their school chums nudging and giggling. No wonder Eddie ploughed Common Entrance.'

'He'd have ploughed it anyway, he's so thick,' stammered Perdita, fight seeping out of her like air out of a punctured tyre.

'Rubbish, and look how you f.u.c.ked up Rupert and Taggie. It's not surprising Rupert loathes you. Trying to frame him in bed after he'd only been married for a year to the one true thing in his life. If you hadn't screwed up Venturer he'd have been in England and never have let Taggie slip on the ice and miscarry, and if you hadn't dumped about the orgy the adoption societies would never have pulled the plug on them.'

Perdita gasped. 'I never knew about that. Taggie's been lovely to me.'

'That's because she's got a sweet, forgiving nature, unlike you, you vengeful b.i.t.c.h. Go away,' he snapped, seeing Daisy's worried, bright pink face appearing at the window.

'Don't kick her when she's down,' pleaded Daisy.

'I haven't finished,' said Ricky, shutting the window on her.

'I'm sorry,' whispered Perdita, who was now haggard and shaking. 'I didn't realize how awful I'd been.'

'And walking out on Apocalypse just as we were getting the team together, and that's nothing to what you did to Luke - short of making a wooden cross and banging the nails into his hands and feet.'

'I don't want to talk about Luke.' She was suddenly hysterical.

'Well, I do. Did you realize that when Hal Peters went bankrupt, he left Luke with all his medical bills and the bills for the yard, so he had to sell all his horses.'

'Even Fantasma?' The tears held back since the night she came home spilled over. 'Oh, no, he loved her as much as I loved Tero.'

'Far more,' said Ricky bleakly. 'He'd never have b.u.g.g.e.red off to Singapore without seeing she was OK.' 'Where's she gone?'

'Alejandro's.'

'Oh Christ, he's such a b.a.s.t.a.r.d to horses. Why didn't anyone tell me?'

'They didn't think you'd be interested.'

Outside they could hear the protests of the mower as Daisy forced it through the hayfield, then the manic rattle as it tried to swallow one of Ethel's shredded bones.

'Did Red know about Luke?'

'Course he did. You must know what a s.h.i.t he is.' You'd think he was even more of one, thought Perdita dully, if you'd caught him in bed with Chessie.

'I hate him so much for what he did to Tero,' she whispered, 'but I can't help still wanting him. It's horrible, likebeing in love with a husband who's battered your child to death. How can I ever get over him?'

'Work,' said Ricky, going towards the door. 'I want you up at the yard by seven o'clock tomorrow.'

'I'm not up to it,' said Perdita in panic.

'Don't be so b.l.o.o.d.y wet.'

'D'you think Red'll send Spotty back? I asked the twins to ask him. He must be so miserable missing Tero and me.'

'I'll see what I can do,' said Ricky, privately thinking Red was unlikely to relinquish a pony as good as Spotty with the Westchester coming up.

'Ring Chessie, will you?' asked Perdita with a sudden explosion of hostility. 'You expect me to get over Red. You didn't get over her.'

'We're not talking about me,' said Ricky.

Outside, blinking in the low-angled sunshine, Daisy was washing her car. She was straddled, panting, over the bonnet trying to clean the far side of the front window. Her left breast had escaped from her bikini. Moving to the right so as not to embarra.s.s her, Ricky took the cloth from her.

'Shove over. I'll do it.'

The following week brought no news from either Red or Drew. Perdita was getting frantic about Spotty when, at twilight one warm evening, Angel suddenly rolled up in a new Aston Martin with a pig trailer rattling behind, out of which towered an outraged and decidedly car-sick Spotty.

'I keednap heem,' said Angel to an ecstatic Perdita, who instantly revived after a gruelling twelve-hour stint at Ricky's. 'Bart's in New York, Red in Sotogrande. Spotty was being flown back to the States for the Westchester tomorrow, so I steal heem. He not very pleased.'

Spotty, however, was so thrilled to see Perdita that he jumped out of the trailer while he was still tied up, nearly strangling himself. Having thanked Angel incoherently, Perdita leapt on Spotty's red-and-white back and roared him off up the ride to show Ricky.

'Ees better?' Angel asked Daisy.

'Better now she's seen you. She's been desperately down.'

'She can only go up now. Red is a preek,' said Angel.

The only time Daisy had seen Angel he'd been trying to murder Drew in the Queen's Cup, scowling under his bright blue hat, with expletives pouring from his pouting lips, and she had thought him the devil incarnate. But this soulful young man with the snake hips, the tumbled curls and the beautiful carved face, waving a bottle of Dom Perignon and a huge bunch of Regale lilies picked from Bart's garden, utterly disarmed her.

'For you,' he said. Perdita have enough presents.' 'You really shouldn't,' mumbled Daisy.

'I reech now,' said Angel simply.

As he opened the bottle, he explained that he was going to play for Victor Kaputnik for three times as much as Drew'd been getting and Victor, enraged at not winning any of the major cups in England, had asked Angel to find him twenty horses.

'I shall make ten thousand dollars on each horse.'

'Will you have to ride Sharon as well?' asked Daisy, holding out a gla.s.s as the cork flew out.

'No. She about to leave Veector for David Waterlane, so I have not to be service station.'

Daisy giggled. 'Is Veector furious?'

'Not at all. 'E find new b.u.mbo. Ees easy when you're reech.'

'And is Drew upset he's been sacked?' It was like putting a bare foot on broken gla.s.s. 'Was he actually sacked?' "E was,' said Angel with satisfaction. 'Slimy b.a.s.t.a.r.d.' 'I'll drink to that,' said Daisy, raising her gla.s.s. 'Shall we go into the garden?'

Outside it was all blue and misty, with the ravages of the last ten days' heatwave softened by the half-light and the snow-white flowers of the bindweed hanging luminous.

'They're supposed to stay open all night if there's a moon,' said Daisy. 'So life's good?'

'Life is so, so,' said Angel, then, succ.u.mbing to Daisy's sweet enquiring gaze, 'No, it's f.u.c.king 'orrible. Since Bibi walk out after 'Urlingham Ball, I am totally meeserable. She work too 'ard, I was angry, I play the pitch, so many other women, but it deedn't work and now she's 'aving an affair with Drew Benedict.'

'Oooh,' wailed Daisy. Then, at Angel's look of surprise: 'I'm just so sorry for you.'

'First 'e torture me in the Falklands, then 'e torture me in Eengland, and now in America. Smarmy Eenglish deekhead!' Angel filled up their gla.s.ses.

'He is, isn't he?' agreed Daisy. 'Why don't you ring her?'

'It would be weakness.'

'On the contrary, it would be very brave,' urged Daisy, thinking that if the smarmy English d.i.c.khead rang her now she would swim straight across the Atlantic to see him. 'I bet she's as miserable as you,' she went on. It wasn't because she wanted to break up Bibi and Drew, but because she couldn't imagine anyone loving Bibi more than this stormy, troubled boy.

They finished the champagne and started on Daisy's Muscadet. Angel, not a heavy drinker, couldn't manage to dial Bibi's number in Florida, so Daisy, who wasn't much soberer, had to do it for him and finally handed him over to Bibi's Filipino maid. Angel launched into a raging torrent of Spanish.

He was sober when he came off the telephone. All the bounce and bubble had gone out of him.

'Bibi 'as gone into the 'ospital for an operation, Carmen won't say what for, so I sack her.'

He tried Red in Sotogrande and Grace in Connecticut; they were both out. He was d.a.m.ned if he was going to ring Bart. The hospital would say nothing except that Mrs Solis de Gonzales had been admitted.

'At least she keep my name. I know eet ees abortion.' He had to count on his fingers three times to work it out. 'Could be my child. Could be Drew's.' His face blackened.