A baby's furious cry filled the room.

Lowering Julianna gently back against the pillows, he leaned up to peer at his child, the tiny body red and wrinkled and shiny.

"What is it?" Julianna asked, voice faint with exhaustion.

"A boy," he told her, heart hammering in jubilation. "It's a boy!"

"You're crying," she murmured, lifting trembling fingers to touch his cheek.

"Am I?" he asked in happy surprise, blinking at the wetness. He bent close. "If I am it's because I love you so much," he whispered. "Thank you for our son."

Then, uncaring what the others in the room might see, he pressed his mouth to hers and shared a kiss of grateful relief and profound joy.

Julianna passed the next two days in a weary haze.

The ordeal of being abducted by Middleton, combined with the physical and emotional toll of giving birth, had left her suffering from an exhaustion that seemed to penetrate all the way to her bones.

Sleeping in snatches, she would awaken to feed her new son, then drift back to sleep again. The baby had shocked her the first time she'd fed him, his tiny mouth latching onto one of her tender, milk-swollen breasts with an astonishing eagerness for a child only a few hours old. Soon, though, she'd grown accustomed to the novel sensation, finding it oddly pleasant, even comforting. Often during those moments she would stroke his tiny head with a single finger and marvel at the puff of downy black hair adorning his head.

The marquis's housekeeper-a sweet, motherly woman with a no-nonsense way about her-had taken on the role of temporary nursemaid, tending to the baby even as she tended to Julianna. This included encouraging Julianna to eat.

"You need nourishment, my lady, if you're to keep that young one strong," the older woman said as she pushed a dish of hot beef broth upon Julianna only an hour after the birth. Despite her exhaustion, the housekeeper refused to take no for an answer. And so Julianna ate and slept and slowly regained her strength.

As for Rafe, she had seen little of him since the delivery. Mrs. Mackey told her that he stopped by often to check on her but refused to stay, knowing Julianna needed her rest.

When it came to the baby, however, he was far less reticent. She remembered rousing slightly one afternoon to find Rafe rocking the baby in his arms as he murmured soft words into his son's little ears. Dropping a kiss upon the infant's head, Rafe had returned him to his cradle before departing on silent feet. She'd fallen back to sleep, waking later to wonder if the memory had been a dream.

Another memory she questioned was the one of Rafe telling her he loved her. Had he truly said the words, or had she only imagined what she'd wanted to hear during those final, pain-filled moments of the birth? She wasn't sure, her uncertainty only made worse by his absence.

On the third morning, with dawn just sliding over the horizon, she awakened. Without even opening her eyes, she realized she felt stronger, her mind clear for the first time in days. Turning her head on her pillow, her pulse danced to find Rafe seated in a chair next to her bed. "Rafe?"

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you," he said, his voice low.

"You didn't, I awakened on my own. It's so early...what are you doing here?"

A faint smile crossed his lips. "Just watching you sleep. This is the first time you've caught me."

A warm tingle spread through her. "You've been here before? I didn't know."

"You were too exhausted. How are you feeling?"

She shifted slightly against the pillows. "Better. A bit sore."

From across the room came a small grunt, then a cry.

"He must have heard us," Rafe said.

She nodded. "It's also nearly time for his feeding."

When she moved to toss back the covers, he stopped her. "I'll get him. You stay there."

A moment of shyness engulfed her when he returned and she had to open the bodice of her nightgown to his view. But as soon as the baby settled in her arms and began to suckle, her reticence fell away. How right it feels having Rafe here to share this, she realized.

"A little glutton, isn't he?" he commented, reaching out to skim a finger over one translucent cheek, his hand huge beside the infant. "What shall we call him?"

It was long past time they gave their child a name, she realized. "What would you think of Campbell? Cam? It was my maternal grandfather's name. He was a kind and wise old man. I remember the silly stories he used to tell when I was young. He always made me laugh."

"It seems a fine, strong name. Campbell, it shall be."

Gazing down upon their son, she traced the shape of his beautiful face, and the tiny features that grew more discernible by the day. Strong forehead, square chin, shell-shaped ears. His eyes were blue, though already showing marked tinges of green. Would they turn fully green or darken later to a shade more her own? Would he have his father's eyes? There was no mistaking the fact that he already looked like Rafe, a small replica in the making.

"I had a note from Maris and William," Rafe said, leaning back in his chair. "They send their congratulations on the birth. Maris wanted to come, but I wrote to say that we'll be in London again soon enough."

"Yes," she agreed. "As comfortable as this house is, I would like to be home again. It will be wonderful to see her and William when we arrive."

His stomach full, the baby stopped nursing and dozed off to sleep. Lifting him to her shoulder, she carefully patted his little back to expel any trapped air. Once done, Rafe reached out and took the baby, carrying him back to his cradle.

After buttoning her nightgown, she settled against the pillows.

Rafe returned to her bedside. Leaning over, he straightened her sheet and blanket, then reached out to smooth a curl off her cheek. "I should let you get some more sleep."

"Don't go. I...I'm not tired-well, not much, anyway. You could stay and...talk."

He hesitated, his gaze meeting hers for a long moment before he nodded and resumed his seat.

"All right."

A thick silence fell between them, broken only by the lilting melody of birdsong issuing from the trees beyond the windows.

She swallowed against a sudden tightness in her throat.

Now that I've persuaded him to remain, I can think of nothing to say. Stupid when there is so much to tell him, so much to ask, so much between us that needs repairing, if it can indeed be repaired.

Her eyebrows furrowed.

Rafe frowned as well, his dark brows dipping low over his eyes.

"Julianna, I-"

"Rafe, did y-"

They spoke at the same moment, their words crossing over one another in a clumsy rush. She laughed and he smiled, her pulse galloping with sudden, awkward nerves.

"My pardon. What were you going to say?" he asked.

"No, you first. I can wait."

"Are you certain?"

She nodded, rubbing her fingertips over the blanket, the wool both scratchy and soft.

His smile faded, a solemn expression taking its place. "Very well, I...Julianna, I wanted to tell you that I am sorry."

Her gaze flew up. Of all the things she'd been expecting to hear, it hadn't been that.

"For what?"

"For so many things, but most recently for St. George. I never meant to put you through that ordeal. You must have been terrified and...God, did he hurt you? Did he do anything that you haven't wanted to tell me? You can, you know."

Reaching out, he covered her right hand where it lay next to her hip. Gently, he stroked her wrist and the strip of white cloth that was neatly bandaged around her abraded skin.

"There is nothing to tell," she said, "not really. I was frightened, of course, and worried for the baby, but this"-she moved her wrist slightly-"this was my own doing. Remember, I told you about it already. It's fine. I'm fine."

He pinned her with a searching look. "Nothing else. He didn't harm you in any other way?"

"No. I think he was far more obsessed with confronting you than in paying much attention to me. But he's dead now and it's over. Let it go, Rafe. Let it finally be done."

Rafe bent his head and gently squeezed her hand inside his own, her flesh warm and smooth and alive. Blessedly alive, he thought.

Lifting her hand, he pressed his lips against her palm and breathed in her honeyed sweetness. She was right. It was time to bury the past and move on, to live for his future, for their future, assuming she still wanted to share hers with him. He'd come so close to losing her. He would do anything not to lose her now.

Dropping another kiss onto her palm, he released her hand. "I should have told you."

"Told me what?"

"About him. About St. George and my fears for you. Arrogantly, I thought I could handle the situation, take precautions to keep you safe without worrying you with my suspicions. That's why I had Hannibal following you and a set of runners as well."

Her eyes widened in clear surprise. "You had runners watching me? I never saw them."

"You weren't supposed to see them. I wouldn't have ordered Hannibal to keep you under such a tight watch either, had it not been for St. George's return to Town. I realize now what a colossal mistake that was. Instead of expecting you to meekly do as you were told, I should have been honest and warned you about my suspicions. If I had, you might not have felt the need to run, to expose yourself to danger."

"I didn't run. Well, I did, but not in the way you mean. I just needed a little time, a bit of breathing room in which to think."

"Room you didn't feel capable of taking in your own home because of me. I drove you away, Julianna. I forced you into his path."

She gave a gentle shake of her head. "I would likely have gone no matter what you told me. I possess an obstinate nature and would have done as I chose despite your warnings. I am to blame for my abduction as much as you."

"Perhaps, but I gave you reason. You obviously felt the need to leave, formulating a simple but extremely effective plan for eluding Hannibal and the other guards, and all to be free of me." He gazed into the dark beauty of her eyes, emotion settling like a lump of granite inside his chest.

He didn't want to ask the next question, but he knew he must. Steeling himself, he forced the words past his lips. "Are you so unhappy, so miserable, that you cannot bear to live with me any longer? I know I...refused to let you go when you asked at Christmas. Is it...still your desire to stay with your sister?"

He glanced away, unable to bear seeing the answer in her eyes.

"If I said yes, would you take the baby from me?" she asked in a strangely quiet voice.

A harsh shudder ripped through him, pain spreading as if she'd taken up a dagger and thrust it into his chest. With difficulty, he drew a breath. "No. A baby should be with his mother. I would never keep our child from you."

Julianna exhaled, tension easing from her shoulders as an unsteady rush of warmth and optimism flowed through her veins. "And I would never keep him from his father. Did you mean it, Rafe?"

He cast her a puzzled look. "Mean what?"

Her pulse thundered. What if he says no? she worried. What if I'm wrong and he doesn't care, after all? What if he really does break my heart this time?

But she had to know, one way or the other. She couldn't go on living her life, their life, the way it had been before.

"When I was delivering Cam." Twining her fingers together, she stared down at her lap. "You said you loved me. Is that how you truly feel or did you say it in the moment, because you were excited about the baby?"

He leaned forward. "Is that what you think?" His tone was rough with emotion. "Julianna, how can you not know?"

"Know what?" Her heart pounded harder.

Raising her chin with his finger, he lifted her face until her gaze met his. "That I love you to distraction, and have loved you for such a very long time."

"You do? But you never said-"

"I should have done, another lamentable omission on my part. My only excuse is that at first I didn't know, or at least if I did, I refused to admit the truth even to myself. I didn't want to be in love, you see. And then, well, I wasn't sure how you felt in return. I know you only married me because of the baby, because I forced you to take vows you did not wish to make-"

"I married you because I loved you," she interrupted. "I only refused your offer because you'd made it clear you didn't want me. You had, if you'll recall, cast me aside."

Dropping down to sit beside her on the bed, he drew her into his arms. "I didn't want to end our affair. The only reason I did is because of St. George. After I found out about his interest in you and your sister, I knew I could not go on seeing you. You would have been in danger had he discovered you were my mistress. I lost Pamela; I wasn't about to take that same risk with you, so I lied about my feelings to drive you away."

"Well, you did an excellent job. I thought I was nothing but a burden to you."

"No, never that, never ever that."

"But why didn't you tell me? Why did you let me believe you only wanted the baby and not me?"

"Did I? I thought spending half a million pounds on a title so you could be Lady Pendragon showed some measure of affection."

"But you did that for Cam and for your legacy."

He shook his head. "No, love. I did that for you. Believe me, I've had ample opportunity over the years to acquire a title for myself had I wished, but such trappings were never important to me. Once we were to be wed, though, I knew I could not see you disgraced, could not bear to watch you shunned by your friends and family, not when I had the means to effect a far different outcome. It was my gift to you, though apparently rather clumsily done."

She slid her arms around his back. "Oh, Rafe, I had no idea. And so much money. You shouldn't have done it. My family would have stuck by me, and my true friends as well."

"Perhaps, but I didn't want to put you through the pain."

"And here I assumed you didn't love me, only the baby."

"I love our son," he said, brushing a kiss over her cheek. "But I love you more. I have to confess, though, that the baby gave me a good excuse to do what I'd wanted to do all along. To take you as my own, to claim you as my wife, so I could love you as I pleased. It nearly killed me when you kicked me out of our bed."

"It killed me too. Oh, we've been such fools!"

"We have, haven't we?" He skimmed his lips across her jaw. "When St. George abducted you, I feared I'd lost the chance to tell you how much you mean to me. But I'll never make that mistake again. I love you, Julianna, now and forever."

In the next breath, his mouth claimed hers, kissing her with a fervor that made her senses grow giddy with pleasure and her spirits soar. Holding him closer, she poured all her love, all her life, into their embrace, knowing she never wanted to be separated from him again.

He was starting to ease her against the pillows to deepen their kiss even further, when she suddenly remembered something.