Huang Li prepared a warm bath for Fan Xiao Yao and after she took a bath, he prepared a warm milk for her, bringing it in her room.

"Here, have some milk."

Fan Xiao Yao accepted the milk and she stared at it for a while. After drinking the milk, Huang Li took the towel to dry her hair.

She pursed her lips tight, w.a.n.g Ansheng's words were still replaying in her mind. Her chest felt so heavy and she was feeling so depressed about it.

"What she said... Is it true?" She finally spoke out. "Do you still love her?... Is that's why you won't kiss me or even try to touch me?"

It's not like she was going to easily lose his virginity to him but she was willing in some time in the future, especially when they have a better understanding with each other. She really loves him and she was willing to marry him in the future.

"No, it's not like that. I never loved w.a.n.g Ansheng." He sat down beside her.

It was something he never opened up even to s.h.i.+ Enxi. During the time where they were separated, w.a.n.g Ansheng never stopped pestering him.

Huang Li's parents worked under the w.a.n.g family. His father died together with s.h.i.+ Enxi's parents since he accompanied them to their destination.

During the first year of high school, w.a.n.g Ansheng started liking Huang and she blackmailed him by telling him that she would tell her mom to fire his mother if he wouldn't date her.

He didn't have a choice but to do whatever she wanted. He was a man so at first, he didn't mind sleeping with her. He didn't have anything to lose, his heart became cold.

He never cared for anyone except for s.h.i.+ Enxi since even if he didn't tell her about it, the pain they shared was the same. They were taken advantage of by being weak. 

Father and daughter were the same. They were filthy and disgusting. They were never good people even during the start. w.a.n.g Hao and s.h.i.+ Anhao were a bad example as parents. They took advantage of everyone and belittle them just because they were wealthy. They always hunger for more power, wanting to be the first.

"w.a.n.g Ansheng is the second to the person I hate the most. The first one is her father, w.a.n.g Hao." He turned and faced her. "I didn't want you to know my horrible past with her since it is just a loveless relations.h.i.+p."

"Then... Why are you holding back from me? Whatever past you have, I don't care. I fell in love with you because it's you. I don't care if you're a beginner in love or not. I don't care if you had s.e.x with w.a.n.g Ansheng. All I am asking is, why are you holding back from me? Why are you avoiding me whenever I try to make a move to you? Is it true? Are you thinking of her whenever-"

Fan Xiao Yao's words were interrupted, her lips were sealed by Huang Li's soft and cool lips.

She was surprised that he suddenly kissed her. Her heart was beating like crazy and she felt her face heat up.

He leaned back and touched her cheek gently, "You are special to me. I don't want to treat you like others. I know everyone has their own opinion about this... But when you turn kissing into habit, I think it loses its meaning."

Fan Xiao Yao never thought that Huang Li was this kind of man. Hearing him say that she was special to him was enough to ease her throbbing heart.

"I want to treasure every moment...  I do feel like kissing you whenever you're being cute or whenever you tell me that you love me..."

Her lips finally curled up into a soft smile, "Then kiss me whenever you feel that way. The kisses that I will be receiving from you is always special for me. How about s.e.x?"

"I don't want to do it just because of l.u.s.t. I also want it to be extra special, I want to save it until our honeymoon. I only want to make love with you once we're married." He answered honestly.

She was touched by his kind and gentle words. She never thought of that way. He didn't want to touch her just because of the heat of the moment.

But what caught her attention was the 'honeymoon' part.

"You're willing to marry me?"

"Of course I am. What's the use of having you as my girlfriend if I'm not going to marry you in the end?"

She has also the same thoughts and she was happy that he was thinking of the same thing as well.

"If that's the case, I can't wait to get married to you!" Fan Xiao Yao smiled happily.

He tucked a stray strand of her hair behind her ear, "Let's not rush things, Xiao Yao. I want you to be sure of your decision."

"Do you want me to be with someone else?"

Huang Li frowned, "No."

"So do I. I don't want anyone. I want to spend my days with you. I don't want others."

He has never met someone so pure as her. Fan Xiao Yao's view was interesting and most of them were the same as his.

"Can I have another kiss?" She asked straightforwardly, a blush on her cheeks. "We're having a special moment right now."

He smiled gently at her. If it was her, he was willing to spend the rest of his life with the woman like her.

If he had to be honest with himself, he never thought of falling hard for Fan Xiao Yao. He even once thought that maybe, his feelings would disappear eventually.

When he thought of being away from Fan Xiao Yao, he felt a sudden suffocation. He didn't want to be separated from her.

He leaned and this time, he gave her a long, loving kiss. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer without breaking the kiss.