He stood at the bottom of the steps watching reluctantly while Julia entered. She had a latchkey which, ordinary possession as it was, seemed a symbol of her freedom. While he would have granted it generously, the freedom somehow piqued Rokeby a little. He stood smiling rather sadly till she shut the door.
A scurrying housemaid paused in her rush upstairs to say:
"Oh, miss! You were rung up on the 'phone just now, and I took the message. From a Mrs. Kerr, miss, and she would be glad if you could go round at once."
Julia stood still for a moment or two, keeping her hands very still in her muff. "I expect ..." she began to think. Then she rushed for the cab-whistle, which hung in the hall, pulled open the door, and whistled until a cab came creeping round the corner, feeling in its blind way for the invisible fare. She ran down the steps, signalling, and it spurted up.
"Number Thirty Welham Mansions, Hampstead," she said as she jumped in.
It was an extravagant method of travel--being some distance to Hampstead--for a young woman earning three pounds ten a week and spending most of it gorgeously, but she did not care. The four shillings were a nothing compared to Marie's need of her. She passed the time in speculations of wrathful trend, until they pulled up in the quiet road from which she had so recently driven away with Desmond Rokeby.
Marie opened the door to her--Marie with a face like white marble and burning eyes. Her dead composure was wonderful and scornful, but Julia would have none of it; as soon as the door was shut upon them and they stood there, between the cream walls and black etchings of the hall, she seized Marie in her arms, exclaiming:
"My poor dear! What's up? Has he--"
For a long while Marie wept on Julia's breast, before the ashes of the dining-room fire, while the clock with the kind voice ticked musically on and on, and the room grew chillier, and herself more tired; but at last she could tell all.
"We--we've had--an awful--quarrel."
"Oh dear!" Julia commented, "oh dear!" She did not know what else to say.
"I asked him--about the pram."
"Yes, yes! As you said you would."
"He is so angry, so unjust."
"My poor old kiddie!"
"And I was so angry, perhaps I was unjust too."
"No, no, you weren't," said Julia viciously. "I'm sure of it. Nothing could be unjust to _him_. He deserves it all."
"No, he doesn't You don't understand. But he wasn't fair to-night; he was so angry, and it wasn't my fault. Do they think we _like_ asking, I wonder? And I don't know what I said, Julia, but I know I made him think I didn't want baby."
"Well?"
"But I _do_ want him, Julia. I don't know what I'd do without him; I love him so much--they just grow into your life, Julia, babies do. He's so sweet."
"Course you love him. I know that. So does Osborn, so don't cry."
"He said I ought to be ashamed of myself."
"Oh, indeed? _In_deed! And may one ask why?"
"B--because I asked for a pram, I s'pose."
"Really! Indeed! I'd like to--"
"Perhaps it wasn't just that. I don't know--but he got so angry and said he couldn't afford it, and I said, 'P--p--perhaps on the instalment p--p--plan?' and he said he was sick of instalments and when was his money ever going to be his own again? And I can't help it, Julia, can I? I haven't money of my own. And then I got angry and said things; and he said I ought to be ashamed of myself."
"But aren't you going to have the pram?"
"I don't know. I don't expect so. He went out without saying."
"That's like a man. Go out and slam the door if you don't want to give an answer!"
"Julia, I--I'm afraid I hurt his feelings. I made him say, 'My God!'"
"That's nothing. They speak of God like a man in the street. That means nothing."
"Are you sure?"
"Sure, you poor lamb? I'm as sure as sure."
"Do you think you know much about men, Julia?"
"I know too much, thank you."
"I hope you didn't mind coming here again? I didn't know what to do; I was so wretched, and there was no one to speak to; no one to tell; so I thought of you."
"That's right, my dear. Always think of me, if I can do anything. You know I'll always come."
"You _are_ a darling, Julia."
The two girls hugged each other strenuously.
Marie said with a break yet in her voice, "It seemed to me I was being quite reasonable."
"There are all sorts of men," said Julia, "kind men and unkind; mean men and generous; good-tempered and bad-tempered; every sort except a reasonable one. There's never been a reasonable man born yet."
When Julia had pronounced this dictum, she stroked Marie's hair, and said: "You know, baby, you ought to go to bed like the other baby.
You're tired out and your young man'll be home soon, I've no doubt."
"I don't suppose he'll be later than eleven."
"Well, I'd rather not be still here when he comes, thank you."
"Oh, you wouldn't say I'd told you anything!"
"I won't give myself a chance. I'll put you to bed and then I'll go home."
Julia was like a mother to Marie when she helped her to undress, and tucked her up in the bed beside the infant's cot. And when Marie asked anxiously, with her mind still troubled: "Julia, _you_ know that I love baby, don't you?" she was warm in her assurances.
"Would you mind," said Marie, "making up the dining-room fire a little, please, dear, in case Osborn is cold when he comes in?"
Julia stroked on her gloves slowly. "Certainly," she replied, after a pause.