And reading that ,my mind was like-my life is a bed of thorns.. . I thought of asking him several other questions whether he went out for a vacation or not. And other questions that would come by..

After that my entire day was spoiled. I knew very well he is not going to open the weibo at all. It was my last day of the so called holiday.

And all my anger went to mom and my younger Sis, Nikki. For every single question my reply would be like: You don't trust me anymore.. I am an adopted daughter.. You only regard me as a tool and lots of other hurting words..

Now when my mind is cooled down I feel that those replies were indecent and indecisive. The person who loves me the most and listens to my tantrums, my only mom I hurt the most.. .

Mom too didn't give up.

She came to me with a cup of ice cream my favorite one. And with that cup my anger got drenched( Not only simple ice cream did the magic but some other consoles were in demand and few promises that I took from her and she promised) . Still now I feel bad that I couldn't write him back. But it's not so important when it comes to my family. Yet first love needs to be cared and treasured. Then I continued with my studies.

And left the matter for the next day.

Hoping that the next day might be a better one for me. As next day I needed to go to college and follow up my daily routine and obviously to meet the person- the person who stole my heart.. .

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