Night Must Wait.

Robin Winter.

Praise for Night Must Wait.

"Set in the mid-1960s, at a flashpoint in Nigeria's volatile new post-colonial history, Night Must Wait is a riveting novel of bravery and danger, friendship and betrayal. Four young, white American women have come to this land of opportunity to find their separate futures. What they find is civil war at the national and personal levels. Robin Winter's spellbinding story is taut with surprise." -John M. Daniel, author of Behind the Redwood Door "Four women's lives interweave in a complex, compelling narrative. Deep, insightful characterization, rendered in elegant prose. A strong sense of place. The heat and the horror of war comes through in every line. The sweep of the cultural landscape is overpowering." -John Reed, author of Thirteen Mountain "Night Must Wait is a knockout. Robin Winter really delivers the goods with her twisting tale of four ambitious women, good intentions gone awry, and civil war in Nigeria." -Norb Vonnegut, author of The Trust "Night Must Wait is a novel of beauty and brutality as complex as the history of Nigeria and as subtle and passionate as the characters who inhabit this powerful work." -Jervey Tervalon, author of Understand This "Robin Winter's portrait of a world unraveling into chaos is equal parts harrowing and elegant, a master work of fiction. Reminiscent of Denis Johnson's Tree of Smoke, and more than comparable, her novel is quite astonishing." -Monte Schulz, author of This Side of Jordan "The world Robin Winter takes us to in Night Must Wait is not the fantasy of Dorothy and Toto, no longer in Kansas; it is the scary, all too-real Africa. The women pushing the story forward are light years beyond Dorothy, facing down personal and political demons of the twenty-first century." -Shelly Lowenkopf, author of The Fiction Writer's Handbook For my parents, who took us to grow up in the wonderful land of Nigeria. We do not forget.

Acknowledgements.

I started writing this story in 1976, and though it still takes place mainly in Nigeria, it evolved into a completely different novel.

Beginning at McAfee and continuing to Santa Barbara, I'd like to thank all the people and institutions that helped me with references, resources and opinions.

The Wellesley College Library, the Harvard Kennedy School Library, the libraries at Yale University, the University of Nigeria, Nsukka Campus Library, libraries whose names I cannot even remember now and, of course, the authors of all the books and papers I read about Nigeria and the Nigerian Civil War.

I owe a great debt to two gentlemen I met in Murtala Muhammed Airport, circa 1977, who talked to me for hours about experiences as soldiers in the war. I never knew their names.

I owe my writers' groups, willing and wonderful readers, especially Ted, who read this novel multiple times with inspired insight. And a heartfelt salute to Susan, in this from the start at McAfee.

My gratitude also to my many fellow writers from the Santa Barbara Writers Conference.

To Professor Hortense Spillers, who once said, "An education is supposed to make you dangerous women;" thank you for your generous inspiration and help.

Most of all, Bruce, for his infinite patience; Theo, for listening; and my agent Toni Lopopolo, who edited and re-edited this book, from first to last page, more times than either of us can recall, with unflagging good cheer and a vicious red pen.

Prologue: Sir Abubakar Tafawa Balewa.

January 15 1966.

Lagos, Nigeria.

His feet hit the cold floor before he knew he woke. Had he heard shots? He clicked the bedside lamp, but no light-no power. He clawed to get his glasses and slippers on.

The bedroom door burst open, flashlights blinding, slanting across curtains, table and bed. Throat clogged with terror, his voice came thin, words garbled through the confusion of shattered dreams. "Who are you? What's going on?"

Men jerked him into the hallway. Soldiers, uniforms, weapons in his home. Smell of gunpowder, acrid.

He tried to catalogue faces.

Hands took the spectacles from his face, the house around him swelled out of focus, dim with only the porch light shining in the front door. A lieutenant pushed him out, towards a waiting pair of cars.

So many shots.

"No need for violence," he said. "I will go with you."

Soldiers-efficient, professional. All in uniform. They spoke English, not Igbo, but he knew their tribe.

"I hope you have not hurt my friend?" He managed to slow down his speech so it came clear, so he sounded measured, in control. He smelled the wet night, the early rain drenching the leaves, felt the mud soaking his slippers.

What were those shapes there in the shadow by the wall? Where was his poor friend? They'd sat up late, talking, sharing jokes and food. He could remember the smell of the fried chickpeas, taste the salty memory of them in his mouth.

"Sir, please enter the car." The young officer in full military uniform courteously settled him into the back seat, as though he had no automatic trained on his every move.

If he had to die, please, not in his night clothes.

These young men broke his heart. How could he tell them he was no enemy? Any coward could mouth such promises. Why would they believe him? For all his English education and the title bestowed by the English Queen, he could find no words.

He slid into the back seat, obeying the gesture of their guns. He heard himself gasping. His sight dimmed. He looked down at his hands, saw one grasping the back of the seat before him. Slippery with sweat.

A small noise, familiar, the light tinkle of spectacles hitting the driveway. How many times had he dropped them himself.

A different sound-the crunch of glass.

Chapter 1: Sandy.

December 1958.

Wellesley College, Wellesley, Massachusetts, USA.

Sandy took a long swallow of screwdriver from her chipped mug, the bite of vodka strong against the bottled orange juice. Not the season for ice, and not the place for crystal, here in Wilton's dorm room after hours. Yellow light cast the three other faces into chiaroscuro, a Georges de La Tour composition of women-an image for Wilton to paint some day. If Sandy got rich, she'd buy it. Wilton, the genius, could paint anything, mimic every artist in the art history class where they'd first met.

Since two Kates and a Katherine already lived in the dorm, Kate Wilton became "Wilton." Blonde pre-med Katherine Alexandra Gilman became "Gilman." And she, one of three Sarahs, became "Sandy," appropriate for a geology major.

In the best chair sat history major Constance Lindsey Kinner, who'd once said, "It's one hell of an assumption to call a woman by her first name just because she's going to marry away her birthright surname." After that they all called her Lindsey.

Sandy stretched out on the floor, content, twisting the end of her red braid like a cat playing with its tail. No disapproving parents here, only friends and a good buzz. She'd brought the vodka. Legal or not-a jug of rum, a hand of poker, or a roll of dice-if a friend wanted amusement, she found the means.

Was that a string of dried mushrooms hung from Wilton's window crank? Animal skulls, pebbles and lichens lined the ledge. Books stacked on books. You could find anything from paints to snake skins in this room. Wilton, the shaman, with her brown hair and witch eyes.

"You smoke those 'shrooms, Wilton?"

Wilton looked puzzled. Probably never crossed her mind.

"Gives you the quickstep," Gilman said. "But you don't smoke them."

C'mon, Gilman, can't you tell I'm ragging her? Sandy took another slug instead of answering. Lindsey frowned. Her cropped chestnut hair and level brows, more handsome than female, gave her a ruthless look.

"Crapola, Wilton," Lindsey said. "Why leave the States? We're good enough for anywhere. So why do you say go to the third world?"

"Because the first world is a man's world. They'll never hand it over to women no matter how smart we are."

A musical note behind the simple words, though her face looked pinched as if she'd never had enough to eat. Maybe so, since she grew up in a tropical world Sandy could only imagine.

"Same problem for blacks in America. Slightest dash of coffee and you're on the outside looking in, a permanent flat nose from pressing against the glass. Women are the niggers of the white world. They'll let you in far enough to guard the door against other women. But real power?"

Lindsey looked around the room as though she wanted to believe Wilton but didn't want to be the only one. Didn't want to get caught out. Gilman stared into her mug, maybe dreaming of her business school boyfriend? Med school applications?

"They'll promise you heaven in America and trip you down to the basement," Wilton said. "In the States, I'm colored. My adoptive father says I'm the illegitimate daughter of a missionary and a Spanish Chinese Filipina. But in Nigeria, I'm white. They'll let me do anything."

Yeah, Sandy got it. What good was all this education if you couldn't play with the toys? Would any of them ever have more than this-smuggled booze from coffee mugs with friends who'd never turn you in?

"A third-world country looks for expertise," Wilton said. "Confidence."

She talked a lot tonight. Even pushing back against Lindsey.

"Brand new nations, bursting with demands. Torn by tribalism and confusion. Colonial times will soon be over-but in name alone. Imagine opportunities limited only by your talents...My world. My Nigeria. The greatest black African nation, and you can help. My father and I know people who owe us. They'll open doors, create jobs. You're alien to them, so the men don't need to control you as if you were their women. All you need are the gifts of your nature and education to write their world anew." Wilton caught her breath.

Sandy glanced across at Lindsey's face and saw conversion. Oh my God, you're shitting me, really? You're kidding, Lindsey. Africa?

"You want to be a doctor, Gilman?" Wilton said. "Why not a miracle worker? A God on earth? Toss out the insurance forms, the lawyers, administrative approvals. Imagine tropical medicine under a sky as wide as you make. You could do anything. Surgery, internal medicine, orthopedics, even epidemiology. Everything. They'd embrace you for your medicine, compete for you even if you sometimes kill a patient. Terror and adventure. You could walk an alien earth, stride through Africa with healing hands."

Sandy leaned back on her elbows and watched her three friends framed in darkness. Gilman's blue eyes clouding with the visions that Wilton painted, Lindsey silent, almost smiling.

The promise felt possible beyond dreaming. They'd never have to grow up. This freedom to be with friends, out from under the watchful eye of hometown and relations, might go on and on beyond the short four years of college. Eternal comradeship as real as those African lands humming with heat. Wilton lifted the vision before them, true and beautiful as this room of friends on a winter night.

Chapter 2: Wilton.

December 1966.

Nsukka, Eastern Region, Nigeria.

Shadows pooled under the dusty cashew trees and the lone oil palm by the window of Wilton's study. Hot light thinned to gray, then blue. Inside, Wilton painted a fire finch. She glanced from the small limp bird lying on the porcelain plate to the image on paper and swept down another precise line.

The air stirred. She sensed a presence in the study. Her brush paused above the creamy white surface. She looked up at the tall black youth standing by her elbow.

"After curfew, go out and watch," she said.

Christopher's face sharpened, his large eyes questioning, but he remained straight and still.

"Please be silent," she said. "Be sure. I depend on you always."

"Yes, Professor." He switched on her desk lamp, as though she would have forgotten it without him, and left.

The brush touched the paper. She stroked a curve of soft coral paint, guided by her penciled sketch. Next, the feathered cheek framing the bird's bright eye. An alien eye, alert and questing. No projection of humanity. She rinsed her brush in the glass of cloudy water.

In her alien role, she needed to look without emotion, hear and act. During these past few months, rage between tribes and regions surged into violence. Rape, torture, murder.

All week her servants whispered secrets in Igbo and Ibibio. Raised in Nigeria, she understood them. Tonight, like so many other nights, displaced people across Nigeria would break cover with the dusk and flee for distant homes. On Christopher's signal, she'd slip into darkness and place herself between hands reaching for blood.

Wilton blended the gouache. Sienna for the bird's round head, blood carmine along the top of its beak, delicate olive for the scaled legs. She remembered the cool knobby feet against her palm, fragile and frantic.

Painting on suspense-filled nights centered her, steadied her hands and mind. Discipline let her forget everything except the process and concentrate only on color and form.

Was that motion and light? She glanced though the screen hung with humming insects. Christopher's kerosene lantern flickered in the humid air. Three distinct flashes. She covered the dead bird with a glass bell. He could return it to the refrigerator. She opened the door, the hinges grated. She flinched. If this night went wrong, there would be no forgiveness.

Wilton curled her toes in her sandals, aware of every grain of sand, every stiff blade of grass. She stilled herself at the tickle of an insect's claws on her foot. Centipede? The black night shimmered. She feared scorpions and snakes, legions of diseases and parasites. Never the Nigerians. In her they saw an American woman, a guest in their land and they would do her no harm.

She made herself no more than a shadow, a slight thing, a small difference under the stars.

Wilton heard the stranger breathe. She smelled the acrid musk of fear on him. She would never shame him by speaking of it, nor tell him how the outline of his face, pearled by beads of sweat, caught the faint starlight. A proud man far from home needed to hold his own image clean in his mind.

She listened to the catch and gasp of his breath over the constant shrilling of night wasps, crickets and frogs. Some small animal rustled in the bushes by the driveway. The man stopped breathing, then burst forth again, rough as ever.

At last his panting softened, falling below the insect chirr until she no longer heard him. She took one more breath herself.

"Sir. I'm Professor Kate Wilton. I'm here to drive you North," she said in English. Formal to remind him of his Oxford education, his civilization-his family, his dignity. These would give him control. "I knew you were on the way."

His profile jerked at the first sound of her voice, his hand spidered against the pale wall of the house. Even in his speechless panic he must recognize the American accent and the safety she promised.

"I'll walk to the motorcar. There's food and water bottles in the back. We'll head for Otukpo. If you have other needs, I'll wait in the vehicle."

A few hours earlier Wilton had considered filling the car with her servants. They'd hide this man if she asked, but if stopped, if they met a mob, her people would become victims too. She had the protection of her white skin, but however much her servants believed in her, she might fail them. Best that she and this man travel alone.

She eased open the door of the Citroen and listened. In the warm dark, sound traveled. Somewhere off in the distance an ancient blunderbuss boomed, breaking this night in the 1960's with a wide-mouthed bellow from another century. Those old guns could explode like grenades, shattering the hands that held them, scarring the faces of the crowding villagers. Old weapons in excited hands and old grudges awakening.

Voices nearer than she liked, then an engine racing, small and light-a motorbike perhaps. The rear door of her vehicle swung open and again she heard the sob of her passenger's breath. Wilton slipped into the driver's seat, the cracked plastic cover catching against her skirt. She disengaged the clutch.

She hated to drive without headlights. Wilton first learned when one of the servants brought her home from the airport back in peacetime. She'd protested.

"It saves the petrol," he promised her, smiling in the blue twilight.

Of course, it didn't, but she remembered how to hang her head out the window and scan for motion in the dusk, straining for the throb of other vehicles. If only the insects made less noise.