Stuart sighed. "I understand." Then he frowned as if just hearing what I'd said. "What roses are you talking about?"

I swallowed hard, meeting his puzzled gaze dead on. "The big bouquet of pink roses you will swear until the day you die that you left in our room for her."

His brows lifted. "And who would have put those roses in your room for me?"

A hot flush covered my face. "Mr. Killdaren."

Stuart's gaze bore into mine. "If the Killdaren is sending you roses, you're in serious trouble. More trouble than Mary ever thought of being in."

"What do you mean?" I asked. He started to turn away as if he'd said too much. I grabbed his arm. "You have to tell me!"

"There's nothing to it really. As I told you before, Mary wasn't one to leave others in their misery. She came here and she changed things. From what I can piece together from our conversations, her friendship with the Killdaren helped bring about his ability to be in the sun now. She told him that after his injuries, he'd needed time to heal. But over the years he'd grown so accustomed to the dark that full light would bring nothing but pain. She told him he had to take his exposure to full sunlight a minute at a time, adding a minute each day until he could see in the sun. She said she was learning that about her own fear and the water. She painted pictures of the sea for him, pictures with lots of light, because he couldn't see the sea during the day."

My throat squeezed tight, for that was so like Mary, and another choking thought slipped into my heart, filling me with dread. I reeled on my feet, and fell back against a stall door with a thump. Pieces of loose hay showered down on me. "Was he...was he in love with her?"

He caught my shoulders. "I don't know. She may have had feelings for him. She didn't say. But it is obvious you are entangled with him. And it's obvious the Killdaren is following in his father's footsteps. Just be careful he doesn't force you to marry a stable hand when you get pregnant with his bastard."

"I'd heard the earl married your mother to his top groomsman."

"Nothing so mild. The earl forced her to marry Frye, and after I was born, Frye beat my mother where nobody could see his handiwork. She wouldn't leave because staying here bought me privileges I wouldn't have anywhere else. Frye beat her when she was pregnant with Jamie. That is why he is the way he is. Is that the road you want to take, Cassie?"

The horror of such a thing wrenched my heart. No wonder Mrs. Frye was such a harsh woman. No wonder she resented Rebecca and Miss Prudence.

"Then, the hunting accident that killed Frye..."

"Wasn't an accident. The earl found out what Frye had done and killed Frye without a trial. When you live in the wilds, men take justice into their own hands rather than wait for the law."

I turned away, suddenly desperate to leave. I couldn't stay here and hear more.

I couldn't face the questions Stuart asked.

"Wait, Cassie. I didn't mean to hurt you."

I didn't stop. I hurried blindly from the stable and ran right into Sean.

"What?" He righted me then pulled hay from my hair, looking at me with a cloud of confusion in his green eyes that darkened with anger.

"It's not what you think," I said softly.

His glare over my shoulder at Stuart was icy.

Sean turned his back on me, his fists were clenched as he moved toward a waiting saddled horse. "It doesn't matter, lass. Your favors are yours to give." His voice was tight with pain.

Tears flooded my eyes.

"The hell it doesn't matter," Stuart yelled. He grabbed Sean's shoulder, shoving him about to face me. "Look at her. But before you walk off another cliff, why don't you open your eyes and really look. Do you see a woman who just tumbled in a haystack, or a woman haunted because you're no better than our father?"

In one swift, violent move, Sean grabbed Stuart's shirt and pinned him to the stable door. "Were you any other man, I'd kill you for that."

Stuart didn't fight back, but just stared Sean in the eye. "Were I any other man, I wouldn't be here."

Sean sighed and released Stuart. "Let's go find Jamie." Sean turned to me. "It was the realization that you'll belong to another someday, not that you were with Stuart. I meant what I said last night about destiny. That's why it doesn't matter."

Stuart gave me a puzzled look, but I couldn't answer his silent question. Emotion choking me, I turned to the castle, feeling as if my heart was being trampled under the hooves of Sean's horse. Inside, I went back to Bridget.

"Blimey, Cassie. What's happened to you? Are you ill?" She gently checked my forehead with her fingers then put a comforting hand to my shoulder.

I burst into tears and she wrapped her arms around me. "There now, it can't be as bad as all that. You've shown me there's an answer to almost everything." She gave me a clean rag to mop my tears and held me comfortingly.

Gulping, I rested my head on Bridget's shoulder, thinking that for the first time since I was little, somebody was bolstering me. And perhaps, I'd gained my first true friend ever, other than my sisters. When my tears had spent themselves, Bridget eased back.

"Now what has you so upset?"

"I..." My voice died. I'd either told too many lies, or kept too many secrets to tell anyone the whole truth. I sighed.

Turning away, Bridget shrugged and picked up the lemon polish and a rag. "Well, ya can tell me later if you can't now."

I'd hurt her feelings. It occurred to me then that no matter what my good intentions, I was living a lie that, when revealed, would hurt all who had become dear to me at Killdaren's Castle.

Thoughts of Sean, my desire to go to him, Jamie's disappearance, and the growing cloud of my lies shadowed my day. But I forced myself to put on a front of lightness. Rebecca already had too much darkness in her life.

"Ring around the rosie, A pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes, we all fall down." Rebecca tumbled to the ground before I could even bend my knees. Bridget just shook her head and smiled.

"You win, poppet." I laughed. After teaching Rebecca the rest of the song on the piano this afternoon, I decided to take her outside, and had brought Bridget with us. No one had told me I couldn't, though I don't think Mrs. Frye would see that frolicking on the hillside was teaching music to Rebecca.

"I d-d-did? N-n-never won be-f-f-fore." Her smile brought a deeper glow to her flushed cheeks. Sunshine glinted brightly on her dark locks and turned her eyes to emerald jewels so bright they had to be the most precious in the world. Even if I had to bear Mrs. Frye's disapproval, seeing Rebecca happy in the sun was worth the price. Though, with Jamie still missing, Mrs. Frye wasn't exactly keeping close tabs on what we did today.

"You're faster than my little brother, you are," Bridget said.

That really impressed Rebecca, making her smile bigger.

I wanted to ask her about Mary and what happened the day Mary disappeared, but I couldn't. Not yet. And I had little hope that Rebecca would be able to tell me or anyone anytime soon.

"P-p-play again?"

"Absolutely."

"Blimey, but I'd forgotten how much fun this was. Makes me wish my brother was here."

"I wish he were here to play too." I stood and squeezed Bridget's hand. Had I been in charge of Rebecca's care, proper or not, I'd have all the village children over to play with her.

We took Rebecca's hands in ours and helped her to her feet. "Now hold on tight and let's spin around as fast as we can."

She giggled and then burst into song. "Roses we all fall down."

"No! Not fair. It doesn't count unless you sing it all."

"Roses," she sang, but before she could finish the verse, I tripped and sent us both tumbling over. I hit the ground and she fell on top of me.

Bridget caught her balance and stayed standing. "You two look very silly."

"I won." I laughed and tried to catch my breath.

"No. D-d-didn't sing all."

"You're right, poppet."

"P-p-play again."

"Let me rest a minute."

"Are you sure you're not ill?" Bridget asked.

Ill at heart. "No, I'm fine. Can you hear the wind and the sea talking to each other, poppet?"

Rebecca laughed. "Don't talk."

My heart hammered. She'd spoken without stuttering for the first time since she started singing without stuttering. "Yes, they do. You just have to listen. They're arguing over who has more power."

"Listen to me break upon the shore. Wind, you have no might," says the sea.

"Watch me whip away the sand. Wave, you have no flight," says the wind.

"Who needs flight when I can sweep from sea to sea with my tide?" scoffs the sea.

"And who needs might when I'm free to circle the world wide!" cries the wind.

Before I could say more, the sound of approaching horses thundering over the dunes intruded.

Rebecca cried out, blindly searching for me as if panicked.

Sitting up, I pulled her to me. "What is it, poppet? What's wrong?"

"M-m-mary," she cried. "H-h-he t-t-took Mary. H-horse man h-h-hurt Mary."

Bridget gasped. My heart pounded painfully. Sean and Stuart appeared from around the corner of the castle on two huge stallions. The closer they came, the louder Rebecca screamed.

"Tell them what she said," I told Bridget. Gathering Rebecca tighter, I ran for the castle. "Can you tell me more, poppet?"

Rebecca was too hysterical to hear my soft spoken question, but she'd said enough. In a blink of an eye, she'd changed my world. Circumventing Nurse Tolley, I took Rebecca right to her mother and told her what had happened. Wrapping Rebecca in her arms, she settled into a nearby rocking chair, and hummed sweetly to the child, soon easing her screams to small cries.

I turned to leave.

"Don't tell anyone what she said," Prudence whispered, shocking me even more.

"Why not?" I asked.

"She is just starting to recover. We are not well liked here, and a hounding of questions about Mary will only traumatize her more."

Though I understood her concern, now that I had a reason to support my suspicions, I thought the dangers of there being an unknown murderer lurking in the shadows more harmful. "It's too late," I said. "Bridget, Stuart and the Killdaren already know."

"There's no worry then. They'll do anything to protect Rebecca."

"Doesn't it bother you at all that something bad may have happened to Mary?" I'd started to believe my suspicions of Mary's death false, and now knew more than ever that they weren't. Someone had killed Mary, and I wanted to shout my suspicions aloud at everyone in the castle.

Prudence frowned. "Yes, but I can't help her. You have to understand. My daughter is all I have. She is more important than anything else."

"I understand, but sometimes the best thing we can do for the people we love is to find the truth."

Dinner at the servants' table was unnaturally silent, with those present barely touching the rich stew Mrs. Murphy and the new scullery maid had prepared. Stuart kept his gaze on Bridget. Bridget kept her gaze on her stew, separating the vegetables into piles on her plate. Janet and Adele kept whispering, looking at Stuart with fearful faces. I was more interested in observing what changes had been brought about by Rebecca's cry about Mary. The word had spread to everyone.

"Enough." Mrs. Murphy stood up from the table. "This silence isn't going to send my hard day's work to the slop pile."

"Then maybe we should all talk about what is happening. What did happen to Mary. And where Jamie might be," I said.

"We know where he is," Stuart said, surprising me and everyone. "He's in the forest, hiding. I'm sure after another night alone, he'll come back, or let the Killdaren and me find him tomorrow."

Mrs. Murphy drew a deep breath. "The lass is right. We need to speak of Mary's death, and Rebecca. Mrs. Frye thinks we're taking what Rebecca said too seriously, and I happen to agree with her."

I blinked. I had expected Mrs. Murphy to believe in Rebecca.

"You wouldn't be saying that if you'd been the one to hear her," Bridget said.

"She's a delicate lass with a wild imagination. How can we know for sure that a man on horseback took Mary just because the horses frightened Rebecca today?" Mrs. Murphy asked.

"Wouldn't it be better to ask how and who might have harmed Mary first, before discounting the child's fear?" I asked, fighting to keep the emotion out of my voice.

Stuart sent me a hard and knowing look that I chose to ignore. From everyone else's stares, my interest must have hit them as unusual.

"Let's humor the lass," Mr. Murphy said. "Once we talk about all of those who'd be on horseback, we'll see how little truth there can be in the wee one's cry. Who rides on Killdaren land?"

"The Killdaren. The viscount and me," Stuart said harshly.

Not Sean, my heart cried.

Bridget gasped, sounding the way I felt. "That's not all. There are...there are others."

Mr. Murphy agreed. "Right you are, lass. Ya might add the earl and Sir Warwick, on occasion."

Bridget shook her head. "There are more. There are those friends of the Killdaren's who come every summer. They'd arrived before Mary disappeared. Maybe someone from the village, and the constable, now and again, while looking for smugglers in the caves."

"I think we should tell the constable what Rebecca said," I added, now that he'd been mentioned.

"No," Stuart shouted, unnecessarily loud. "We are absolutely not bringing Constable Poole into this matter. Not on a blind child's hearsay, who is so frightened she can barely speak. He'd laugh in our faces."

That was a statement I could readily believe.

"Add Jamie to the list of riders too," Bridget whispered.