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I've been feeling down, very down now trying to do my best, I don't know how, but I've become consumed by doubts.

The frustration, the fear, the guilt, the hatred faces me

Carrying the burdens of the world on my shoulders, looking for answers maybe later I'll know.

Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? It's getting hard to see.

It never gets any easier, but maybe that's the point.

Doubts, that same word causes a question, "What is doubts?".

Doubts are some uncertainty about something right or wrong, a mistrust, a hesitation, a lack of growth.

An example of this could be, if a villain is creating disorder and even killing innocent people, he will be categorized as right evil?.

But what if he has done for "something bigger" something he believes will save everyone, that he believes is right.

How you should feel about it, thus causing doubts even if you have the answer you begin to question yourself.

Doubts, there will always be doubts, but Peter believes in a factor that no matter why you never involve someone or some innocent person in your ideal, it is not what the person does that makes you a villain, but the people you have involved.

A bandit who robbed a bank is a criminal but a bandit who killed an innocent is a murderer.

Our mind is the junction of feelings and reason and the damage to the freedom to judge what is true or not.

Do we control her or does she control us? Without anyone else listening she hears us, if everything is difficult and you can no longer endure she comforts you.

But even if we give her peace, she is our worst enemy.

I know there is a voice in there that terrifies you but never listen, they tell you lies.

Fabricated words, words spoken with a sweet taste of evil.

If the eyes close, minds open for the worst of thoughts.

What differ angels are demons? If both tell lies, what is the difference?

"Anyone can take our lives, but never what we believe"-

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{New York, Queens-Morning)

Peter was having his breakfast while it's been a week since the accident.

Peter did not go to school during this time, Aunt May and Uncle Ben decided to give him time.

But Peter is not being idle during that time, in fact the opposite is true, he has been struggling since a notification came to him a few moments after the accident.

System=[Mission:Defeat the enemy you will be a.s.signed. Reward:???, Failed: Death]

That surprised you, and the system has never done that before.

Deciding to wait for a while to make sure you're ready.

Finis.h.i.+ng eating all the breakfast Peter prepares, today will be the day he will complete the mission.

Leaving home after saying goodbye to his aunt, he ends up observing a figure.

That figure is Mary Jane who was dumping the trash.

Since the accident last week your relations.h.i.+p with her has been strange to say the least.

Her friends at first didn't know what had happened to Peter melting away from school but Gwen explained and they understood.

Peter shook his head, taking off the pains of his head and started walking towards his house without noticing a pair of green eyes following him.

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Peter: Crystal, I'm ready, start the mission.

Crystal:Okay Peter.

System[Starting 5%, 15%, 25%, 35%, 45%, 55%, 65%, 75%, 85%, 95%, 100%].

Peter felt a force forcing him, his sight became blurred.

A few seconds later Peter felt his vision begin to return and so he opened his eyes.

Looking around him, he observes that he is in a place covered with snow everywhere.

In this white world he finds a person in the middle of all this.

The figure is on average 2 meters high and is wearing a kind of black cloak covering the body but it is still possible to observe parts of his pale skin.

??? Who are you?

Peter: It doesn't matter.

??? :What do you want?-

Peter: I came to kill you-

????: So you're a G.o.d?, what kind of G.o.d are you?

The pale being asked as yellow eyes shone under his hood.

Peter: I am not a G.o.d, but I bring you destruction.

??? So you are an envoy of the "G.o.ds"? Those cowards.

The being spoke in a mocking tone.

Peter: You're wrong again, it's nothing personal I just have to defeat you.

After Peter had finished speaking a black figure appeared in front of you.

Peter blocking the punch that came towards his head looks at the face in front of him

Peter:Calm down I haven't even started yet

The being saw Peter's eyes change to a red b.l.o.o.d.y one with three points inside.

Peter: Now let's start Gorr.

Peter sent a punch to Gorr's chest throwing him a few feet away.

Gorr:Then you know me.

Peter:Of course, Gorr the butcher of the G.o.ds.

Gorr:My name is Gorr, the son of an unnamed father, pariah of a forgotten world. Blackened by revenge, wet with holy blood. A simple dream still strong in my heart ... The dream of an era without G.o.d.

Gorr then again attacks Peter now with a black sword formed on his arm.

Peter defending with a sword he took from the inventory, when both swords shocked Peter felt that his sword would not hold up so strengthens it with his energy making the sword take on a red color.

Soon a sword battle began with Peter gaining more experience and training.

Gorrendo realizing to be losing sends out dark flashes that hit Peter who defended with his sword.

Gorr gaining distance sends him several dark flashes from all directions.

Peter being forced to defend from all attacks sends more energy to his sword.

Several red and black lights can be seen in this land painted white.

As Peter defended from the black attacks his eye saw a blot on his sh.o.r.e.

Turning around he strikes with all his might thus making only a red blur.

Gorr:Aaaaaaaaaaah

Gorr screams when his arm is cut off he was not prepared for an attack.

Peter managed to hit the enemy but Gorr releases several attacks of darkness. .h.i.tting Peter and throwing him away.

Peter has some wounds on his arms and shoulder that are coming out a lot of blood but to his surprise the wounds close and the blood that was falling has evaporated.

Peter:Um it looks like my regeneration is bigger than I thought.

Then Peter watches Gorr and sees that the battle is not over.

Gorr at this moment is angry his enemy managed to rip off his arm.

A black substance pa.s.ses through his severed arm and begins to gather soon to form a new arm.

Peter: It seems we're just getting started, huh?

They both run to each other hitting each other with punches with pure physical force.

Peter feels the pressure of Gorr's punches, Gorr's strength is strong enough but Peter's blood is boiling, burning him who is fighting.

Gorr hits a punch in Peter's stomach taking the air out of his lung.

Peter also hits Gorr's face sending him away.

Gorr:You're strong.

Said Gorr, wiping the blood from his face.

Peter: You too, very strong.

Peter replied smiling, his blood was burning, his heart was beating very fast and he felt that this emotion was contagious.

Peter's body started showing bright red tribal marks and his sharingan switched to Mangekyou.

Finished getting ready to start fighting again Peter starts running again.

Spinning him running to him and seeing that he was stronger increases his power making black marks appear on his pale body.

When both of them collide a shock wave is formed demonstrating their strength.

Peter was excited at each moment his strength was increasing and his marks were now like lava pa.s.sing through his body.

Gorr forms a sword in his arm sticking into Peter's abdomen.

Peter ignores the sword in his abdomen and stretches his hand towards Gorr.

Red flames came out hitting Gorr to burn clothes, the flames were hot as the place they were burning, the ice thawed and the snow stopped falling.

The red h.e.l.l formed and the flames rose.

Gorr that was inside the flames was burning but did not stop the black substance from forming around his body helping him to protect himself.

Gorr coming out of the flames finds Peter getting ready for the fight and with his letting go of his anger he attacks him.

The battle of these two continued with both fighting in various ways.

Cutting his opponent with his swords blood spreads everywhere but does not stop continuing even in his worst state.

Peter is not even a little tired in fact he is quite excited and is just increasing.

Gorr who took another blow that sent him away creates a giant creature around him.

The black creature continues to grow and reaches 40 meters. Gorr then attacks Peter.

Peter watching the giant black creature coming towards him is not afraid but thirsty for battle.

"BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM"

An impact sound sounds all over the earth.

The Black Creature is blocked and counter-attacked thus beginning to disable itself.

Gorr looks at the huge skeletal structure in front of him with surprise.

A skeletal structure that is surrounded by red flames by its body.

Peter is inside the creature so makes the skeleton attack the black creature again.

With his attack the creature flies away making the wind roar and hitting a mountain.

"BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM"

The sound of the impact can be heard even from afar and then Peter could see a shadow leaving the place and flying towards him.

Leaving the skeletal structure Peter prepares for what is coming.

When something grabs him by the neck and takes him to the sky and Peter looking at what it is he observes Gorr with black wings on the coast.

Gorr is taking Peter to the sky at the high speed that the wind is cutting both.

When they get high enough on Peter, he hits Gorr to release him and then cuts off his arms, thus freeing himself.

When Peter begins to fall at high speed he finally releases his wings and can use them.

His wings were 3.5 metres long and have a golden hue.

Flying towards the recovered Gorr, Peter puts his hand on his face and pushes him back to the ground.

In the sky we can see something falling with red flames around it falling at high speed straight to the ground.

Gorr tries to get rid of Peter but unsuccessfully when both finally collide with the ground.

"BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM"

A strong explosion happens in the place that fall if there was any modern person in the place that person would think that it was an atomic bomb fortunately there was n.o.body in this place.

Peter comes out of the huge hole that was formed almost unscathed and flies over the place until he finds something black moving in the hole.

Leaving the hole Gorr appears all bruised but begins to heal again.

Peter:Tch this is pretty boring.

Peter was upset with his enemy who had a strong resistance and regeneration.

Gorr starts flying to Peter with his NecroSword.

Peter takes two Kunais and plays towards Gorr and hits his eyes.

Seizing the opportunity Peter forms a Rasengan with his energy and attacks Gorr

His red-colored Rasengan hits Gorr again by throwing him to the ground.

Gorr is without a part of his shoulder at this moment Peter's Rasengan is preventing him from regenerating.

However, Peter is taken by surprise when a black shadow strikes him off guard and throws him away.

Peter: I just need a moment.

Gorr, who is standing again, attacks Peter again with his shadows.

Peter, who has no choice, defends himself and begins to approach Gorr.

When he gets close enough he releases the infernal fire turning everything back to red.

Gorr creates a s.h.i.+eld to defend himself from the fire attack.

When Gorr feels that the attack is over he looks at Peter who is inside the flames.

Peter begins to come out of the flames revealing his figure.

Which is covered in black flames with a touch of purple.

Peter: The battle is coming to an end, it was a good fight.

Peter said smiling and then I stretched out my hand again and spoke.

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Peter:BLACKOUT

Gorr's body surrounds itself with black flames surrounding it.

Gorr fights against them trying to extinguish them but without success and then looks at Peter and sees his eyes s.h.i.+ning in red.

Watching those eyes blood Gorr has the sensation that fell from a high place and keeps falling.

Gorr begins to see all his past with all his family dying and his encounter with those two G.o.ds one golden and one black and even when he takes that gun.

All the G.o.ds he caused their deaths when Gorr comes to himself again he sees a picture.

Red rays along with the sound of thousands of ravens screaming.

Peter who threw Gorr into an illusion prepares his Chidori and places his Divine Energy by making the red rays.

And then attacks Gorr coming out of the illusion, Chidori hits well on his chest burning his chest.

Gorr:If I die those G.o.ds will stay alive.

Peter: It seems so.

Gorr:Then I won't be able to fulfill my dream of an age without G.o.ds.

Peter:No, just a hint many erring beings don't depend on whether they are G.o.d or not.

Gorr:What is your name?

Peter:I am Joker.

When Peter finished speaking the black flames increased and began to consume Gorr's body.

Peter after finis.h.i.+ng killing Gorr feels tired and falls to the ground.

If it's been hours or days, Peter doesn't know how well he just wants to lie down and rest.

Looking at his falling snow Peter closes his eyes.

A black substance begins to rise in Peter's body and begins to spread through his body.

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Peter is in a place similar to the one he was in for a long time and begins to have strange thoughts in his head.

"I feel that I am no longer the same when I go to bed and hear the sound of the bullet."

"I hear their last scream in the dark night."

"They wanted to protect me and that is why they suffered, they wanted to defend me and that is why they died.

"And I also died so broken I felt.

"I saw my body in pieces, a broken heart as if it were the end.

"I won't even care if my madness in the end came to dominate me, this feeling of your mind being in the air.

"In a war against my own self, my blood will shed."

"To paint the sky that the color has lost."

"Neighbor's gra.s.s is always greener, funny that mine is full of blood".

"My body is unable to stay here, but my heart is not willing to leave."

"I've lived more than 10,000 years in search of freedom, I'd rather die than succ.u.mb to evil."

"In the shadows I lived, but I survived."

While Peter was having his thoughts and conflicts a golden light s.h.i.+nes in his mind.

This golden light is good, warm, comfortable, Peter relaxes and stops thinking.

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A few hours later Peter wakes up and sees the white rain in this world of ice.

He also sees a message floating around.

Mission: Defeat the enemy who will be a.s.signed to you. Reward: Activation of your inheritance, Failure: Death.

Peter:Crystal take me back.