After the picnic was done we headed back to the house today was a crucial day and she knew what would happen next and wanted to watch along with the other girls even if it wouldn't be pleasant. it was time to use my 2nd soul besides the hollow one for a new body. I found a way to slowly feed the hollow form as well I used the resurrection stone and brought back murders death eaters and the like to feed it. it was a slow process. He couldn't eat dementors it didn't work. I had slowly started using gold for feeding it regular hollow summons but they were expensive at 50k a pop I couldn't afford a lot a day. the ranch didn't work for feeding it either I guess because it was still technically human so that was out. But this is fine unless I can find some kind of item or whatever to help.

We were at my house now the truck was parked Charlie wouldn't be back til night we headed up to my room where we then went into the kingdom to prepare. I had outfitted the vibranuim cell with lights and vibranuim manacles and chains with cus.h.i.+oning behind my head so I wouldn't be able to smash my own skull from pain I knew was coming. I had a type of rubber bar tied around my head and put in my mouth so I couldn't bite off my tongue. I had cut off my system with the help of Ca.s.sie to make sure I couldn't use it for however long my body was changing. To either try to kill myself or escape. after I was all strapped in and time was set back 4 days teacher walked in with a cart filled with syringes filled with vampire venom she stabbed me with them in my hands feet and heart and left the room. Ca.s.sie called out my enkidu chains to help bind me a little more.

At first it was like a slow burn like putting your hand on a hot sidewalk but then it slowly started to get more intense like holding your hand over a flame then putting your hand on a stove then being burned alive like my previous life I thought it would end there but it didn't it just got hotter and hotter like I had the sun slowly cooking through my veins. I tried jerking and shouting and screaming for help the best I could. The pain was unbearable. the silence besides my own m.u.f.fled screams was deafening. It burned so much. My hands my feet my chest were all on fire. I couldn't focus my mind I wanted it to be over how long was I burning, minutes? hours? days? years? how long have I been screaming. I couldn't tell the time it all seemed so long it felt like I was just forever been in pain. I tried banging my head against the wall and biting whatever was in my mouth to no avail. I'd lost track of who I was where I was why I was doing this all i knew was the ever increasing burn traveling up my arms and the thump thump thump of my heart. My tears had long run dry my throat hoa.r.s.e and cracked from all the m.u.f.fled screams all I knew at this point was everlasting pain. My wrists were red and raw from struggling against my chains I couldn't even tear off my arms or legs to make it go away. I begged for anyone to kill me I bargained I pleaded I promised. But no one came. I could feel it in crawling up my arms reaching my neck and eyes I lost my vision at this point. It was pure darkness to add to my pain no light at the end of the tunnel. Was this h.e.l.l? had I died and gone to h.e.l.l? I could feel whatever it was working through my veins at a faster pace now I struggled harder I couldn't breathe my lungs felt like stone flaming hot stones it was like I was breathing in fire. I was choking but my heart kept pounding. Drawing more flames to it I felt like my mind was more clear but that was only a curse to make me feel the pain even more clearly. I struggled with everything I had I felt several chains break but more just replaced them I finally bit through whatever was in my mouth and let out a gurgling scream. I didn't have enough thought to bite my tongue I just wanted help. I yelled and shouted. I felt the feeling moving in towards my heart faster and no faster there was nowhere else left to burn I must not have limbs anymore with the feeling it was finally going to burn out my heart. it inched closer until finally it all just entered the last safe haven I had then my heart started burning and pumping even faster trying to beat the flames put but it only served to make it worse. THUMP THUMP THUMP

...Thump...Thump....Thump.......Thump.........thump..............thump.......like a sun finally giving out my heart stopped with one final heave and then it was all over. there was no more fire just darkness.