My First Diary - 12 Chapter 12 - Emotions
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12 Chapter 12 - Emotions

A minute later, Jenifer comes in with a smile on her face, but it slowly began to turn into a frown as she saw Emma on her bed, sad, "what's wrong Emma? How did it go?..." Jenifer asked hoping that it at least went in some way well, but she began to lose her hopes as she heard Emma's typical loud and angry inhales and exhales, "never mind then... don't worry" Jenifer comforts Emma. "I think he hates me" Emma said as she began to panic a bit, "don't be ridiculous Emma, I could see it in his eyes, he has some feeling for you" Jenifer tells Emma, ".... just tell me what happened, okay?" Jenifer adds, "okay" answers Emma, "so... we did kiss-" Emma begins to explain but she gets interrupted by Jenifer "holy cow, really!? How was it, was it good?" Jenifer asks excitedly. "Well to be completely honest, it was not that bad at all, he is a pretty good kisser, I noticed, and yeah, he is different, which is what I like" Emma explains to Jenifer as her tone slowly began to become more and more happy. "Why do you then think that he hates you, tell me?" Jenifer asks Emma, "I mean, you guys have kissed and you probably told him how you love him and blaby blady bla... tell me" Jenifer adds. "This will either sound stupid or just... make no sense" Emma begins, "it's okay, I'm used to that... coming from you" Jenifer jokes around with Emma, "okay I see... shade...." Emma jokes around with Jenifer, "okay, but now for real" Emma adds, "I... don't know, I feel like I'm not important to him, he wants to take it slow, like I get it that we are still like very new to each other, but like... I'm just scared that he is lying to me about being single, he manages to convince me in front of him that he is single, but there is a little piece of me that is like no... do you get me?" Emma explains to Jenifer. "Okay, now, don't get me the wrong way, but are you jealous?" Jenifer asks, "what?" said Emma worried, "are you jealous Emma, you can tell me if you are, it's perfectly normal, don't worry" Jenifer tells Emma, "I... I literally don't know, I feel so many emotions, but if I was to guess I will just say maybe a bit..." Emma tells Jenifer, "yeah, I see, the way you speak makes it seem that you are disappointed that Tom in a way declined you" Jenifer explained to Emma, "but hey, I could be wrong" Jenifer adds. "Ahh, I just hope that something good will happen at the end of this... I don't know...." Emma tells Jenifer, "and.... I... I think it's my first time that I am scared that a relations.h.i.+p could go wrong" Emma adds as she looks at Jenifer with a terrified look in her eyes.