I cam to the room where Ferine was locked up ' what the F*** did you do ?' I asked her slamming the table which was now bent in an odd shape.

' I….I…' she stammered.

' you better give me a reason for not killing your pack right now' I said, controlling Max who wanted to tear her apart.

' he's my mate' she said holding her head down.

' Who?' I asked surprised.

' the boy who was next to the girl' she said

' Kavin?' I asked surprised.

' oh that's his name' she said a smile appearing on her face.

' Why the h.e.l.l did you turn into a wolf?' I asked frustrated.

' I thought the girl was taking him away from me, they were close, and I had just woken up. I dint expect it to turn out this way' she sobbed.

' I'm sorry' she said between her m.u.f.fled voice and I was angrier than ever, for this silly reason she wanted to kill her.

' that girl is my mate, and they are both humans' I raised my voice ' Do you have any idea what you have just done?'

' You will not meet him until I give an order' I said banging the door as I left that room, my mind now agitated of the fact that Allen no longer viewed me in the same light as she did earlier.

What had I done to her? my internal voice screamed I made her cry if only I could beg her and ask for forgiveness, but will she believe?, will she listen?, she must be angry, furious of what I have done to her brother.

If only I could explain to her, how much I loved her, how much I craved for her, how much she meant to us, would she still leave me?

I wanted to explain about our wolf,, about our pack, about her bring my mate but now everything is f.u.c.ked up.

Should I try and convince her, Even if she rejected my love? that would unbearable. I won't be able to live.

All I asked for is a life with her by my side, but now, do I have to chain her up to stop her from escaping. I know I was wrong and I dint deal with the situation in the right way. But I'm scared too, scared of her leaving me.

I spoke with my mom who tried her best in convincing me how I should treat her, but I had lost hope when her tearful eyes kept reminding me of the time I had hurt her the most.

Max had shut himself off after coming out of the dungeon, too scared to see her.

Now she was locked up in my room, my room which should have served as a home but now is her cage. I will apologize even if it meant begging her, I said to myself opening the door only to feel a gush of wind through the balcony. The white curtains which swayed along with the wind.

My worst nightmare had become a reality, a reality I wanted to change.

She was gone, she had left me all alone.

As I crumbled to the ground, the hope of her ever loving me had crushed my heart into pieces, fragments that could no longer be st.i.tched.

If only I could turn back time and redeem myself, would I have still lost her?

My mate, my love, if only I could lock you up in a castle hidden deep in the forest, would you still dare to leave me? Was my love shallow enough for you to have a change of heart? Was it too late to change your mind?

If only you knew how much I loved you...