Not so, argued a second side of him. You have just become, in short order, a Washingtonian.

The hack's back wheels bumped into a splattery mudhole, lurched out again. A few more blocks and he'd be back at Willard's, where a small dinner was being given to honor the visitor from Braintree.

A light snow fell. The town George sometimes referred to as Canaille on the Canal looked pretty as an engraving. Shining Christmas lights temporarily obscured the vapid minds behind the eyes of the bureaucrats; the deep, piney smell of greens temporarily masked the stink of fear, damp, and cavelike cold pervading everything this December. Despite the splendor of the martial reviews General McClellan had staged here and in Virginia throughout the autumn, and despite the general's frequent predictions of forthcoming victory, George wondered whether any substance supported the show. He hated his own faithless attitude, but he wondered.

He had just come from the arsenal, where Billy was encamped with his battalion-happy enough, though displaying a certain shortness of temper. George knew that to be a common symptom of winter quarters. Yesterday Constance had returned from another short trip to Lehigh Station; Brown had gone up with her and planned to stay a few more days to settle in some more children. Brett had sent Christmas packages with Constance. Delivering Billy's was the excuse that had taken him to the arsenal.

The brothers had discussed the visitor from Braintree. Billy had heard about the private party but hadn't been invited. In an effort to make him feel better about that, George said, "Hell, I'll probably be the most junior shoulder strap in attendance. I was warned that half of Little Mac's staff would be there, though not the general himself."

"Have you ever met the guest of honor?" Billy hadn't.

"Once, after a graduation. Can't claim I know him."

At the hotel, George rushed to the suite, kissed his wife, hugged his children, brushed his hair and mustache, then dashed downstairs again, late for the reception preceding the dinner for Superintendent Emeritus Sylvanus Thayer. Seventy-six and long retired, Thayer had come down from Massachusetts to attend the levee for McClellan.

A formidable quantity of brain and brass filled the parlor: sixty or seventy officers, most of them colonels or brigadiers. The West Point bond minimized boundaries between ranks. Protected from the curious by closed doors, the old grads enjoyed generous portions of port or fine bourbon poured by black men in hotel livery. George was thankful Brown had quit his job as porter and accepted a salary arrangement the Hazards had proposed so he could devote full time to the children.

A large crowd surrounded the slender and exceptionally fit-looking Thayer, so George fell into conversation with another major and a colonel, both of whom he remembered from Mexico. Half the regular officers in the army had served there.

Two brigadiers joined the group-men George knew from the class ahead of his. Baldy Smith and Fitz-John Porter both had divisions. Smith seemed irked by the surroundings, the refreshments, the lighting-he had that kind of disposition-but George still liked him better than Porter. Even in his Academy days, Porter had struck George as showy and prone to boasting-like the general to whose staff he now belonged.

Bourbon relaxed the men; they were soon reminiscing as equals. Thayer walked to the group, warmly greeting each officer. He had a phenomenal memory; it was a vast permanent file of the names and careers of every graduate, even those like George and the brigadiers who had gone through the place long after his tenure.

"Hazard-yes, certainly," Thayer said. "Where are you now?" George told him. "Pity. You had an excellent record at the Academy. You belong in the field."

Not wanting to offend the guest, George responded with care. "I never felt I had a talent for soldiering, sir." What he meant was a taste for it.

Baldy Smith snorted. "What we're doing in Virginny isn't soldiering; it's cattle droving."

To the abattoir? George thought; he still had nightmares about Bull Run. He smiled and shrugged. "I went where I was asked to go."

"You don't sound happy about it." Directness was Thayer's style.

"I don't believe I should comment on that, sir."

"That kind of answer qualifies you to be a general," said another brigadier, a jovial Pennsylvanian named Winfield Hancock whom George was glad to have join the group. Presently they all sat down at a great horseshoe table for a huge meal centered around capon and prime steer beef. The whiskey and port flowed, and various dinner wines; by the time Thayer was introduced, George was ready to slide under the table. He couldn't hold back a belch. On his right, Fitz-John Porter cleared his throat and silently disapproved.

Thayer's voice was thin, but he spoke with passion. He stated a fact already known to those in the room: West Point was once again under attack. This time, however, the attack carried special danger because of the effort to fix blame on the Academy for the resignation of all the officers who had gone south. Thayer pleaded for each man to make a personal pledge to defend the school if, as he feared, Congress attempted to destroy it by removing its appropriation.

"I am cheered," he said, "to see so many of you serving the nation that educated you and gave you a proud profession. I know you have the stamina to stay the course. I was dismayed by many newspaper articles I read before the great battle in July, articles that said the struggle would be quickly concluded. Knowing our brother officers from the states in rebellion-their intelligence, their courage, their records, which remain as fine as yours except in one fatal respect-I would counter every one of those assertions with one of my own."

No sound then except the gas hissing. The frail old man held every eye. Thick layers of cigar smoke gave the speaker and the scene a kind of infernal unreality.

"An assertion that you know as a principle and a truth. It requires three years to build an efficient army. Even then, when such an army is in place, it must endure great tribulation in order to win. War is not a Sabbath rest or a summer picnic. Those, of you who campaigned in Mexico remember. Those of you who campaigned in the West remember. War extracts a mighty toll in human life and human sorrow. Be ever mindful of that. Be strong. Be patient. But be certain, too. You shall prevail."

When he sat, the stamping and shouting were thunderous. They sang "Benny Haven's, Oh!" and even George the Cynical had moist eyes by the last verse. Later, for Constance, he quoted as much of Thayer's speech as he could remember. The closing passage haunted him in the sleepless small hours of the night.

The great levee for Major General George Brinton McClellan took place as the year wore away in a continuing atmosphere of doubt and hidden struggle. Gossip flew; pronouncements abounded. The Trent captives would be released because the Union could not afford to do without niter. Formation of the new Joint Congressional Committee on the Conduct of the War would be announced at any hour. McClellan would crush the Confederacy in the spring. Didn't he issue frequent statements to that effect? McClellan's detractors said he had intrigued to have gouty old Scott removed so the post of general-in-chief would also be his.

The Executive Mansion shone with lights, hummed with conversation, resounded with the holiday airs played by a string ensemble as the privileged guests arrived. George promised to introduce Constance to his old classmate, but only after he had surveyed the territory from afar, so to speak.

McClellan looked hardly older than when he and George had boned for exams together. He had grown a dramatic auburn mustache but was otherwise much the same stocky, assured fellow George recalled from the class of '46. Everything about him, from his fine, bold nose to his wide shoulders, seemed to make a single statement. Here is strength; here is competence. He had returned to the army from the railroad business in Illinois, and his brilliant ascendancy made George feel more than slightly inferior.

Brilliant was the word, all right. An aura of celebrity surrounded the McClellans as they circulated in the crowd. Close after the general trotted two of his numerous European aides, the merry young French exiles the Comte de Paris and the Duc de Chartres. Silly hostesses had renamed them Captain Parry and Captain Chatters.

It was McClellan to whom all the eavesdroppers listened when he and his wife engaged the President and Mrs. Lincoln in conversation. Since establishing himself in an H Street house in defiance of those who said he should live in camp, McClellan had left no doubt about which person, President or general-in-chief, was the more important. The town still talked of a November incident. One evening Lincoln and another of his secretaries, young John Hay, had gone to H Street on government business. The general wasn't home yet. An hour later he arrived. He went straight upstairs without seeing the visitors, was informed the President was waiting, and went to bed. Some said Lincoln was infuriated, but he tended to cover such emotions with a blend of Western modesty and good humor. Unlike McClellan, arrogance was not his style.

"Plenty of politicians here," George said to Constance from the side of his mouth. "There's Wade-he's to run the new committee. There's Thad Stevens."

"His wig's crooked. It's always crooked."

"Are you playing Isabel tonight?"

She whacked his braided sleeve with her fan. "You're horrid."

"On the subject of horrid-I see the lady herself. And my brother."

Stanley and Isabel had not as yet noticed George and Constance. All their attention was given to Wade, then to Cameron, who showed up alone and was circulating with an air Stanley could only characterize as conspiratorial. How had he gotten an invitation? Cameron saw them but avoided them. What did that signify?

Stanton spoke tte--tte with Wade, not even acknowledging the presence of his client. Stanley felt less like a Judas; others were selling, too, it appeared. But what? To whom? For what purpose? He felt like an ignorant child who knew he was ignorant.

"I'll bet Stanton wants Simon's job," Isabel said behind her unfolded fan. "That would explain why you saw him skulking around Wade's office and why he failed to defend or even take responsibility for the original report."

The thought, wholly new, left Stanley dumbfounded.

"Close your mouth. You look like a cretin."

He obeyed, then said, "My dear, you constantly astound me. I think you may be right."

She drew him to a more private corner. "Let's suppose I am. What sort of man is Stanton?"

"Another Ohioan. Brilliant lawyer. Strong abolitionist." Stanley's eyes darted here and there. He bent close. "Willful, they say. Devious, too. Very much to be feared."

She seized his arm. "Their conversation's over. You must speak to Wade. Try to find out where you stand."

"Isabel, I can't simply walk up to him and ask-"

"We will go greet him. Both of us. Now."

There was no argument. Her hand clawed shut on his and she pulled. By the time they reached Ben Wade, Stanley feared his bladder might let go. Isabel smiled in her best imitation of a stage coquette. "How delightful to see you again, Senator. Where is your charming wife?"

"Here somewhere. Must find her."

"I trust all's going well with the new committee we hear so much about?"

Isabel's question was an irresistible prompt. "Yes indeed. We'll soon put the war effort on a more solid footing. A clearer course."

The slap at Lincoln was obvious, so she said quickly: "A purpose I support, as does my husband."

"Oh, yes." Wade smiled; Stanley felt there was contempt in it, meant for him. "Your husband's loyalty and-" the slightest pause to heighten effect "-devoted service are known to many of those on the committee. We trust your cooperative spirit will continue to prevail, Stanley."

"Most definitely, Senator."

"Good news. Good evening."

As Wade strode off, Stanley almost fainted. He had survived the purge. His vision blurred. He saw the machines of Lashbrook's cutting, sewing, spewing bootees that piled up in hills, then foothills, then mighty mountains washed with gold light.

He pulled himself from the delicious reverie, prideful as a boy who has hooked a big fish. "Isabel, I think I may get drunk tonight. With or without your permission."

The inevitable meeting of the brothers and their wives took place a few minutes later, near the glittering glass punch bowls. Greetings were polite on both sides, but nothing more; George found it hard to put feeling into a wish that Stanley and Isabel would enjoy a fine Christmas.

"Met our young Napoleon yet?" Stanley slurred the question; he was consuming rum punch rapidly, George noticed.

"Haven't spoken to him so far this evening, but I will. I know him from Mexico and West Point."

"Oh, you do?" Isabel's face briefly suggested she had lost a point in some game.

"What's he like? Personally, I mean," Stanley asked. "I gather he has a fine pedigree. But he's a Democrat. Soft on slavery, they say. Odd choice for the President to make, don't you think?"

"Why? Aren't politics supposed to be set aside during a crisis?"

Isabel sniffed. "If you believe that, you're nave, George."

He saw pink rising in his wife's cheeks. He picked up her hand and curled her arm around his; gradually her hand unclenched. "To answer your question, then-McClellan's extremely bright. Graduated second in our class. He was brevetted three times in Mexico for gallantry. Billy told me the troops love him. They cheer when he rides by. We needed a man the rank and file would trust, and I'd say we have one. Strikes me the President made an intelligent choice, not a political one."

"The President couldn't have said it better himself."

Isabel looked ready to sink into the floor at the sight of the speaker behind George. Lincoln's long arm lifted; his hand came to rest on George's shoulder. "How are you, Major Hazard? Is this attractive lady your wife? You must introduce me."

"With pleasure, Mr. President." George presented Constance, then asked whether Lincoln knew his brother and Isabel. The tall man with the scarecrow look politely said yes, he believed they had met, but George got an impression that Lincoln had not found the meeting memorable in a positive way. Isabel caught that, too. It clearly irked her.

Constance was properly deferential to the Chief Executive but relaxed, not grimacing or fidgeting with her lace gloves as Isabel was. "My husband said he encountered you one evening at the arsenal, Mr. President."

"That's right. The major and I discussed firearms."

George said, "I hope I'm not being disloyal to my department if I tell you I was pleased to hear of the purchase of some Spencers and Sharps repeaters."

"Your chief wouldn't buy them, and someone had to. But we mustn't bore the ladies with sanguinary talk tonight." He changed the subject to Christmas, which recalled an anecdote. Telling it with visible glee, he did different voices and dialects. The laughter at the end was genuine except for Isabel's; she brayed so loudly, people stared.

"Tell me something about yourself, Mrs. Hazard," the President said. She did; they chatted about Texas for a minute. Then a remark of hers prompted another anecdote. He had just started it when his pudgy, overdressed wife bore down and swept him away. That gave Isabel an opportunity to leave. Stanley followed without instruction.

"George, that was one of the most thrilling things I've ever experienced," Constance said. "But I felt so humiliated-I've put on so much weight. It makes me ugly."

He patted her hand. "The extra pound or two may be real, but the rest is in your head. Did you see how Lincoln heeded your every word? He has an eye for handsome women-which is why his wife swooped down that way. I'm told she hates for him to be alone with another female. Ah, there's Thayer. Come meet him."

Constance charmed the retired superintendent, too. The trio approached McClellan, temporarily without a crowd around him. "An old classmate of yours-" Thayer began.

"Stump Hazard! I saw you across the room a while ago-knew you instantly." McClellan's greeting was hearty, yet George thought he detected artificiality. On second thought, perhaps it existed mostly in his imagination. McClellan was now a national figure; George knew that changed the way people perceived and treated him. His own self-conscious reply demonstrated it.

"Good evening, General."

"No, no-Mac, always. Tell me, what's become of that fellow you were so tight with? Southerner, wasn't he?"

"Yes. Orry Main. I don't know what's become of him. I last saw him in April."

McClellan's wife, Nell, joined them, and the four fell to talking about Washington and the war. McClellan grew grave. "The Union is in peril, and the President seems powerless to save it. The savior's role has fallen to me. I shall perform it to the best of my ability."

Not even a hint of lightness leavened the statement. George felt his wife's hand tighten on his sleeve; was her reaction the same as his? In a moment the McClellans excused themselves to join General and Mrs. Meade. Constance waited till they were out of earshot.

"I have never heard anything so astonishing. There's something wrong with man who calls himself a savior."

"Well, Mac isn't your average fellow and never was. We shouldn't be too quick to judge. God knows the task they handed him is formidable."

"I still say there's something wrong with him."

George silently admitted McClellan had left the same impression with him.

He could no longer fool himself into thinking he was having a good time. As the currents of the party flowed and mingled, he and Constance found themselves in a circle with Thad Stevens, the Pennsylvania lawyer who would be the most powerful House member of Wade's oversight committee. Stevens struck most everyone as peculiar, with his clubfoot and his head of thick hair cocked fifteen degrees off the vertical. A certain sinister air was only enhanced by his cold passion.

"I do not agree with the President on all subjects, but I agree on one. As he says, the Union is not some free-love arrangement which any state can dissolve at will. The rebels are not erring sisters, as Mr. Greeley so tenderly termed them, but enemies, vicious enemies, of the temple of freedom that is our country. There can be only one fate for vicious enemies. Punishment. We should free every slave, we should slaughter every traitor, we should burn every rebel mansion to the ground. If those in the executive lack the grit for the job, our committee does not." The eye of the zealot swept the awed group. "I give you my solemn promise, ladies and gentlemen-the committee does not." He limped away.

"Constance," George said, "let's go home."

Madeline and Hettie, a house girl, were wiping out a mildewed trunk when feet pounded on the attic stair. "Miss Madeline? You better come quick."

She dropped the damp rag and went instantly. "What is it, Aristotle?"

"Miss Clarissa. She went for her walk after breakfast, and they found her in the garden."

Dread pierced her, sharp as the air of the winter morning. The sun had not risen high enough to burn the white rime from the lawn. They ran down to the garden, where Clarissa lay on her back between two azalea bushes. Clarissa stared at Madeline and the slave with glittering eyes.

Her left hand reached toward them, imploring. Her right lay unnaturally limp. Tears in her eyes, she tried to form words and produced nothing but thick glottal sounds.

"It's a seizure," Madeline said to the anxious black man. She wanted to cry; she wouldn't get away before New Year's after all. She couldn't go until Clarissa recovered. "We must make a litter and move her inside." Aristotle dashed for the house. When the litter was ready, lifting Clarissa revealed melted rime in the shape of her body-a shadow on a snowfield.

The doctor emerged from Clarissa's bedroom at half past eleven. Outwardly calm, Madeline received the news that paralysis of the right side was nearly total, and recovery might take most of next year.

47.

CHRISTMAS EVE FELL ON a Tuesday. George couldn't shake the bad mood that had been with him since the McClellan reception. The war, the city, even the season depressed him for reasons he couldn't completely explain.