Myron kept his eyes on the skyline. "You said a guy with a Spanish accent made the nine-one-one call?"

"Yes. He used one of their portable phones. It was on the floor downstairs. Probably dropped it when he was running out. We checked it for prints, but everything is pretty smeared up on it. We have Lex's and Suzze's and that's about it. When the paramedics got here, the door was still open. They came in and found her up here."

Myron jammed his hands into his pockets. The breeze hit his face. "You realize that your theory about an illegal immigrant or maintenance worker makes no sense."

"Why not?"

"A janitor or whatever walks by, happens to see-what?-the door ajar, comes all the way into the apartment, and then, I guess, goes out on the roof?"

Muse thought about that. "You have a point."

"It is much more likely that the person who called was here with her when she shot up."

"So?"

"What do you mean, so?"

"Like I said before, I'm in this for the crime, not curiosity. If she was shooting up with a friend and if he or she ran, I'm really not up for prosecuting that. If it was her drug dealer, okay, maybe if I can find the person and then prove he sold her the drugs, but really, that's not what I'm trying to find out."

"I was with her the night before, Muse."

"I know."

"I was right here on this very roof. She was troubled, but she wasn't suicidal."

"So you told me," Muse said. "But think about it-troubled but not suicidal. That's a pretty fine distinction. And for the record, I never said she was suicidal. But she was troubled, right? That could have led to her falling off the wagon-and maybe she just fell too hard."

The wind kicked up again. Suzze's voice-was this the last thing she said to him?-came with it: "We all keep secrets, Myron." "We all keep secrets, Myron."

"And here's another thing to think about," Muse said. "If this was a murder, it was pretty much the dumbest one I've ever seen. Let's say you wanted Suzze dead. Let's say you could even somehow get her to take the heroin on her own without physical force. Maybe you put a gun against her head, whatever. You with me?"

"Go on."

"Well, if you want to kill her, why not just kill her? Why call nine-one-one and take the chance that she'd be alive when they got here? For that matter, with the amount of drugs she took, why not lead her under that arch and get her to fall off? Either way, what you do not not do is call the paramedics or leave with the door open for a janitor or whatever. Do you see what I mean?" do is call the paramedics or leave with the door open for a janitor or whatever. Do you see what I mean?"

"I do," Myron said.

"Am I making sense?"

"You are."

"Do you have anything that disputes what I said?"

"Not a thing," Myron said, trying to sort it through in his head. "So if you're right, she probably contacted her dealer yesterday. Any clues on who it was?"

"Not yet, no. We know that she took a drive yesterday. There was an E-ZPa.s.s. .h.i.t on the Garden State Parkway near Route Two-eighty. She could have headed to Newark."

Myron considered that. "Did you check her car?"

"Her car? No. Why?"

"Do you mind if I check it?"

"Do you have keys?"

"I do."

She shook her head. "Agents. Go ahead. I have to get back to work."

"One more question, Muse."

Muse just waited.

"Why are you showing me all this after I pulled the attorneyclient card last night?"

"Because right now I have no case anyway," she said. "And because if somehow I'm missing something-if somehow this was a murder-it doesn't matter who you're supposed to defend. You cared about Suzze. You wouldn't just let her killer walk."

They headed down the elevator in silence. Muse got off at ground level. Myron went down to the garage. He hit the remote control and listened for the beep. Suzze drove a Mercedes S63 AMG. He opened it and slipped into the driver's seat. He got a whiff of some wildflower perfume and it made him think of Suzze. He opened the glove compartment and found the registration, insurance card, and the car manual. He searched under the seats for-he wasn't sure what, really. Clues. All he found was loose change and two pens. Sherlock Holmes probably could have used them to figure out exactly where Suzze had gone, but Myron couldn't.

He turned the car on, started up the dashboard GPS. He hit "previous destinations" and saw a list of spots Suzze had plugged in for directions. Sherlock Holmes, eat your heart out. The most recent destination was in Ka.s.selton, New Jersey. Hmm. In order to get there, you'd have to take the Garden State Parkway past Exit 146 per the E-ZPa.s.s records.

The second-to-last input was an intersection in Edison, New Jersey. Myron pulled out his BlackBerry and started typing in the addresses listed. When he finished he e-mailed them to Esperanza. She could look them up online, figure out whether any of them were important. There were no dates next to inputs, so for all Myron knew, Suzze had visited these places months ago and rarely used the GPS.

Still all signs pointed to the fact that Suzze visited Ka.s.selton recently, maybe even the day of her death. It might be worth a quick visit.

20.

The address in Ka.s.selton was a four-store strip mall anch.o.r.ed by a Kings Supermarket. The other three storefronts housed a Renato's Pizzeria, a make-your-own ice cream parlor called SnowCap, and an old-school barbershop dubbed "Sal and Shorty Joe's Hair-Clipping," complete with the cla.s.sic red-and-white pole out front.

So why had Suzze come out here?

There were, of course, supermarkets and ice cream parlors and pizzerias far closer to her home and somehow Myron doubted that either Sal or Shorty Joe did Suzze's hair. So why drive out this way? Myron stood there and waited for the answer to come to him. Two minutes pa.s.sed. The answer did not arrive, so Myron decided to give it a nudge.

He started with the Kings Supermarket. Not sure what else to do, he flashed a picture of Suzze T around and asked whether anyone had seen her. Working old-school. Like Sal and Shorty Joe. A few people recognized Suzze from her tennis days. A few had seen her on the news last night and a.s.sumed Myron was a cop, an a.s.sumption he did little to correct. In the end though, no one had seen her in the supermarket.

Strike one.

Myron headed back outside. He looked out at the parking lot. Best odds? Suzze had driven here for a drug buy. Drug dealers, especially in suburbia, used public lots all the time. You park your cars side by side, open front windows, someone tosses money from one car to another, someone tosses drugs back.

He tried to picture it. Suzze, the woman who had told him the night before about secrets and worried about being too compet.i.tive, all eight months pregnant of her, the woman who walked into his office two days earlier saying, "I'm so d.a.m.n happy"-that Suzze had driven out to this strip mall to buy enough heroin to kill herself?

Sorry, no, Myron wasn't buying it.

Maybe she was meeting someone else, not a drug dealer, in this lot. Maybe, maybe not. Great detective work so far. Okay, there was still work to be done. Renato's Pizzeria was closed. The barbershop, however, was doing business. Through the storefront window, Myron could see the older men jabbering away, arguing in that good-natured ways guys do, looking remarkably content. He turned to SnowCap ice cream parlor. Someone was hanging up a sign: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LAUREN! Girls, probably around the age of eight, maybe nine, were heading inside toting birthday presents. Their mothers held their hands, exhausted, harried, happy.

Suzze's voice: "I'm so d.a.m.ned happy." "I'm so d.a.m.ned happy."

This, he thought, looking at the mothers, should have been Suzze's life. It would have been. It was what Suzze wanted. People do dumb things. They throw away happiness as though it were a soiled napkin. That could have been what happened here-Suzze, so close to true joy, messed it up as was her wont.

He looked through the parlor's front window and watched the little girls pull away from their mothers and greet one another with squeals and hugs. The parlor was a swirl of colors and movement. The mothers moved to the corner with the coffee urn. Myron again tried to picture Suzze here, where she belonged, when he noticed a man standing behind the counter, staring at him. The man was older, midsixties, with the middle-management belly spread and citation-worthy comb-over. He stared at Myron through gla.s.ses that were a touch too fashionable, like something a hip urban architect might sport, and he kept pushing them back up his nose.

The manager, Myron figured. Probably always looking out the window like this, guarding the grounds, a busybody. Perfect. Myron approached the door with Suzze T's picture at the ready. By the time he got to the door, the man was already there, holding it open.

"Can I help you?" the man asked.

Myron held up the picture. The man looked at the photograph and his eyes closed.

"Have you seen this woman?" Myron asked.

His voice seemed very far away. "I spoke to her yesterday."

This guy did not look like a drug dealer. "What about?"

The man swallowed, started to turn away. "My daughter," he said. "She wanted to know about my daughter."

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"Follow me," the man said.

They walked past the ice cream counter. The woman working behind it was in a wheelchair. She had a great big smile and was telling a customer about the oddly named ice cream flavors and all the possible ingredients you could mix into them. Myron glanced to his left. The party was in full swing. The girls were taking turns mixing and mashing ice cream in order to create their own flavors. Two high school-age girls helped with the heavy scooping while another mixed in Reese's Pieces, cookie dough, Oreos, sprinkles, Gummi Bears, nuts, chocolate chips, even granola.

"Do you like ice cream?" the man asked.

Myron spread his hands. "Who doesn't like ice cream?"

"Not many people, knock wood." The man rapped a Formica tabletop with his knuckles as they pa.s.sed. "What flavor can I get you?"

"I'm fine, thank you."

But he wouldn't take no for an answer. "Kimberly?"

The woman in the wheelchair looked up.

"Make our guest here the SnowCap Melter."

"Sure thing."

The store was blanketed with the SnowCap ice cream logo. That should have given it to him. SnowCap. Snow. Myron took another look at the man's face. The fifteen years had been neither a friend nor an enemy to the man-normal aging-but now Myron started to put it together.

"You're Karl Snow," Myron said. "Alista's father."

"Are you a cop?" he asked Myron.

Myron hesitated.

"It doesn't matter. I've got nothing to say."

Myron decided to give him a push. "Are you going to help cover up another murder?"

Myron expected shock or outrage, but instead he got a firm headshake. "I read the papers. Suzze T died of an overdose."

Maybe a bigger push: "Right, and your daughter just fell out a window."

Myron regretted the words the moment they escaped his lips. Too much too soon. He waited for the eruption. It didn't come. Karl Snow's face sagged. "Sit down," he said. "Tell me who you are."

Myron sat facing Karl Snow and introduced himself. Behind Snow, Lauren's birthday party was growing happily rowdy. Myron thought about the obvious juxtaposition-a girl's birthday party being hosted by a man who lost his own-but then he let it go.

"The news said she overdosed," Karl Snow said. "Is that true?"

"I'm not sure," Myron said. "That's why I'm looking into it."

"I don't get it. Why you? Why not the police?"

"Could you just tell me why she was here?"

Karl Snow leaned back, pushed his gla.s.ses back up his nose. "Let me ask you something before we get into this. Do you have any evidence at all that Suzze T was murdered-yes or no?"

"For one thing," Myron said, "there's the fact that she was eight months pregnant and looking forward to starting a family."

He did not look impressed. "That doesn't sound like much evidence."

"It's not," Myron said. "But here's what I do know for certain. Suzze drove out here yesterday. She talked to you. A few hours later, she was dead."

He glanced behind him. The young woman in the wheelchair started toward them with an ice cream monstrosity. Myron started to get up to help, but Karl Snow shook his head. Myron stayed where he was.

"One SnowCap Melter," the woman said, putting it in front of Myron. "Enjoy."

The Melter would have trouble fitting in the trunk of a car. Myron half expected the table to tilt over. "This is for one person?" Myron asked.

"Yep," she said.

He looked at her. "Does it come with angioplasty or maybe a shot of insulin?"

She rolled her eyes. "Golly, I've never heard that one before."

Karl Snow said, "Mr. Bolitar, meet my daughter Kimberly."

"Nice to meet you," Kimberly said, awarding him with the kind of smile that makes the cynical think about the celestial. They chatted for a minute or two-she was the store manager, Karl just owned the place-and then she wheeled herself back behind the counter.

Karl was still watching his daughter when he said, "She was twelve when Alista . . ." He stopped, as though not sure what word to use. "Their mother died two years earlier from breast cancer. I didn't handle it well. I started drinking too much. Kimberly was born with CP. She needed constant care. I guess that Alista, well, I guess she slipped through the cracks."

As if on cue, a big laugh exploded from the party behind him. Myron glanced over at Lauren, the birthday girl. She too was smiling, a ring of chocolate around her mouth.