He glanced at her. There hadn't been the least hesitation or embarrassment in her response. Had he heard her rightly? "I beg your pardon?" Was she some kind of religious zealot? She didn't look the part.

She seemed to consider for a moment. She smiled and shrugged. "I want to paint things that will glorify God."

"Landscapes? That sort of thing?"

"And metal sculptures I buy at garage sales. Or walls." She laughed at herself. "Whatever. The Lord will let me know in His time."

She wasn't a ditz. She was just plain weird. Her face was lit up, her blue eyes shining as though lit from the inside. He thought she was the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen, including Ruth. Even if she was a little nuts.

He couldn't help but smile. Unlike Ruth, who kept him off center all the time, this girl made him feel comfortable. And curious. "You weren't kidding about the bowling balls, were you?"

"No, I wasn't." She laughed. "Visitors could imagine them to be dinosaur eggs, don't you think?"

Her laughter wasn't forced or flighty. It was full of warmth and spilling out of her-and it was contagious. He grinned. "I hadn't thought of that. If I spot one at a garage sale, I'll buy it for you. How's that?"

"You go to garage sales?"

"Not often."

She gave him a dubious look. "Ever? Come on, Corban. Be honest."

She reminded him of her grandmother, nailing him on every white lie. "Okay. Once or twice. Out of curiosity. But I'll start looking around. I promise. I mean, I didn't realize people sold such valuable items as bowling balls. Anything else on your wish list? An old tennis racket, maybe? Some golf clubs?"

She grinned. "Well, let me think about it for a minute." She sat on the other end of the sofa and crossed her legs Indian fashion. "Yes to the tennis racket and golf clubs. I have some ideas how I could use them. But I'm more interested in old wash buckets and watering cans, birdhouses, ceramic animals, pots, and big rocks . . . that sort of thing. How's that for a start?"

"Do you think I'm a Rockefeller?"

"Bargain. Keep track. I'll pay you back. Just don't go whole hog."

"I was kidding, Anne." His mouth tipped. "Money's no problem for me."

She tilted her head slightly, looking at him with a strange expression. "I think it must be more of a problem than you realize."

Frowning slightly, he looked away from her intense scrutiny. He flipped another page in her sketch pad and tapped the drawing. "This is really good, Anne." The sketch of Leota Reinhardt's hands was so real he could see the paper-thin quality of her skin, the veins, the wedding ring that had become part of her finger, the short nails. They were hands that had worked hard, yet held a quality of grace.

"I'm sorry if I was out of line." The apology was quiet and utterly sincere.

He let out his breath and looked at her again. "Having money has its drawbacks." He thought of Ruth again. It would be nice to know where he really stood with her. He never remembered her being so offensive and defensive before they started living together. Or was it when they started sleeping together that things began to change? He wasn't sure anymore. He just knew something wasn't right. Something dark was working beneath the surface, something deadly that was eating away at the relationship he had hoped to have with her.

He stared at Anne's drawing and marveled at the detail.

Anne leaned over to look at what he was studying. "Her hands have always struck me as beautiful. Don't you think so? There are so many women now who have soft hands with long, silk-wrap nails painted in pretty pinks and reds. But my grandma's hands have such . . . character."

She was right. He thought of Ruth and the time she spent on her hands and nails. And her hair, and her body . . . even her feet. She'd sit and sand her heels and rub in expensive lotions. Everything about Ruth was practiced, right down to the voice lessons. Ruth was a work in the making. The sound of the exercise video played in his head. He laughed under his breath as a thought came to him.

"What?" Anne glanced at his face, curious.

"I was just trying to imagine your grandmother doing a workout in front of the TV."

Anne laughed. Oh, how she laughed. He loved the sound of it. He loved watching her face. She made him laugh, too. Oh, man, it felt good not to have to worry whether she would take offense at his mirth.

"What are you two cackling about?" Leota said from the doorway, a dish towel over her shoulder.

"I thought you were going to let the dishes air-dry, Grandma. You just wanted to be rid of us."

"This old mare is not completely out to pasture."

Corban grinned at the old woman, enjoying the moment. "Do you work out, Leota?"

"With barbells, you mean?" She gave him a droll look. "Not lately."

Anne laughed harder. "Add barbells to the list, Corban. Wouldn't they look great in the yard, Grandma? We could lean one upright against the fence and train a baby rose vine around it. Most people buy exercise equipment and let it gather dust in a corner anyway."

"If you find some barbells, you can bring them over and plant them." With that, Leota went back into the kitchen.

Corban turned another page in Anne's sketchbook. "Where'd you get these designs?" He studied the intricate swirls and curls, the sort of patterns he imagined he could find in a Moorish palace.

"Oh, that's just doodling." She got up and headed for the kitchen.

Just doodling? Corban watched her, his gaze starting at the thick fall of long, curly, strawberry-blonde hair tied back at the nape of her neck and dropping down over her lithe form. She was thinner than Ruth, but definitely curved in all the right places. She dressed carelessly-a short-waisted pink sweater, worn blue jeans, and old tennis shoes. Ruth wore Levi's, too, usually with a white T-shirt, black leather belt, and tan blazer with a gold pin on the lapel. She wouldn't be caught dead in jeans with grass and dirt stains on the knees and a torn back pocket.

He turned the last few pages of the sketchbook, admiring Anne's work, then set it aside as the two women joined him again. Leota settled herself. Gripping the arms of her chair, she pushed so that the chair tilted back and the footrest was raised. She looked tired and pensive. She caught him studying her, sighed, and closed her eyes. Did she think he was going to start an interview?

Anne sat on the sofa and took up her sketch pad. Corban hoped she would start drawing again so he could watch how she worked. Instead, she put it aside and focused on him. "How long have you been doing volunteer work?"

"Couple of months." He glanced at Leota and saw she had one eye open and trained on him. "Okay. Okay. Your grandmother is my first assignment."

"Corban has such altruism. He's going to change the world for the better. Just ask him."

He blushed. Leota was smiling at him. Resigned, he looked at Anne and confessed. "I needed a subject for a paper I'm writing. Your grandmother is it, much to her disgust."

Leota chuckled. "In the beginning, that was true, but I'm beginning to enjoy your august presence."

"Thanks a bunch."

She closed her eye. "Doesn't take much to get your dander up, does it?"

"Look who's talking."

"Good for you." She folded her hands on her lap. "Don't let me get away with anything."

Corban decided to take up the challenge. "I'd like to hear more about your husband." He saw the muscles of her face tense slightly. Or had it been a wince? "You said there was a whole new set of problems when he came home. What sort of problems did you mean? Delayed stress? Family? Job?"

Leota sat silent.

He was sorry he had said anything. What an idiot he was. He could feel her silence. She was so still, he wondered if she was gathering strength for a blast of temper. She was probably going to tell him to march himself right out of her home and not darken her doorstep again. But when she slowly opened her eyes, she looked at Annie, not him.

"Bernard Gottlieb Reinhardt had the tenderest heart of any man I ever knew. And that is why life became so difficult for him. He felt responsibility for things he had no control over." A look of anguish filled her face. She closed her eyes again.

Why had she made such a point of her husband's tenderness?

Corban looked at Anne and saw tears trickling down her cheeks. Did she know what her grandmother was talking about? He looked back at Leota and grimaced inwardly. He really was a jerk. He was beginning to hate the whole idea of doing a term paper and using Leota Reinhardt as part of his research.

Leota tipped the chair up so she was sitting with her back straight, hands on the armrests, feet flat on the floor. "I suppose it's time," she said softly. Corban sensed from her expression that she had made a decision and was now determined to go forward with it, no matter how much it hurt.

Oh, why couldn't he have kept his mouth shut?

"The first time I saw Bernard, I was with a friend at one of the dance halls downtown. Bernard came in with several of his friends. He was the sort of young man that young ladies notice right away. Tall, handsome . . . he was blond and had beautiful blue eyes. He wasn't three feet inside the door of that hall before he was surrounded by women. He paid them no attention." She smiled. "I loved to dance, especially swing, and I never lacked for partners. Bernard just stood and watched me all evening."

"He never asked you to dance, Grandma?"

She chuckled. "He didn't know how, and he had too much dignity to want to learn in front of everyone."

"So how did you meet him?"

"The band took a break. I was out of breath and hot from dancing. Bernard was standing near the refreshment table. The evening was more than half over, and all he had done was stand and watch me. He had a glass of punch in his hand and was sipping out of it. He smiled at me and lifted his glass. So I took the bull by the horns. I walked right up to him, said I was thirsty, and held out my hand. He blushed when he gave me his glass. I drained it, handed it back, and asked him for more."

"Grandma!" Anne said, laughing. "I'd never have courage enough to do something like that!"

"Most ladies wouldn't think to do such a thing. I was always one to go after what I wanted. Besides, I figured if I waited for him, I'd be old and gray before he said a word to me. There were rumors of war, and life didn't seem so certain. Then again, maybe that was just my excuse for being so brazen. I didn't want to miss the opportunity. I had never seen Bernard at the dance hall before. Seeing as he didn't dance, I figured it was unlikely I'd ever see him there again. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, as they say. One look at your grandfather and I thought the risk of complete public humiliation was worth the chance he might ask me out."

"Obviously, he did."

"Oh, he did better than that. He asked me to marry him."

"Right there in the dance hall? That night?"

"Well, later. In the rumble seat."

Corban laughed. He couldn't help himself. It was a side of Leota Reinhardt he would never have imagined in a million years. She turned her gaze upon him like a marksman ready to fire. He fought to regain control. "Sorry." A rumble seat!

"Of course you are," she said dryly. "I can guess what improper notions stampeded through your dirty little mind. Have you ever been in the rumble seat of a car?"

"No, ma'am." His lips twitched.

"Obviously not. It's a small space-a very small space-too small to carry on anything improper, I assure you. Especially when the car is in motion with the wind blowing in your face and the car bouncing over every bump in the road. And don't give me that cheeky grin of yours."

"Just getting even. Whose car was it?"

"One of Bernard's friends'. Can't remember his name, but he knew my friend and asked if we needed a ride home. The dance ended late, and we were waiting for the bus when they drove up. I wasn't in that seat two seconds when Bernard put his arm around me, leaned down, and said someday he was going to marry me."

"What'd you say, Grandma?"

"I said, 'How about next Wednesday? It's my day off.' Of course, I thought he was joking. When he took me out the next evening, I realized he wasn't."

"It gives a new definition to whirlwind romance." Corban grinned even more broadly. "One week."

"Actually, it was almost a year, and most of that time was spent trying to change his mother's opinion of me. You see, Bernard went home that first night. His folks had been worried and waiting up for him. He told them he had met the girl he was going to marry. By the time he spilled out the whole story, they were convinced I was . . . well, not the sort of girl anyone would want for their only son. A girl who danced with all the young men at a public hall and drank from a stranger's glass and accepted a proposal in the back of a car." She smiled sadly. "A Jezebel."

She rubbed her thighs as though she ached. "I didn't understand them, and they didn't understand me. Until Bernard went away to war, we had very little to do with Mama and Papa. Bernard would visit them on Sunday afternoons after church. I fixed dinner for them a few times, but . . . well, Mama Reinhardt was a very good cook, and I was a new bride who had lived on tuna casseroles, corned beef and cabbage, and potatoes." She smiled in amusement. "Mama Reinhardt was not impressed."

Corban felt anger stirring inside him at the hurt Leota must have felt. "Sounds like an old bat to me."

"I think that's probably what you thought of me in the beginning." Leota gave him a pointed look. "Wasn't it?"

"Now that you mention it," he conceded with a wry grin.

"Maybe you still do. Didn't anyone ever teach you to respect your elders?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Now that's one of the things I like about you, Corban. Your impertinence." Leota's eyes were twinkling, and Corban found himself liking her-really liking her-for the first time. She must have been something when she was young.

"So you didn't have them over for dinner often," he said, hoping to get her back on track.

"Once a month we suffered one another's company. I liked Papa right from the beginning, but Mama would sit and watch and not say anything. When she did, she spoke German to Papa, and he would translate."

"Didn't she speak English?"

"Not very well. Language was another barrier between us. English isn't any easier to learn than German, but over the years, we learned to talk to one another. More toward the end."

"Did Mother learn to speak German?"

"Your mother and Uncle George spoke German at home until their father returned from the war. After that, German was never spoken in the house again."

Annie's eyes widened. "Not even by Papa and Mama Reinhardt?"

"Not in Bernard's presence."

Corban waited, knowing whatever Leota had to say wouldn't come easily. He could see the tears welling in her eyes as she sat silent, gathering her thoughts. She blinked, her hands rubbing and rubbing at her thighs. She looked gray and old. Vulnerable. As though she were drowning in painful memories.

"Mama's loyalties were put to the test when Bernard joined the army," she said finally. "She and Papa both had brothers and sisters with families still in Germany. I remember both of them saying what a madman Hitler was. They would read the daily newspapers and grieve over every word that was said about Germany. Some editorials called them 'bloody Huns.' The Reinhardts had been receiving letters ever since leaving Europe, and the later ones were filled with glowing praise for the Fuhrer. Of course, Mama and Papa wrote right back with the truth. Then the letters stopped coming."

She leaned back, her hands still. "I was with Bernard when he told them he had enlisted. Mama Reinhardt wept. I'd never heard crying like that before. Wailing like her heart was being torn from her. Papa told Bernard if the war turned in America's favor and he ended up in Germany, to try to find and save whatever kin he could."

She fell silent then. Corban bit his lip, giving her the chance to begin again. When she stayed silent, though, he couldn't hold back the question. "Did he make it into Germany?"

"Yes."

So much pain in a single word. Corban had never realized it was possible to communicate so much in one word. Annie sat still and silent, eyes flooded with tears, seeming to feel her grandmother's suffering as though it were her own.

"Bernard made it to the town where Mama and Papa Reinhardt had lived. The unit he was with destroyed it." She blinked, not looking at either of them. "He awakened one night after a recurring nightmare. He told me the men had gone mad, he among them. They killed everyone they saw. They wanted to wipe that town off the face of the earth."

Corban couldn't believe he'd heard right. He leaned forward. "Why?"

She looked at him bleakly. "Just before they came to the town, they had freed a concentration camp. Bernard said the smell was beyond describing, dead bodies stacked up like cordwood. The town was close by, close enough to have known what was happening, close enough to have been supplying the soldiers there. Bernard never got over what he saw and what he did about it." She closed her eyes. She was trembling.

Annie started to weep. She left the couch, knelt at her grandmother's feet, and put her head in her lap. Leota stroked her hair slowly. "Your grandfather said when the rage in him died, all that was left was shame. Shame for what he had done, but more shame for the blood that ran in his veins."