Savanna grabbed me by my ears and pulled me up to her mouth. The pain was nothing compared to her eagerness to kiss me. I felt her licking my lips, tasting herself while she kissed me. One of my hands found her a.s.s cheek and squeezed it hard in between my fingers. Her lips came off of mine while she cried out in pleasure.

Her fingers drug down my back causing me pain, but also ecstasy at the same time.

I thrusted my girth all the way inside of my wife. She cried out as I filled her with my size. Her tight little walls were slick with her juices, but still tightened as I thrusted in and out of her.

Savanna took her legs and flipped herself on top of me. Her beautiful hair flowed down over her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. I watched her play with her nipples, shaking them with her fingertips. She didn't know what she did to me. I needed her so much.

I grabbed her waist with both hands and grinded her into me. She ran her hand through her hair as she picked up her own pace. Her body was wet with sweat and it glistened in the natural light coming in the window. Savanna grabbed my hand and sucked hard on my wedding ring finger. She closed her eyes and thrusted her body back further, causing my girth to go in even deeper. Her a.s.s was lifted and then coming back down against my sweaty skin. The faster she moved the closer I got. I closed my eyes and called out as I felt myself filling her.

Savanna's hot body collapsed on top of me, showering me with kisses. As her lips pressed over mine, she pulled away to get the words out. "I. Missed. This."

We fell asleep there on the bed, never parting from each other. It didn't matter that it was hot, or we were sweating profusely, I wasn't willing to let her go, not even for a second. I needed to feel her body and her love for me.

We had reconnected and I planned on doing it over and over again until we had to go home.

We both woke later and finally unloaded the car. Savanna chose to only wear my shirt I had on, while I threw on some jeans to walk outside in. Once we got our groceries and coolers put away, we had a snack and decided to sit out on the back deck to watch the sun set.

Savanna walked in the house and came out in only a pair of cowboy boots. I literally spit and my beer went flying out of my mouth and nose. She leaned against the railing showing off every inch of her body to me. "That is the hottest thing I have ever seen in my life, Darlin'."

"Do you want me Colt?"

"Um, is that a trick question?"

"Say you want me. Tell me how you want it," She ordered.

I licked my lips and sat up further. "I want you Darlin'."

She turned around and ran her hands over her perfect a.s.s. "Do you want to bend me over right here? Would that turn you on, Baby?"

Oh f.u.c.k....

I stood up and walked over to where she was still bent over, rubbing her a.s.s cheeks. I ran my hand up the small of her back. With one hand I pulled her up to stand with her back against my body. She stuck my fingers in her mouth, biting down on them. "Oh G.o.d! Don't stop talkin'."

I pushed her back down to a bent over position, keeping one of my hands pressed firmly against her back. I let my jeans drop to the deck. My hard c.o.c.k pressed against her a.s.s and I almost sensed she wanted it back there. I slapped my hardness against her soaked entrance and she moaned, knowing what was coming.

"f.u.c.k me Colt. f.u.c.k me so hard."

"Oh Darlin'." I grabbed her hips and slipped right inside of her. She grabbed the railing and held onto it while I pounded my shaft inside of her. I reached my arms up and put them over hers, using the railing for my benefit as well. My body smacked against her a.s.s with each thrust and soon Savanna was crying out, her screams being heard all across the lake. I followed her lead and filled her for the second time. Unlike our first time, Savanna separated us immediately, kissed me full on the mouth and walked back into the cabin, without saying a word.

I stood there naked with a big ole smile across my face. This was the best idea I may have ever had.

Later that night, Savanna and I curled up next to the fireplace. She lay inside of my strong hold, stroking my arms with her fingertips. "This is nice. Thank you for bring us here Colt."

I kissed the top of her head. "We needed it."

"It's so different having a kid. I thought we would have more time for each other."

I laughed. "Yeah, we don't have any alone time."

"Maybe if we didn't hog Noah up for ourselves all the time, we would have more. Your mother always offers."

I kissed her cheek and then pulled her head closer to kiss her lips. "Maybe she could keep him every weekend."

We both laughed.

"Are you happy Colt? Are you upset things changed between us? I mean, not just with Noah. With the baby we lost too."

She turned her body to face me and I cupped my hands around her face, letting my forehead press against hers. "Darlin' I couldn't be more happier than I am right now, aside from havin' another child, there is nothin' else I could ever need. You have no idea how much I appreciate you bein' that boy's mother. Steppin' up like that made me love you even more Savanna."

It was the truth too. She didn't even realize how amazing she was.

"When he came into our lives so suddenly, I was so unsure of myself. I think I was afraid to love another child, but I fell so in love with him. I couldn't help it. Now, I can't imagine not being his mother. He makes me so happy."

Her words were beautiful and she meant every single word. She had been there when he got his first cold after he had moved in with us. I was all panicking and she instinctively knew exactly what to do. She stayed in his room with him, went out and got him a vaporizer, took him to the doctors, made sure he took his medicine right on schedule. She went into this Mom machine mode and in some ways never came out of it. Noah was always her first priority and I loved that about her.

"You make him happy. That kid lost everything and you welcomed him into our family, makin' it so easy for him to transition. You keep the memory of his mother alive and have never been negative towards the whole situation. Do you have any idea how amazin' you are?"

She shrugged. "It never hurts to hear it over and over again," she teased.

"Well if I need to remind you every single day, I will."

She wrapped both of her legs over top of mine, almost straddling me. Her head went into my chest. "What happens if we can't get pregnant again? What if I can't give you another child?"

"I have to believe that G.o.d won't do that to us. Darlin' you have been through so much hardship. You have proven to be an amazin' mother. We will have another baby. It may take a while, but I'm never goin' to go anywhere. If it doesn't happen than we will spoil the h.e.l.l out of our son and be the best parents to him that we can be. Don't even get yourself worried about that."

"I would never want to replace Noah, but I just want to be able to give you a child too. I want Noah to have a brother or sister one day. I dream about him talking to my belly. It's beautiful Colt."

Her words were so sincere. I wished I could have told her without a doubt that we were going to have more children, but the truth was we just didn't know.

"Let's take our life day by day Savanna. Maybe if we don't think about it so much good things will happen."

We laid there together in front of the fire until I carried Savanna's sleeping body to bed.

Since Savanna always was the one to take care of our family, I woke up early and made her breakfast. After we ate, we spent the morning in the Jacuzzi tub. We had connected on a deeper level than ever before and I felt so close to her.

We finally left the cabin to explore the lake. I rowed a tiny boat out to the middle of the lake and we had lunch out there all alone. Savanna seemed so relaxed and I could tell she was really enjoying our time away. I couldn't help but miss Noah. For months we had spent every single minute with him. It was hard to not look over my shoulder for him every once in a while.

"What are you thinking about?" She asked.

"I kinda miss Noah, I mean don't get me wrong, I'm havin' a great weekend bein' here alone with my wife, but I can't stop thinkin' about him."

She started laughing and shook her head.

"What?" I asked.

"It's just funny, because I feel the same way. I feel lost without him."

"Well, we can see him tomorrow. It isn't like we are away for a whole week." I explained.

"Or, we can go home tonight and surprise him."

I wondered if she was joking until I saw the excitement in her eyes. "You seriously would rather go home than spend one more night alone with me?"

She climbed toward me, causing the boat to rock. "I would love to spend one more night with you, but I also wouldn't mind going home to be with Noah."

She climbed on my lap, giving me kisses slowly all over my face. "If you keep kissin' me, I won't be able to make a rational decision."

As much as we missed Noah, Savanna and I decided to stay one more night at the cabin. We owed it to ourselves to enjoy our weekend away together. Although, when Sunday came we packed up the car and headed home. I guess we expected Noah to be all bent out of shape over us leaving. Instead, he was too preoccupied by a remote control plane my mother had purchased him. He and Conner were too busy flying it to even notice us pull up to see him.

Once he got the plane landed safely, he basically told us that Conner would bring him home when they were done, at a later time.

Savanna and I sadly got back into the car and drove to the house without Noah. It was great that he was spending time with his family, and that they all loved him so much, but I wasn't sure I liked sharing him.

Conner finally brought Noah home after a couple of hours. He was only excited to see us for the first ten minutes and then he was off to watch television like we had never gone anywhere.

"Guess he didn't miss us." I reached around and hugged Savanna from behind.

"Guess not."

We both laughed.

Chapter 18.

Savanna Our weekend away was wonderful and Colt and I seemed to both enjoy ourselves equally. We needed to get away, even though I missed Noah like crazy. That little guy had been exactly what I needed to turn my life around and get out of the depressed stupor I had been living under. Every single day with him made me so happy.

I loved being a mother. I always knew I would, but actually being one was just unexplainable. It didn't hurt that Noah was the cutest kid ever. He looked so much like his daddy and I got such a kick out of watching them interact.

Colt didn't dredge up the past very often. I know it hurt him to not know about Noah and experience everything in the first years that he missed out on, but he pushed past it. With Krista losing her life, we were Noah's only parents and with that meant that we would experience his life in its entirety, where she only got the first three years. Some days it really made me sad that she couldn't be in his life to see what a perfect son she had.

I didn't know much about Krista, except for the fact that she came from nothing and she had a brother that was in some band now. Her father was a deadbeat and now lived in a nursing home. Apparently, her fiancee got them out of the trailer they were living in and offered them a much better future. Even though she never told Colt about Noah, the little boy knew about his father. Noah told Colt, more than once, that his mother always said one day he would meet him.

When Colt went to talk to her father at that nursing home, he explained that the longer Krista waited, the harder it got for her to do it. He explained that Krista's fiancee had always wanted to adopt Noah, but since Colt was on the birth certificate, she wouldn't be able to do it without his signature. I guess she knew that when Colt found out he had a child, there would be no way in h.e.l.l he would sign him over.

I was always taught in church that everything happens for a reason. The past few years had proven that theory time and time again. Noah was my angel and I fell instantly in love with him. Being his mother was the easiest decision that I ever made. We couldn't wait to make our family even bigger.

Colt and I had left me getting pregnant up to G.o.d. I never went back on the pill and just had hopes that one day we could add more babies to our perfect little family. Noah had started to ask if he could have a brother or sister as well.

It all started because we had put him into T-ball and he was very interested in the siblings of his teammates. One night after a game, we went out for dinner and he flat out asked us what we were waiting for. I started laughing, but Colt was the one to have to explain that babies didn't exactly get dropped off by a flying bird.

Noah would still ask at least twice a week when his brother would be getting here. Yes, he only wanted a brother.

The day we found out was unexpected. Our hot weekend of lovemaking must have sealed the deal.

Six months after Noah walked into our life, we found ourselves standing over the little white stick again. Noah included.

While Colt and I looked away, our Son, stared at it. "It's changing! Mom, I think you have a baby in your belly b.u.t.ton."

My belly b.u.t.ton?

We peeked over to see two blue lines appear on the strip. "Oh my G.o.d! I'm pregnant."

"So how long till it pops out?" Noah asked.

Colt and I couldn't even celebrate before bursting into laughter. "Nine months Buddy. The baby has to grow first."

"What? That is like five years from now. I will be all grown up," he said in a serious tone.

"Sweetie, you are only four and nine months is less than a year. Your brother or sister will be here in less than a year."

"Just a brother Mommy. It has to be a brother." Noah put his hand on his hips and spoke.

"We will love it no matter what. We have to help take care of Mommy though. Can you help do that Noah?" Colt asked.

"Heck yeah. I will make her peanut b.u.t.ter bread." Noah announced.

Sounds delicious.

Noah stepped down from the step stool we bought him. He followed us into the bedroom. "Will Mommy get fat now?"

Ugh....Kids...

We are having a baby and he wants to know how fat I will get.

After laughing, I sat on the bed and tried to calm down my excitement. "I will get a big belly so the baby has room to grow."

"Even if you get fat, I will love you."

"Well, thank you Noah."

"Can we name the baby Scooter?"

"Probably not." I laughed.

"How about Sasquatch? That would be so cool to tell my friends I had a brother named Sasquatch."

"Noah, I think Mommy and I will name the baby a better name that suits our family." Colt explained.

"Will it be bald? Bald people are scary."

I fell back on the bed laughing. I couldn't hold it in.

Colt tried to stay serious. I watched him clenching his jaw, trying to contain himself. "Bald people are not scary. Every person is different."