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1302 It feels like Ive experienced it

Gu Xin looked at the surface of the river, deep in thought.

when you decide who you want to spend the rest of your life with, grandma Gu continued, you should be prepared to accept all the obstacles in your future life. You should support each other and spend the rest of your life together. Dont cower because of a moments difficulty. Well share honor and disgrace together, and be together for life.

Gu Xin turned around to look at grandma Gu,grandma, I understand. Its just like how I like brother Yuanyuan and want to marry him. Even if he returns to the Lu family and the Lu family is a Dragons pool or a Tigers Den, Im willing to accompany him through it. I dont like him doing everything well and bearing everything on his own. From the day I wanted to marry him, I treated his matters as my own. If the Lu family bullied him, aunty Jia, and sister Lu Xue, then theyre also bullying me. I wont let them live well! I hope that brother Yuan Yuan and I can be like you, Grandpa and Grandma.

Grandma Gu smiled and didnt say anything.

She had known Lu Zheng for four years. Although she was old Xiaos good sister, she would not judge old Xiaos offspring just because of this relations.h.i.+p. Moreover, this also involved her own granddaughter.

In her opinion, Lu Zhengs life was a little tough, but he was good in other aspects.

She had long noticed that this child treated Xinxin differently, so she didnt think it was a big deal.

When she and old Xiao were ten years old, they already knew how to play with the young masters in the county. Their Xinxin only realized that she liked her brother from the village when she was twelve.

On this topic, grandma Gu asked Gu Xin, Do you want to get married in kun city or in the capital?

Gu Xin was stunned. She had never thought about this before.

She thought for a while and said,grandma, I really want to get married in the capital. Brother Yuan Yuan was the heir of Duke Zhengguos mansion. This was not a matter of whether he was rare or not. This was what he deserved. I want to marry him and become the wife of the Duke Zhenguos heir. I want to give him a good management of the Duke Zhenguos mansion. I want to let the country guarding Duke know how much of a sc.u.m his behavior was back then. I want him to know that the son he abandoned was the best, but now he cant have him. If youre obedient, Ill let you live a little longer. If youre disobedient, Ill anger you to death, and you cant do anything about it. I also want to let the country guarding Dukes wife know that youve harmed the first wife. The first wifes son, daughter, daughter-in-law, and son-in-law will all seek justice for her. Its not that I dont want revenge, but the time hasnt come yet!

I know that father, mother, and sister despise brother Yuanyuan for being so troublesome, but I dont despise it at all! How could there be so many smooth things in a persons life? Even great-grandma, the n.o.blest woman in the world, has experienced all kinds of pain in her life.

I dont want to live my life foolishly under the protection of my parents, sister, and brother Yuan Yuan. I want to have the ability to survive in adversity. Grandma, you told me that only by being strong can I not be stumped.

After a short pause, Gu Xin leaned on grandma Gus shoulder and said sadly, Grandma, Im still young and I havent experienced much. However, in my heart, I really dont want to be unable to do anything and become someone elses burden and weakness. Ive never experienced it before, but I always have a very clear feeling. That kind of powerlessness and weakness when I cant do anything. I dont want to be that kind of person.

Gu Xin was usually happy, but in her heart, this feeling was very strong, even though she was only 14 years old and had not experienced anything.

It was as if she had really experienced it.