I...HATE...EVERYTHING! MIKE BETRAYED ME! I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST HIM BUT APARENTLY NOT! HE HURT ME IN SO MANY WAYS, PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EVEN SPIRITUAL! NO ONE SHOULD EVER BE HURT OR TORTURED THAT WAY! I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP WHEN HE GOT SO TOUCHY! BUT WHY LIKE THAT!? WAS THAT HIS PLAN THE ENTIRE TIME!? IS THAT ALL I EVER WAS TO HIM? A TOY!? I CANT EVEN RIGHT NOW!

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Here he goes again, i dont know what to do any more, give in, fight back, what do i do!? hes so much stronger than me, what can i do? but to be honest... maby its ok... deep down i kinda liked it, ive got nothing else to live for, maby i should... im too afraid to kill myself, and whats the point of living any more, maby i should just sell my soul to him... maby it doesnt matter... i d

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it seems mike cut me off the last time i wrote, but i dont remember what i was going to write so ill just leave it that way... and i dont really care anymore, thats why itll be a few days before i write again. i dont even know why i do this any more, its not like anyone cares...

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its been yet another week, someone descovered us a few days ago, im becoming a little more afraid of mike every day. what he did... that person is dead now, he told me that no one alive can know about us. what makes it more creepy when he said that is, i never even told him my name, so he calls me doll... i dont know how much i can take...

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