Light Beyond ~ Chapter Seven~

Everything that happened after that passed by in an instant.

The silhouette of the tanned man suddenly became larger. He lifted his right hand up with great force and, the moment she realized that, he swung it down. She could hear the sharp sound of the passing wind by her ears. And then, roughly at the same time, a dull shock impacted against her. Yuna was completely confused. In that moment, her entire body had judged that she was going to be attacked by that unfamiliar man. But the coldness of the ground striking her cheek brought Yunas consciousness back to reality.

Right now, Yuna was lying on the ground. The one who had pushed her and thrown himself on top to cover her was Asyut.

By the time Yuna managed to raise her upper body, Asyut had already brought himself up to a knee and was guarding her against their opponent.

The person who assaulted her was someone who was around the same age as Asyut. He gripped a dagger in his right hand. And he was looking down at Asyut and Yuna with hatred burning in his eyes. There was an unthinkable strength that poured out of him, despite his haggard appearance, but Yuna trembled with fear just from his appearance.

Dont get in my way!

Shouting, the man leapt at them again. Asyut placed a hand on the handle of his sword, but he didnt move and simply glared at the other person. As the distance shrank, Yuna was unable to bear it and gave a small scream. Right at that moment, a thick arm stretched out from behind the man and twisted the right hand of the man strongly. Like that, the mans body was thrown into the air and then immediately hit the ground.

Guah!

The owner of that arm was Siegcrest. Placing his weight on the mans back, Siegcrest skillfully held the man down so that he could not move an inch.

whew, that was a close call. Im glad I came to check on you two.

It was around that time that their surroundings started to make a commotion. Everyone who had been here hadnt been able to move during those sudden events. But the spell was broken, and it seemed like everyone started to realize the abnormality of the situation.

Wretch, there is no way you dont know who this lady is. You must understand what youve done, right!?

Asyut, who had stood up, questioned the man harshly.

Theres no way I wouldnt know!!

Even though the man was held down by Siegcrest, he was able to answer firmly.

As if I could forget this womans face! The saint, more horrible than any demon, Celiastina! Thats right, Im going to kill you. Ill definitely kill you. ILL KILL YOU!!

Yuna lost her words at the shouts of the man, who seemed to be peering into madness.

This excessively violent and deep hatred. His murderous intent.

It wasnt something she could take. Unconsciously, Yuna took a step back. But, as if caught, she felt herself getting drawn into those burning eyes.

On top of committing this kind of violence towards the saint, you would still mock her!?

I did it knowing that I would die, do you think Id care?!

The man shouted wildly, uncaring about the pressure from Asyut.

This woman stole everything from me! The happiness I finally got! Give me back Rin, give her back!!

I wont listen to your nonsense. Guards, take this man to the prison immediately.

Wait!

Yunas voice, which was out of place, broke in. She had shouted instinctively.

Lady Celiastina!

Its fine, let him speak. Ill listen to everything he wants to say.

Reining in Asyut, who had objected, Yuna faced the man. His eyes widened, as if in disbelief, but then his expression was immediately dominated by a furious anger.

What, are you pretending to have mercy at this point in time?! Whats the point of that! You stole everything from me. Our future, our smiles, and even our meager happiness!

Why did you kill Rin?! Why did you kill my wife!? Why couldnt you just have killed me. Why was it Rin!? What did she do?! Isnt that absolutely mad?!

She remembered. He was the young man who had been imprisoned in the Holy Jail. On the night she had visited the Holy Jail, he was that voice who had begged her to spare just Rin.

I absolutely wont forgive you. I WONT FORGIVE YOU!!

The man struggled violently, even though he was held down, but he was unable to thrust aside Siegcrest. But still, somehow his right hand escaped its restraint and crawled along the ground for the dagger that had been thrown down beside him.

I wont let you!

Asyut quickly kicked the dagger, and it made a light sound as it tumbled across the stone floor. Yuna picked up the dagger, which had rolled close to her, and felt its coldness in the palm of her hand.

In the moment where Yunas attention had been stolen by the dagger, the man was pressed down to the ground again by several patrolling guards, including Siegcrest.

Guh, let me go!

To think that you would still try to harm Lady Celiastina even now. Do you want to lose your neck here?

With cold eyes, Asyut drew his sword this time.

The mans shoulders trembled at the clear sound of the sword blade leaving its sheath. At the same time, Yuna felt like her heart was being seized. During the ceremony of worship, there was a black shape crawling on the ground, and soldiers who looked down at it. And then it was killed all too soon the poisonous bug.

Wait, Asyut!

Yuna ran up to Asyut as if she sprung to him. And then she held his left hand and looked up at him desperately.

Stop, dont kill him!!

Lady Celiastina, please step back. In any case, this man will receive capital punishment. We cannot allow you to be hurt by any chance.

I said no! Because, I dont even have a single scratch. For that to be a capital punishment is crazy!

Youre saying that? Borrowing this persons words, youre saying that at this point in time?

The gaze he had directed at the man moved onto Yuna. There was also a flicker of hatred in Asyuts eyes.

No, no! I dont care if its too late! You absolutely cant kill this person!

Lady Celiastina.

Irritated from the bottom of his heart, Asyut sighed. Siegcrest, who had been silent up to now, rebuked Celiastina in a low voice.

Hey, Celia, I told you to correct your selfishness, right? To direct a violent towards the saint is an act that is definitely not allowed. Its natural for that to be a capital punishment.

But originally this persons wife was

EVEN THEN!

Siegcrests voice was rough and Yuna shrunk her body at that.

Dont you understand? If you forgive this person here, the royal palace will fall into chaos. No one would be punished for carrying out their revenge on the hated saint. There will definitely be lots of people, knights like me,who will come out. Because there are heaps of people who hate the saint.

ah.

It was such a sound argument that Yuna couldnt say anything back. The seeds sown by Celiastina had grown large, and those vines were now chasing her wherever she went and entwining around her. Was he saying that if she overlooked this man right here then the resentment towards her will just increase even more?

We have to settle this in front of everyone who is watching. This is the duty of those who stand at the top. That is why Asyut will harden his heart and execute this man. Listen, Celia, the death of this man for your sake will stain Asyuts hands. Do not forget that.

Something like that. Such a thing.

Her vision grew dark. Siegcrest wasnt wrong. She was sure she was the one who was wrong. But if the only thing gained from pursuing a proper path was just suffering then, even so, was she supposed to withdraw?

No.

Yuna thought this strongly.

Whether this was selfishness or arrogance, or if she was told that she wasnt thinking about anything or the outlook of the circumstances and future of her surroundings, she didnt want to hurt the people she could reach any more. She wasnt going to let such a thing repeat anymore, never.

No.

Celia

You absolutely cant! How can you take a life so easily? Hes alive. Right now, this person is alive. Hes someone who can continue living, even into the future, Im sure. Please understand just how precious that is.

Siegcrest had a sour face.

Celia. People like us are humans who have made fighting their livelihood. Do you think we easily kill people without thinking anything? Thats impossible. Its obvious we understand, what it means to take the life of a person. It is on top of that which we are saying this man should be executed.

They didnt actually understand! Yunas body trembled from the shout that welled up from the bottom of her heart. The tomorrow that was to come was never going to happen for an eternity; they were surely unable to really understand that meaning. Even she didnt know a bird that flies straight through the blue sky, the trees that rustle and shake their bodies to the passing of a gentle wind, the soft and sweet smell of flowers shone on from sunlight filtering through the trees just what exactly did it mean for this world that she could react to with her whole body to be lost forever? And, surely, she would never know. How big that world was supposed to have spread over a long, long time.

Yuna put strength into her hands that clung to Asyut.

Im begging you, dont kill him. Please!

And then she kneeled like that. Seeing that, everyone in the area became speechless. Of course Asyut did, the passerbys who were watching the course of these events, Siegcrest who was holding the man down, and even the man himself who was being held down. Everyone was looking in mute amazement at the saint who had lowered her head.

Fuu, Siegcrest exhaled a deep sigh. What do we do, he pestered Asyut with just his eyes. Asyut, who received that gaze, had an unpleasant expression, of course, and the furrow between his brows deepened.

It looks like Lady Celiastina will not be pleased to have dirty blood flowing in front of her. But then that is very natural. To sever the neck of this manservant in front of the saint, who is the messenger of God, was a foolish manner for me to have. Please, I beseech you to forgive me.

With an expression that oozed irritation, Asyut faced Yuna and bowed formally in a knightly style.

Then

For the moment, let us transfer this man to the prison. Afterwards, the appropriate measures will be taken.

Thats!

Siegcrest.

Asyut interrupted the saints criticism and quickly called out to his friend beside him.

Sorry, but take this man to the prison together with the guards. I will take Lady Celiastina back to her room.

Aa, got it.

W-Wait. What I want to say is

Now then, everyone, return to your stations. It is forbidden to make a fuss about this carelessly.

This time it looked like no matter what happened he wasnt going to defer to her. Ignoring Yuna completely, Asyut ordered the people in their surroundings with a firm attitude. In this way, an atmosphere spread all at once of this being an issue that was settled. The people who had been standing still and watching the development of events, each and every one scattered quickly without saying a word. And then what remained behind was Yuna, who was stunned and still clinging to Asyuts arm, and Asyut who looked down at her with an indescribable expression.

Lady Celiastina, you should return as well. It would be best for you to compose yourself in your room.

Horrible. Horrible, horrible.

Calm down in her room? How could he say such a thing calmly. Even though someone had been about to lose their life in front of their own eyes.

Her anger bubbled and welled up but she couldnt strike Asyut with it. In the first place the main cause was Celiastina. And that Celiastina right now was none other than herself. If it had been Celiastina in the past, she might have even drank her tea calmly in this situation.

Horrible. Horrible, horrible. Horrible!

Just what was? She didnt know anymore. What was she being so angry towards? Yuna suddenly felt exhausted and was driven with the urge to collapse on the spot.

Returning to her room, Yuna threw her body onto a sofa with a thud. Exhausted. She was completely exhausted.

Asyut, who came in following her, eyed Yuna, who had her head dropped, calmly and closed the door behind him. Yuna, who thought he would have immediately left once he escorted her to her room, raised her head questioningly at his action.

You appear to be quite concerned about that person.

Yuna only stared blankly at Asyut.

Lady Celiastina, you should still be missing your memories and so you must not know of who that person is, correct?

She gave a small nod.

His name is Duo Ulugh. He lived in the royal palace and worked as a cook. Recently, he brought his fiance to the palace and they had just married. Originally, the motive for Duos imprisonment was that there was something like a small stone in your soup, Lady Celiastina. The one who made that soup was Duo, and so you called him. The conversation became an argument and the result was Duo being sent to the Holy Jail.

Of course this was the first time she heard this, but she wasnt very shocked. She already knew without a doubt that the excuse for what happened was a small thing.

It was my orders to execute Rin, right?

Yes.

I heard Duos voice in the Holy Jail. He was shouting that he didnt care what happened to him and that he just wanted Rin saved.

Perhaps she should have confronted him the moment she heard his voice.

Most likely that would have already been too late. Because it was after Rin had been executed by Celiastinas orders. Even so, if she had talked to him properly that night, and maybe this was nothing more than her conceit, but perhaps he wouldnt have done something to get him imprisoned again.

Asyut, could you let me be alone for a while? You can go home now.

Yuna muttered this without any strength. And yet Asyut, who received those words, did not move at all.

Please, I want to be alone.

Right now, she couldnt bear to be beside anyone. Yuna tried to keep back, one way or another, the part of her that wanted to lash out unreasonably. She wanted to throw an outburst, she wanted to hit someone with this anger and irritation that had no outlet.

But Asyut did not leave.

Lady Celiastina, if it is your command, then even the laws of this country can be overruled.

It was a quiet voice.

If you say you do not want that person to be executed then no one, no matter who they are, would be able to lay a hand on him.

But, but, just then

Yes, Siegcrest and I opposed that. Because we believe that one should refrain from abusing ones authority like that. If one passes their own unreasonable demands, then it will buy great animosity from the common people. And not just that. This time, like Siegcrest said, this could also expose you directly to danger.

At Asyuts voice, which was persistently calm and quiet, Yuna was naturally brought back to calmness.

It is necessary for you to understand your own position more. Furthermore, I as the First Holy Knight and Siegcrest as the vice-captain of the Order of Holy Knights, cannot so easily accept your selfish requests on the spot, or else the displeasure of the people there will be amplified Right now, the royal palace is like a microcosm of the relationship between this country and the saint.

That may be true, but

Do not think that things will go well as long as one follows their morals.

Yuna lowered her head and bit her lip. Asyut wasnt wrong. A death penalty on those who worked to harm an important person was this countrys law. And so sentencing Duo in that case was the proper course of action. She herself thought that she shouldnt brandish around the saints authority, and she agreed with Asyut and the others that doing that wouldnt be desirable.

But.

Even so, I want to spare that person.

Hearing those words, Asyut quietly closed his eyes.

Im sorry, but I just cant let that happen no matter what. If someone important to me had been hurt, then Id be the same and I wouldnt be able to forgive the saint.

Haltingly, she changed the whirlpool of thoughts inside her into words. As he heard her words, Asyuts face twisted as if in pain.

Lady Celiastina, you are the saint of this country. You cannot make decisions based on your feelings.

No, thats not it. Like I said before, I cannot be the saint when someones life is concerned.

Lady Celiastina.

Asyut, you would understand that persons feelings, right? You wouldnt be able to forgive me for executing that person and then walking around the royal palace looking like I owned the place, right? Please, say it. Say that you wont execute that person.

Asyut shook his head. That his expression looked like he was about to cry was surely just her imagination.

You really have lost your memories, havent you.

Eh?

Nevermind, he only answered in a low voice.

I must fulfill the role that was granted to me. Even when a persons life is concerned. Lady Celiastina, please withdraw your words. If you do not, then we will only continue to talk past each other.

I cant do that! If you say my orders are absolute then, please, spare that person. If he is in jail, then release him immediately!

You have been told repeatedly that doing so will change the entire atmosphere in this royal palace. If, by some chance, there is an increase in the people who wish to harm you then we may not be able to protect you. This person, Duo, had been regarded as dangerous after the liberation of the Holy Jail. And yet this situation happened when we had been paying close attention to him so that he would not come near you. What will happen if the royal palace falls into even more confusion?

But if that person was executed here, the animosity everyone feels towards me wont disappear. In that case, even if that person is saved

Lady Celiastina, you do not seem to understand the influence your words have on the common people. Not just you, but that person peoples views towards Duo will certainly change. You, who has ordered people to be executed without any hesitation up to now, suddenly spares Duo unconditionally then everyone will speculate as to what means Duo used or what kind of relationship he has with the saint.

To Duo that would be more painful than death. It would be the utmost humiliating thing for him, would it not?

She hadnt thought about that. Its true that to Duo there might be bad rumors spread. And if that happened, then it would cause him a lot of pain. But was that more important than life and death? She didnt know what she should do.

In any case, please rest for now. I do not think a conclusion will be reached even if we continue to talk like this. Duo will not be executed today or tomorrow, so please consider the best course of action carefully.

Asyut straightened his posture again and inclined his head slightly. As he lowered his head, his eyes did not connect with Yunas. It might be that Asyut himself had doubts. Yuna swallowed the words that had reached her throat and somehow managed to nod.

After Asyut left the room, Yuna laid down on her wide bed. She felt like all the strength in her body left her. Turning onto her back, she stared hard at her canopy. Fine patterns were gathered together to make one large design. Maybe because she had been staring at it for such a long time, but she started to see an optical illusion of the pattern moving slightly.

Duos situation was devastating. It was the first time she had been faced with such intense hatred. Up to now, she had met with people who had been hurt by Celiastinas follies. But each and every one of them seemed to hold themselves back when coming in contact with her. Was everyone actually holding violent urges just like Duo?

(Why did things come to this point?)

Yuna clenched her hands on the white sheets. She felt like she was undeserving of the sensation of the soft and slippery sheets.

(Celiastina must have regretted a lot of things to end up thinking hard about committing suicide. In that case, was she unable to redo things before they got to this point?)

As she thought this, she was suddenly assaulted by a feeling of nausea. Insuppressible feelings of violent anger and hate attacked Yuna.

It was so intense that, even now, Yuna felt like she was going to be swallowed up.

(In truth, even you dont want Duo to die, right? Celiastina.)

Even as she tried talking, no words were returned. However, there was a feeling clearer than words that hit Yuna directly.

Yuna slowly sat up. She scooped up her long hair with flowed down and spilled across the sheets into one tight bundle. And then she took the bell placed on top of a table and rang it without hesitation.

Lady Celiastina, you called?

Nasha immediately appeared. Yuna gave a single nod and, while wrapped a stole around herself, faced Nasha.

Nasha, Im sorry but I have a request Could you call Aeneas here for me? If possible, without letting anyone else know.

I-Is something the matter?

I want to head out for a bit. But itd be bad for me head out alone. And if Sieg is called, I think well stand out too much.

Where will you be heading?

Nasha asked in a troubled way. Of course, Nasha knew that there was an attempt on Yunas life. She was sure that the people around her had been warned not to let her go out recklessly. Sorry, Yuna mumbled in her mind.

Ill definitely come back soon, so please.

Nasha kept silent at Yunas unusual attitude. She must have been wondering, in this short time, what Yuna was thinking and whether she should report this to Asyut or Linus. Nasha stood still but, at the end, gave a nod.

I understand. Please wait a moment. I will call him immediately.

She bowed before leaving the room. And then, within moments, Aeneas appeared in a soldiers uniform but with an extremely elegant coat. At a glance, he looked like a high-ranking noble.

Aeneas, whats with those clothes?

The vice-captain Lord Siegcrest, gave me this coat to wear. He said that if I entered into this area wearing a soldier uniform I would draw too much attention I apologize, but at that time I was in the middle of a conversation with Lord Siegcrest.

Had she been found out by Siegcrest? She was sure he knew what she was going to do from here. But she should be able to take the fact that he went out of his way to give Aeneas that coat as his tacit consent.

Ah, thats right. Sorry.

Dont be. More importantly, where do you wish to go?

to Duo.

Aeneas lowered his eyes, as if saying he understood.

Then let us depart immediately. Once it becomes evening, there will be many people coming and going. We should make our way there before that.

Right! Thank you, Aeneas!

Yuna had thought that he would strongly oppose her, but instead she was relieved at his response, and walked to Aeneas side.

The prison where Duo was imprisoned was quite a simple construction. Although it was small and dim, it was kept neat and clean unlike the Holy Jail. There were three rooms separated by brick walls. Presently, including all the rooms, there was only Duo who was imprisoned.

Yuna, somehow managing to talk her way past the prison guard, walked down the wide passage. Due to her nervousness, her steps naturally became cautious. There were no other sounds apart from their footsteps. Duo must have heard their footsteps but she couldnt see any movement from him. Yuna wondered if he was sleeping, but that thought missed the mark.

In the deepest cell, Duo sat with a knee raised, and appeared to be unmoving while hugging that knee.

It looked like he was staring steadily at the prison bars in front of him with blank eyes, but in actuality he wasnt seeing anything. Even when Yuna came up to the bars, he did not make the slightest movement.

Duo.

Yuna called out timidly. Duos shoulders twitched. And then, slowly, he turned his eyes their way. Slowly lifting his head up, he looked at Yuna who was standing past the bars.

Duo was silent.

Duo, um

Yuna didnt know what she should say. She had prepared herself to be yelled at immediately; instead, the way he stared at her silently made her flustered.

What did you come for.

At last, Duo opened his mouth. His voice rattled out of dryness. He might have constantly yelled after having been captured. That painful voice made Yuna bite her lip.

Did you come to sightsee? I defied you and was thrown into jail. Then, after being freed on a whim, I snapped at you again without learning from experience and was thrown back into jail. This idiotic appearance must be a side show for you to pass your time, huh.

No, thats not it.

Then what is it. What did you come for.

Duo, I have a request.

Yuna kneeled before the prison bars.

I am going to get you out of here. Ill persuade everyone. Ill definitely get you out of here, so I want you to live Duo.

Duos expression changed into a harsh one.

Shut up. Why do you have to request that? Hurry up and leave.

Please, listen. Please dont give up on the future.

SHUT UP! I TOLD YOU TO HURRY UP AND LEAVE! At least let me forget about you in my last moments.

Dont say those words!

At Yunas steady shout, Duo swallowed his words. Aeneas, who held back, extended a hand to help Yuna stand but Yuna refused that and pressed on with her words to Duo.

Duo, please dont think about dying. If you die then everything will end. Your hatred might not disappear in your entire life, but please dont die holding onto that. If you live then you might be able to find happiness again.

Dont fucking joke around. Youre not qualified to say that lip service! The day I learned about Rins death, anything I saw or heard, everything was grey. EVERYTHING in my world changed!

But

In any case, this is the end already! At that point in time where I tried to kill you, it was certain I would get the death penalty. My feelings dont mean anything. Or, what? Is it a new game for you to cut my head off the moment I have hopes about living?

Stop!

Aeneas broke in. He was the one who couldnt endure this situation more than Yuna.

The fact that you have not been executed and are safe here like this is because Lady Celiastina negotiated with them. Throw away that position, Lady Celiastina was the only one who spoke about setting you free.

Ha! You were even deliberate enough to prepare a role for someone to flatter you.

An exhausted smile leaked out from Duo.

You want to make me innocent? Thats such a joke. To acquit a person who directed an intent to kill the saint, but to execute a normal girl who didnt do anything? Can there be anything more ridiculous? Dont look down on Rins death any more than this.

Duo

JUST KILL ME! Execute me, even right now! I was resolved to that from the very start. Even if the saint releases me, Ill just come to kill you again!

Duos voice, which cracked, resounded through the quiet prison.

The setting sun shone in from the window and illuminated both Duo and Yuna. Another day ended without her being able to do anything.

The following morning, Yuna stared down vacantly at the luxurious breakfast lined up before her. She didnt feel like moving the fork in her hand. When she thought about how probable it was that Duo wasnt eating much in that prison, she couldnt seem to raise an appetite. Only being able to tear a small piece of bread and throw it into her mouth, she washed it away with water.

After that, she participated in her ceremonies as usual. And then went to the victims of the Holy Jail. Siegcrest tried to stop her lightly, but she shook him off and went. She didnt want to neglect other things just because this situation with Duo was happening. Besides, if she just stayed still then her feelings would run rampant.

(Im really powerless, arent I.)

The laundry in the tub of water sank.

(I want Duo to regain his hope for life but I dont know what I should do at all. He said clearly that hed prefer to die over getting help from me.)

She understood Duos feelings. To receive pity from someone one hated enough to kill was, without a doubt, unbearable.

But, at the same time, another thought swirled inside Yuna. Whenever she remembered Duos words, a feeling much like irritation arose deep within her heart. That was a fact she needed to acknowledge.

(These are my feelings.)

They werent the feelings of the other that she had experienced many times. This was certainly Yunas own feelings.

(Why cant everyone understand.)

Why did Asyut hold his duties to be more important than a persons life? Why did Duo rush to his death for the sake of revenge? Why wasnt anyone around her raising their voice to save Duo?

(And why am I running around alone like an idiot?)

Burning selfishly with a sense of duty, she was recklessly agitating the situation. And, in the end, she couldnt do anything. What was she doing, when she hadnt even been asked to do that. It might have been better, for everyone and for Duo, if she had just continued to stay locked up in her room from the start. Just what did she think she could do when she was this powerless.

She didnt have the energy to pull out the sunken laundry. Staring at her hands, exposed in the cold water, she remained unmoving.

Perhaps because she was watching, Nasha, who was beside her, suddenly stopped her hands and looked at Yuna.

Um, Lady Celiastina.

At that worried and serious voice, Yuna finally raised her head.

W-What? Is something wrong, Nasha?

Ah, um, I dont know the details of anything but, um, I support Lady Celiastina so

Nasha?

Uhhmm, ah, Im sorry. Someone like me can only say these unsatisfactory things. But, Lady Celiastina, please do not be troubled by yourself. This may be presumptuous of me but I want to be of help to you, Lady Celiastina.

Choosing her words with the utmost care, but still being unable to do it well due to her nervousness, she managed to get that much out despite not knowing what to say here and there.

Yuna, who received those words, froze and her mouth dropped open in amazement. And then, in the next moment, she pressed her lips together and her expression twisted.

Nasha! Thank you!!

Wah!

Yuna hugged Nasha with a lot of force. Nasha yelped and flapped her arms. Siegcrest, who seemed to be watching the two of them, sighed as if in astonishment.

You two ladies, whatre you flirting around for with each other. Let me join in.

Sieg, you pervert.

What did you say?!

Hyah! Siegcrest used a hand to throw water in Yunas direction.

What are you doing! Im going to get wet!

Naturally. Since I threw water at you.

Sieg, you idiot! Pervert!

Huh? The one who calls someone an idiot is the idiot. So following that rule, youre a pervert above being an idiot. Yo, pervert saint!

Whats with that pervert saint?! Please stop calling me strange things!

Undaunted, Yuna used both hands to throw water back. When she did, without a moments delay, Siegcrest returned fire and soon the place became filled with childish insults and the sound of water. Nasha, who was the only one with a pale face, tried to stop them but couldnt find an opportunity and could only watch over them nervously.

Sheesh, we should stop now.

Finally, Yuna ended everything but it was already too late. Because of the water that was scattered everywhere, the two of them were drenched. No, if she included Nasha who had gotten involved, then itd be more correct to say the three of them were drenched.

She knew that Nasha and Siegcrest were worried about her. It was because she entered this place with an expression that looked like the world had ended, and no doubt even the victims who were recuperating here were surprised to see that. While thankful to Nasha and Siegcrest for managing to cheer her up, she muttered in a peevish voice.

This place is a hospital. Well be a bother if were too loud.

But Yunas voice was erased by the laughter of a bright woman.

Lady Celiastina, I dont mind at all.

It was this infirmarys caretaker, Mislee.

Rather, having fun like this will be good for everyones sake as well. Its important for them to think about wanting to play in water like that, or tell jokes and laugh. The most important thing to heal wounds or sickness is ones frame of mind. Its necessary to look forward, even just a little, using any small thing as an excuse. Actually, just a little while ago everyone had been interested in Lady Celiastina and the others.

Being told that, Yuna moved her gaze to the inside of the room but everyone had their sheets covering them up to their heads, as usual, and she couldnt see anything.

Right now, everyone has become quite energetic. And thats why they are showing an interest in things outside their beds. It is thanks to you, Lady Celiastina, for coming here every day.

No, Yuna bit her lip. Everyone regained their health thanks to none other than Mislee. Their hearts were healed by her serene personality and kindness. Mislee was a strange woman. She wasnt eye-catching but she made everyone feel a kindness wrap around them, deep in their chest. Eve now, she treated Yuna to smiles that held no ill feelings. That was a serious thing.

I know you must be busy with various things, but even coming here like this for a short amount of time pleases everyone.

At Mislees calm words, Yuna smiled.

I see.

(Im not alone.)

She realized that once again.

Hadnt she been thinking that she had to somehow do everything herself? Hadnt she been set on thinking that she bore everything on her shoulders, such as being able to open Duos heart and release him?

(That isnt the case.)

There were a lot of things that she couldnt do by herself. For example, this mountain of laundry would have been too much for her to wash without Nashas help. It is only with the concern of Mislee, who stood in front of her, that they were able to bring these peaceful days to the victims.

Nashas words about being of help to her gradually spread through Yunas heart.

When Yuna had still been a village girl, it was natural for her to spend every day supporting each other like this. For her to forget such a thing

(The same goes for Duos situation. If I cant do anything alone, then maybe a path will open with the help of others.)

Thinking that, she was able to release a little tension from her shoulders. It wouldnt be a simple road. But it wasnt a road that she couldnt pursue.

So, youve come to me?

Linus was seated deeply in his chair, and combed back his bangs lazily. There were heaps of documents in front of him on the desk; it looked like he wasnt actually a person with that much free time.

Yuna, after finishing her help at the infirmary, intruded on Linus office in the afternoon. She regretted interrupting his work, but it wasnt like she had much time either. She couldnt leave Duo to be imprisoned in that jail for several days.

You know, Ive said that I was your guardian, but that doesnt mean Im your exclusive jack of all trades.

I know, but I dont know what I should be doing alone. Do you have any good ideas? Linus, cant you think of a way to save Duo?

I cant think of any.

An immediate answer. It was like he didnt think about it at all, and she grew irritated.

Please, think on it some more. A persons life is concerned, you know?

Sorry, but I have a lot of other things that I need to think about.

The hand that was making his pen run stopped. And when Linus raised his face, his eyes were unusually cold.

Are there that many things which are more important than a persons life? Why is everyone

There are many. You dont understand. Asyut and Sir Siegcrest gave you a kind and thorough explanation, no? About why the young man called Duo cannot be saved. That is all there is to it. And anyone else you depend on will say the same.

I dont want him to die, I just want him to live. Is thinking that such a wrong thing?

I wont say that you are wrong. However, things do not move simply in this world just from that. I am certain there are many others who do not wish for Duo to die. There must be people who care for him, not just his dead wife. But the fact that those people have kept silent means they understand that there is nothing they can do with arguments just based on emotion

I dont understand.

Yuna interrupted Linus.

Honestly, you. What I dont understand, more than anything else, is nothing other than you.

Linus slowly stood and walked to Yunas side. Yuna, who had to look up at Linus, felt her breath catch at this sense of intimidation.

Why are you able to care so much for a complete stranger? Clearly, you have absolutely nothing to do with Duos matter. You didnt imprison him, and you didnt kill his wife. There should be no need for you to feel responsible. And yet, youre working so hard to beg for his life. Listen, Celia, what I have to think about is you.

Linus stretched out a finger to touch Yunas cheek softly.

Exactly what are you? You said this and that about God declaring that Celiastinas soul was exhausted, but am I supposed seriously believe that? I have been entrusted to be the saints guardian. There is no way I can accept this situation without having any doubts. Your true identity, the cause of the incident, and future interactions there are many things that need to be clarified.

Why, are you talking like that I, havent spoken a lie.

Really? I cannot believe that. You said that Celiastina will return soon. But is that truly the case? When I watch your actions, it does not make me think that you intend to return this body to Celiastina. Resigning yourself to being scolded for things you havent done, atoning for sins you havent committed, behaving in ways to make yourself appear even the slightest bit more lovable to the people around you, and, finally, running around frantically to save a man who committed treason.

Linus placed a slight amount of strength into his finger.

Yes, no matter what it seems like, I can only think that you are taking over Celiastinas body, no, her life.

She felt like her chest was struck.

At once she was awash with tears and Linus shape distorted. The sound of her heart resounded loudly in her ears.

I Im not doing that.

Somehow, she managed to muster her voice.

Im not being the saint because I want to. I didnt want to be Celiastinas replacement. Of course I wondered why it was me! But I didnt want to be trapped just in those thoughts. And so, just for a little bit, I told myself repeatedly to work hard. Thats the case with Duo. No one is working to save Duo. Even the person himself doesnt want to be saved. When I asked why, I was spurned and told that I didnt have the right to speak of those things. Im done!! I feel like Im being crushed!! I want to throw away absolutely everything. But I wont give up because I dont want to lose the things Ive believed in up to now.

Linus, with the finger that was against Yunas cheek, gently wiped away her tears.

I am Saint Celiastinas guardian. I have to always be thinking about her and this country. Even if I feel that your cries and tears are real, I cannot accept that compliantly. Sorry.

Linus hand was warm. Even though her feelings were thrust away coldly, why was his right hand on her cheek so warm?

That made Yuna all the more sorrowful.

A balcony where the setting sun was dazzling. This place where one could see the setting sun directly was said to be one of the best scenic spots in this large royal palace. In order to participate in the ceremony of showing herself to the general populace, Yuna had to walk out onto that balcony.

She walked through the polished hall while staring at nothing but her own reflected image. In the end, Yuna was unable to gain Linus cooperation and, instead, she was stabbed in her most painful place. She felt like the enthusiasm that Nasha and the others had brought to her was all washed away. But even so, her participation in this ceremony was partly something like obstinacy. If she chose to run away once then she felt like she really wouldnt be able to return.

Yuna quietly went down to stand on the balcony, where the people were waiting.

In that moment, she raised her head to loud shouts of joy that pierced her ears.

The mysterious light that dyed this entire side red was very beautiful. But, before her eyes could be stolen by that sight, she was overwhelmed by the amount of people surrounding the balcony. The plaza that was thrown open to the general populace was literally closely packed and jammed with people. No, maybe she should say the people willingly packed themselves in. It was like a sea of people and Yuna looked at them in astonishment. Everyone had excited smiles and were waving their hands eagerly in her direction.

She had attended several of these ceremonies to show herself to the people but, compared to the first time she appeared on this balcony, it felt like the amount of people gathered here had increased. She was sure that the previous times hadnt been this crowded. Was it because they wanted to catch a glimpse of Celiastina who, unlike before, was appearing at these ceremonies without missing a single one?

(No one here knows, huh, the person that Celiastina is.)

The beautiful saint. The maiden beloved by God. What they knew was nothing more than the model of Celiastina. And that was how they could offer worship to her, right? But her career and beauty were different from the real her. The real Celiastina was cold-hearted and cruel. No, even that might not be the real her. Yes, no one actually knew the kind of person she was

(Why did Celiastina become the Cruel Saint?)

Unintentionally, a perplexed expression appeared on her face. Even though she was in the middle of a ceremony to present herself, what occupied her heart was a person who had gone to a place far away. Who was Celiastina? And, who was Yuna.

Yuna came back to herself with a start. No, she was in the middle of a ceremony right now. She was in front of many people who had rushed here to catch a glimpse of Celiastinas gorgeous appearance. If she looked down on everyone with an uneasy face then no doubt they would become uneasy as well.

(But, is that true? Once they leave this plaza, anything about the saint will surely fade completely from their minds. Because the saint was a person unrelated to their lives. Thats how it was for me. There were many days where Celiastinas name didnt even come to mind. And, nothing troubling happened even once)

Yuna stared at the people with a crease between her brows. Everyones carefree smiles were now painful. The person here wasnt the real Celiastina. She was a fake. She didnt have any special powers, and she couldnt save anyone. She was just a small human being.

When she dropped her gaze again, Yuna noticed something.

While being brushed up against by all the people, and while being a member of that themselves, there was an old woman who looked up eagerly. Her face was streaming with tears but she had absolutely no scruples about looking at Yuna wholeheartedly. She had both hands clasped firmly above her chest, as if she was kneeling down in front of God.

(Ah)

Suddenly, she remembered.

(Asyut talked about that about there being people who spent their days supporting them. I see, they exist. They really do exist.)

Accepting that old womans direct gaze, Yuna didnt avert her eyes.

Asyuts desire was to answer this womans gaze. He chose to accept a path where the hearts of people found hope from him and believed in him. That he continued to be the First Holy Knight meant that. It was the same as suppressing his own emotions and executing Duo. If he listened to his heart and easily pardoned Duo, he would be abandoning his role as the First Holy Knight in other words, if he saved Duo it might mean that he would be betraying others.

(What Linus was saying too, might have been this.)

Yuna realized that it was as though she didnt comprehend the importance of the saint that she bore.

(Its true that I might have just been saying selfish things. Without doing anything myself, or thinking about the position of others, I just shouted about saving Duo blindly. Thinking that I was right, I blamed others for not working to save him.)

However, it was surely not a matter of who was correct or mistaken. Asyut and Linus had their own paths that they believe in. And, undoubtedly, they couldnt change their course easily. Without even understanding that, she just forced her thoughts onto others and asked for help.

(The story of the poisonous bug how did it go? About the boy who changed into a poisonous bug.)

The black bug that was crushed in cold blood passed by her mind.

(Only looking for help and not being able to do anything by himself yes, didnt he die?)

Doing ones best with help and demanding help without doing anything seemed similar, but they were completely different.

(I didnt understand a lot of things.)

Once again, Yuna looked over the gathered people. And then, for a long time like that, she did not move.