"Guess!" she cried, "guess what's happened!"
"Dunno, old girl," said Osborn.
"That dear darling Mr. Rokeby has sent us the _most gorgeous_ baby-carriage."
"The devil he has!" said Osborn, with deep feeling, straightening his shoulders as if a burden had been lifted from them.
"It's down in the lobby with the other prams; you must go down and see it."
"I will after dinner. By Jove, that's good of Rokeby! I wonder what made him think of it."
"I can't imagine; he _is_ thoughtful, isn't he?"
"What's it like?"
"It's pale grey, with ball bearings; and C-springs, and an umbrella basket. There's no enamel; it's all nickel. And the upholstery...."
"By Jove, Desmond's done the youngster proud, what?"
"We couldn't _possibly_ have bought such a carriage for him, Osborn!"
Osborn began to feel flattered as well as pleased. He had always noticed, of course, the very particular attraction and beauty and the early cleverness of his son, but he had not guessed that the little beggar had so impressed that confirmed bachelor.
"Rokeby thinks no end of the kid, you know," he said, sitting down to the table.
"That's not to be wondered at, is it?" replied the enthusiastic mother.
Osborn caught her hand as she passed by him and kissed it.
"I've been thinking about you--about us--to-day," he confided.
"Have you?" she said timidly.
"We--we were both," Osborn hesitated, "both a bit--mad last night, weren't we?"
He pressed her hand before he relinquished it so that she might proceed to the kitchen to dish up the dinner. And she went with a lighter heart because of his affection.
Opposite him, beneath the candles which she still lighted with pleasure each night, she regarded him with a new earnestness. The quarrel was over, it seemed; but it had opened for her a door through which she had never passed before, the door into the darkness of human hearts, and she felt as if she would never forget that horrific step across the unveiled threshold. She watched Osborn steadily yet unobtrusively while his mind was given to the meal; she saw him eat with a great hunger, and the rather tired look which had marked his face when he first came in disappeared as he ate. Men who perforce eat lunch very frugally look forward keenly to a good meal, and Osborn had no eyes or words for Marie until the edge of his appetite was satisfied. She did not yet understand this very well; she was inclined to a slight resentment in his absorption with his dinner to the exclusion of herself. But she did not interrupt him by chatter; she just sat there quietly observing until he should be ready for more conversation.
Presently she brought his coffee round to his side, and he lighted a cigarette with a sigh of satisfaction. He appreciated, indefinitely, her gift of silence when a man came in sharpset for dinner; he had spent a day among busy men, talking all the time, and he did not wish to talk any more. After all, a man came home for quiet.
Marie had spent the day alone with the baby. There had been no voice save her singing one uplifted in the flat since early morning; she wanted to sit with Osborn by the fire in their dear old way, and to talk and talk; and to hear him talk. After all, was not the companionable evening the time for which the lonely household woman lived through her silent day?
She brought her coffee to a place near him and sat down there.
"Osborn," she said, "I was awf'ly hurt that you were so angry last night. I do want you to see that it isn't my fault."
He looked at her rather appealingly. "Let's chuck it," he suggested.
"If you will only understand! I don't believe men think; but if you _would_ think over it for just a few minutes, dear old boy, you'd know that I'm just as careful as a woman can be. You used to give me thirty shillings a week for the housekeeping before we had baby; and I've never asked you for any more since, have I? And his food's awf'ly expensive too. I manage on just the same, Osborn."
"Yes, yes," he said, moving uneasily, "but where's all this leading? I mean--"
"It isn't leading anywhere. I only wanted you to see that I can't help anything."
After a pause, with a little line between his brows, he said:
"No, I know you can't. It's all right. You said some perfectly awful things last night--"
"So did you, Osborn."
He rose slowly. "Well, dear, we won't go over it. We've seen things with the gilt off; and that's that. Anyhow, there's nothing to worry about, is there? We're about straight with the world, though it means every penny earmarked before I earn it. And there's no question of buying a pram now, thank God!"
He turned away and searched on the mantelpiece for matches. "It made me shudder," he said very gravely, "three-pound-ten! Four pounds!
After all the expenses I'd had."
"Well...." she said, swallowing hard, "well, come and see Mr. Rokeby's present. It's a ten-guinea carriage, Osborn; nothing less."
He swung round and looked at her, palsied in amazement.
"Ten guineas! _Ten!_ Good God! Why ... it takes me the best part of three weeks to earn what that baby of yours just rides about in!"
"Aren't you coming down to see it?"
"I--I shall see it as I go out, thanks."
"When you--go out!"
She looked down quickly and noted that he had not taken off his boots.
She said in a changed voice: "You're going out?"
"I promised a man to look in and see the show at The Happy with him to-night. Just in the prom, you know. We haven't got stalls like giddy bachelors!"
"Osborn, can't you stay in? It--it's lonely all day, and I look forward to your coming home."
"You didn't seem to look forward very kindly last night."
She cried with hot resentment: "I thought you didn't want that mentioned again!"
"Oh, very well! And I shall be in to-morrow night; won't that do? A man can't be always tied up to the kitchen table, you know. Besides, I promised Dicky Vendo I'd go; his wife's away, and he's free."
"Yours isn't away."
"But she's been a damned little shrew, and doesn't deserve me to stay in for her. There! that's what you get by arguing." He laughed a laugh of vexation as much at his own ill-temper as at her pertinacity.
"Very well," she said, drawing back.
The light in the room was subdued, for the candles had not yet given place to the incandescent glare. He cast a glance at her face, but she had withdrawn to the shadow.