Lunar Chronicles - #1 Cinder - Page 22
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Catching on to the hint in her tone, Kai stopped walking and turned to face her, eyes burning.

Cinder lowered her voice, speaking in a rush. I know what it is you were looking for. I heard some of the information Nainsi had discovered.

I dont even know what she discovered yet.

She nodded. Itsinteresting.

His gaze brightened and he inched toward her, craning his neck. Shes alive, isnt she? Does Nainsi know where to find her?

Cinder shook her head, fear clawing at her, knowing that Levana was somewhere in these very walls. We cant talk about this here. And Nainsi will know more than I do anyway.

Kai frowned and stepped back, but she could see his thoughts still churning as he proceeded to the elevator bank and gave directions to the android there.

So, he said, folding his arms while they waited. Youre telling me that Nainsi has some important information, but some unknown person may also have that information.

Im afraid so, said Cinder. Also, the chip itself was unusual. It wasnt silicon or carbon. It was like no chip Id ever seen before.

Kai peered at her, brows knit. How so?

Cinder held up her fingers as if pinching the chip between them, envisioning it. Size and shape, it looked just like a normal chip. But it was shimmery. Liketiny gemstones. Pearlescent, kind of.

The color drained from Kais face. A second later, he shut his eyes with a grimace. Its Lunar.

What? Are you sure?

Their ships are made out of the same stuff. Im not sure what it is but He cursed, kneading his thumb across his temple. It must have been Sybil, or her guard. They arrived days before Nainsi broke down.

Sybil?

Levanas thaumaturge. The minion that does all her dirty work.

Cinder felt like a clamp was suffocating her lungs. If the information had gone to this Sybil, it had almost certainly gone to the queen.

Elevator B for His Imperial Highness, said the android as the doors of the second elevator opened. Cinder followed Kai into it, unable to resist glancing up at the camera on the ceiling. If Lunars had infiltrated a royal android, they could have infiltrated anything in the palace.

She brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear, her paranoia forcing her to act normal as the doors closed. I take it things arent going too well with the queen?

Kai grimaced as if it were the most painful topic in the world and fell back against the wall. Cinders heart stirred, watching as his royal demeanor slid off him. She dropped her gaze to the toes of her boots.

I didnt think it was possible to hate anyone as much as I hate her. Shes evil.

Cinder flinched. Do you think its safe toI mean, if she put this chip in your android

Understanding flickered over Kais face. He looked up at the camera, then shrugged. I dont care. She knows I hate her. Trust me, shes not trying very hard to change that.

Cinder licked her lips. I saw what she did to the protestors.

Kai nodded. I shouldnt have let her face them. Once it gets on the netscreens about how fast she controlled them, the city will be chaos. He folded his arms, scrunching his shoulders up toward his ears. Plus, shes now under the impression that were intentionally harboring Lunar fugitives.

Her heart skipped. Really?

I know, its absurd. The last thing I want is more power-hungry Lunars running rampant in my country. Why would I? Argh. Its so frustrating.

Cinder rubbed her arms, suddenly nervous. She was the reason Levana believed Kai was harboring Lunars. She hadnt considered that being noticed by the queen could put Kai in jeopardy too.

When Kai fell silent, she risked a glance at him. He was staring at her hands. Cinder snapped them up against her chest, checking the gloves, but they were fine.

Do you ever take those off? he asked.

No.

Kai tilted his head, peering at her as if he could see right through to the metal plate in her head. The intensity of his gaze didnt mellow. I think you should go to the ball with me.

She clutched her fingers. His expression was too genuine, too sure. Her nerves tingled. Stars, she muttered. Didnt you already ask me that?

Im hoping for a more favorable answer this time. And I seem to be getting more desperate by the minute.

How charming.

Kais lips twitched. Please?

Why?

Why not?

I mean, why me?

Kai hooked his thumbs on his pockets. So if my escape hover breaks down, Ill have someone on hand to fix it?

She rolled her eyes and found herself unable to look at him again, staring instead at the red emergency button beside the doors.

I mean it. I cant go alone. And I really cant go with Levana.

Well there are about 200,000 single girls in this city who would fall over themselves to have the privilege.

A hush passed between them. He wasnt touching her, but she could feel his presence, warm and overpowering. She could feel the elevator growing hot, despite the fact that her temperature gauge assured her it hadnt changed.

Cinder.

She couldnt help it. She looked at him. Her defenses withered a bit upon encountering the openness in his brown eyes. His confidence had been replaced with worry. Uncertainty.

200,000 single girls, he said. Why not you?

Cyborg. Lunar. Mechanic. She was the last thing he wanted.

She opened her lips, and the elevator stopped. Im sorry. But trust meyou dont want to go with me.

The doors opened and the tension released her. She rushed out of the elevator, head down, trying not to look at the small group of people waiting for an elevator.

Come to the ball with me.

She froze. Everyone in the hallway froze.

Cinder turned back. Kai was still standing in elevator B, one hand propping open the door.

Her nerves were frazzled, and all the emotions of the past hour were converging into a single, sickening feelingexasperation. The hall was filled with doctors, nurses, androids, officials, technicians, and they all fell into an awkward hush and stared at the prince and the girl in the baggy cargo pants he was flirting with.

Flirting.

Squaring her shoulders, she retreated back into the elevator and pushed him inside, not even caring that it was with her metal hand. Hold the elevator, he said to the android as the doors shut them in. He smiled. That got your attention.

Listen, she said. Im sorry. I really am. But I cant go to the ball with you. You just have to trust me on that.

He gazed down at the gloved hand splayed across his chest. Cinder pulled away, crossing her arms over her chest.

Why? Why dont you want to go with me?

She huffed. Its not that I dont want to go with you, its that Im not going at all.

So you do want to go with me.

Cinder locked her shoulders. It doesnt matter. Because I cant.

But I need you.

Need me?

Yes. Dont you see? If Im spending all my time with you, then Queen Levana cant rope me in to any conversations or He shuddered. Dancing.

Cinder reeled back, her gaze losing focus. Queen Levana. Of course this was about Queen Levana. What had Peony told her, ages ago? Rumors of a marriage alliance?

Not that I have anything against dancing. I can dance. If you want to dance.

She squinted at him. What?

Or not, if you dont want to. Or if you dont know how. Which is nothing to be ashamed of.

She started to rub her forehead, a headache developing, but stopped when she realized her gloves were filthy. I really, really cant go, she said. You see I dont have a dress. Adri wont allow it. Because Queen Levana would kill me. Its my sister.

Your sister?

She wet her throat and dropped her gaze to the polished blackwood floor. Even the elevators were exquisite in the palace. Yes. My little sister. She has the plague. And it just wouldnt be the same without her, and I cant gowont go. Im sorry. Cinder was surprised to find the words ringing true, even to her ear. She wondered if her lie detector would have gone off if it could see her.

Kai slipped back against the wall, hair fringing his eyes. No, Im sorry. I didnt know.

You couldnt have. Cinder rubbed her palms down her sides. Her skin had grown hot beneath the gloves. Actually, theres somethingId like to tell you. If thats all right.

He listed his head, curious.

I just think shed like you to know about her is all. Umher name is Peony. Shes fourteen, and shes madly in love with you.

His eyebrows rose.

I just thought that if, by some crazy miracle, she might survivedo you think you could ask her to dance? At the ball? Cinders voice chafed her throat as she said it, knowing that crazy miracles didnt happen. But she had to ask.

Kais gaze burned into her, and he gave her a slow, determined nod. It would be my pleasure.

She dipped her head. Ill let her know to look forward to it. From the edge of her gaze, Cinder saw Kai slip a hand into his pocket and ball it into a fist.

People are probably getting suspicious out there, said Cinder. The rumors will be spreading like mad. She put an awkward chuckle into the statement, but Kai didnt match it. When she dared to look up at him again, he was staring unfocused at the paneled wall behind her, his shoulders heavy.

Are you all right?

He started to nod, but stopped. Levana thinks she can play me like a puppet. His brow creased. And it just occurred to me that she might be right.

Cinder fidgeted with her gloves. How easy it was to forget who she was speaking to, and all the things he must have on his mind, things so much more important than her. Even more important than Peony.

I feel like Im going to ruin everything, he said.

You wont. She itched to reach out to him, but held back, wringing her hands. Youre going to be one of those emperors that everyone loves and admires.

Yeah. Im sure.

I mean it. Look how much you care, how hard youre trying, and youre not even emperor yet. Besides. She folded her arms, burying her hands. Its not like youre alone. You have advisers and province reps and secretaries and treasurers andI mean, really, how much harm can one man possibly do all on his own?

Kai half laughed. Youre not really making me feel better, but I appreciate the effort. He raised his eyes to the ceiling. I shouldnt be telling you all this, anyway. It isnt your problem to worry about. Its justyoure easy to talk to.

She shuffled her feet. It is kind of my problem. I mean, we all have to live here.

You could move to Europe.

You know, Ive actually been considering that lately.

Kai laughed again, the warmth returning to the sound. If thats not a vote of confidence, I dont know what is.

She ducked her head. Look, I know youre royalty and all, but people are probably getting really impatient for this ele Her breath snagged as Kai leaned forward, so close she was sure for a heartbeat he meant to kiss her. She froze, a wave of panic crashing into her, and barely managed to look up.

Instead of kissing her, he whispered, Imagine there was a cure, but finding it would cost you everything. It would completely ruin your life. What would you do?

The warm air enclosed her. So close, she could catch a faint soapy smell coming from him.

His eyes bored into hers, waiting, a tinge desperate.

Cinder wet her mouth. Ruin my life to save a million others? Its not much of a choice.

His lips partedshe had no choice but to look at them and then immediately back into his eyes. She could almost count the black lashes around them. But then a sadness filtered into his gaze.

Youre right. Theres no real choice.

Her body simultaneously yearned to close the gap between them and push him away. The anticipation that warmed her lips made it impossible to do either. Your Highness?

She tilted her face toward him, the subtlest of movements. She listened to his wavering breath and this time, it was his eyes dropping to her lips.

Im sorry, he said. Im sure this is horribly inappropriate, butit seems that my life is about to be ruined.

Her brow drew together, questioning, but he didnt elaborate. His fingers, light as a breath, brushed her elbow. He craned his head. Cinder couldnt move, barely managing to wet her lips as her eyes slipped shut.

Pain exploded in her head. Raced down her spine.

Cinder gasped and folded over, gripping her stomach. The world lurched. Acid burned her throat. Kai cried out and caught her as she stumbled forward, easing her onto the elevator floor.