"Still," Julia argued, "it's got to be bought, and you ought to be saved. Ask him to-night, after dinner."
"I believe I will," said Marie. "My back ached so."
Julia was more bewildered than angry.
"My goodness!" she said sharply. "What's the matter with life? Why can't a young man and woman have a baby and look healthy over it? I've got to ask someone that, and get an answer."
Julia followed Marie back to the kitchen.
"I'll whip the cream, if he's got to have it," she said grudgingly.
"And I'll go and look nice for once. Then I'll ask him for the perambulator."
Marie came out again in the wedding-frock of chiffons, very tumbled now, looking sweet but with the hectic flush of her exertions still on her cheeks.
"All my clothes are going to glory!" she lamented.
"Tell you what," said Julia, producing frothy mounds of cream round her energetic whisk, "do have my bridesmaid dress. I've never worn it since your wedding--too picturesque for my style, that frock is. But if you--"
"No, I won't!" Marie protested, tears in her eyes. "I'm not going to take anything from you except your old gloves for the housework. It would be scandalous; you, a girl working for her living, and me, a married woman with a husband to work for me--"
"I know which I'd rather be," Julia remarked.
"So do I," said Marie, with a quick intake of breath.
They looked at each other a little defiantly, but did not proceed to any enlightenment. Then Julia went up to Marie and laid her arms about her neck and her cool lips upon her hot cheek.
"Well, leave it at that," she said. "Good-bye, kiddie; take care of yourself. I can't stay. Send for me any time. I must fly!" And was gone.
Osborn came in hungry before seven, sniffed the dinner cooking, and turned into the dining-room. He took off his boots, fished his carpet slippers from behind the coal-scuttle, and put them on with a sigh of relief. The smell which pervaded the flat was savoury and good; the dinner-table was ready to the last saltspoon; the baby was quiet; all seemed to promise one of those smooth domestic evenings sometimes granted to a man.
He settled down by the fire after dinner to read so much of his evening paper as the Tube journey had not given him time for, while Marie made coffee and handed him his cup.
"Osborn," she said.
"Yes, dear."
"I wanted to ask you about something."
Into Osborn's eyes crept a harassed look, almost of fear; it was a very reluctant look, with repugnance in it and resignation and suspicion.
"About something?" he asked cautiously, "or for something?"
Marie had seen the look and had quite an old acquaintance with it.
That ever-ready lump rose to her throat, and she had that passing wonder which she had often felt before--why she should cry so easily now.
"For something," she answered hesitatingly.
There was a silence.
Osborn lifted his paper as if to resume reading. His face flushed and his forehead lined.
"What do you want now?" he asked at last.
Marie flushed, too, till her face burned and tears glittered in her eyes.
"I'm afraid," she said, "that--that we'll have to buy a pram, shan't we?"
"A 'pram'?" said Osborn, as if she had asked for a motor-car.
"All babies have to have one. It's time--he ought to have had after the first month. He's getting so heavy, I can't carry him about much longer."
"Then don't carry him about."
"I've got to, unless I stay in altogether."
Osborn became silent. Because he felt desperately poor he also felt desperately angry; because he felt desperately angry he was angry with the most convenient person--his wife.
"Couldn't we buy one," said Marie, after he had remained mute for some while, "from the furniture people on the instalment plan?"
"Instalment plan!" he barked. "I'm sick of instalments! When am I ever going to be free? When's my money ever going to be my own again? Tell me that!"
"I can't tell you anything," said Marie, beginning to cry.
"Tears again!" he groaned. "Always this blasted tap-turning if you ask a woman a lucid question! Don't you see what you're making life for me? Don't you see the eternal drag you're putting on my wheel? I never drink, I never play cards, I don't do what any other fellow under the sun would expect to do; I give you all I can--every penny's gone in this awful domesticity. Domesticity? Slavery, I call it! What more can I do? What more do you expect? You ask for a perambulator as if it were a sixpenny-ha'penny toy! What would a perambulator cost?"
She retained control enough to reply:
"I--I have a catalogue. The one I've marked--I'd thought of--is--is three pounds ten."
Osborn threw away restraint.
"Three pounds ten!" he cried. "Within ten bob of a week's salary! Do you realise what you're asking? My God, women have a cheek. You bleed a man and bleed him until--until he don't know where to turn. It's ask, ask, ask--"
Then Marie also flung off restraint and gave all her pent-up nerves play. They faced each other like furies, he red and grim, she shaken and shrill.
"Ask, ask, ask! And what has marriage ever given me? Look at me! I was happy till I married you! I never knew what it was to be so poor and--and grudged till I'd married you! I didn't know what marriage was. I didn't know I'd be hungry and worried--yes, hungry!--and made ashamed to ask for every penny that I couldn't get without asking. Why can't I get it? Why, because you took me away from my job and married me! I cook for you, and sew and sweep and dust for you, and you take it all as a matter of course. All I've given up for you you take as a matter of course!
"All I've suffered for you you take as a matter of course ... you _men!_"
"I didn't know what it'd be like to have a baby, or, God knows, I'd never have had one--"
"Be quiet!" shouted Osborn. "Be quiet!"
But she raved on:
"No, I wouldn't! I wouldn't, I tell you! What do you expect of women?
You expect us to want babies and bear them in all that--hell, and be pleased to have them; and--and to put up with begging from you for them! And you don't care how weak we are--how our backs ache; you don't care if the baby goes out or stays in--if _I_ go out or stay in. It's your child, isn't it? It's not all _my_ fault we had it, is it? There's a lucid question for _you_! Answer it!"