By this point I had totally lost track of time, lost and enc.u.mbered by a pain that was both physical, mental and emotional. After more than a year in the pit, this Dracula finally did what many have been trying to do since I came here...…..she broke me. Everything felt meaningless and grey, and in my grief and heartache I reached for the bond between me and Asha, wondering if that was also a lie. Even with my doubts, our bond was strong, and it seemed to only become stronger with her pregnancy that it only took a simple thought from her to know what was happening to me, and why.

[I'm sorry, I should have told right from the beginning.] She said to me through our bond.

[So it's true, you're not going to even try to deny it?] I asked her as I arched my back in pain.

The pain was still ongoing, but just this little exchange of words between me and her had made it a little bearable. Her voice took my mind off the pain, gave me an anchor to hold on to, and a focus to pay my attention to.

[There's nothing to deny husband. This is the truth of what I am.]

[Why didn't you tell me?]

[Because I was afraid.....I was afraid that just like my family and all of my friends, you see me differently. That just like them you would abandon me.]

[How could you think that! You're my wife, do you think that means nothing to me! I wouldn't have cared that you were a G.o.ddess or whatever the heck it is, they say you are. I wouldn't have loved you any less.]

[I know that now, and I'm sorry. But I was really afraid, the last time I trusted someone I love with that secret, he sold me into slavery. And that's where you found me, betrayed and thrown away because of this ident.i.ty of mine.]

I understood where she was coming from, but I wasn't going to tell her anything. In fact I'm sure she could feel it from our bond, but that doesn't change the fact that she still lied. But the lie was not the only reason I was so p.i.s.sed, who wouldn't be when you find out that the woman you love was born because she loved another man. So I had to ask.

[Do you still love him?]

[Love? Who're you talking about?]

[You know who I'm talking about!]

[Okay listen here my name is Asha Leona Cor! I'm not some G.o.ddess named Saleil, neither am in love with some very dead or G.o.d knows where he is vampire count. I love you! I married you! And my reasons for lying aside I am bonded to you. I can't love any other person, and I don't want to either. Whoever that G.o.ddess is, she's not me, even if all that I am, is because of her or is a part of her. I'm sorry for lying, but that b.i.t.c.h of a Dracula is playing with your head! The only thing you can be sure of, regardless of what she says, is that I'm your wife, I love you and only you. Beat whatever test she gives you and come home, I'll prove it to you. So please, just believe in me.]

In any relations.h.i.+p, especially a marriage, a lot of effort has to be expended. The trust between a husband and a wife works both ways. In some aspects, a marriage, a true joining of a man and a woman was like religion. You just had to have faith and believe in the person you love. And every time that faith is tested, and you survive, that trust becomes stronger, it becomes unbreakable.

[I'm sorry Asha.]

[Is not your fault, I should have been more honest and truthful right from the beginning. No more secrets between us you hear me? Not one bit.]

[I agree. No more secrets]

After that she was silent, but I could feel her there, hovering right at the edge of my mind, keeping vigil with me. With her there I understood something about the pain I was feeling, it was all in my mind. Yes I could feel it, yes it was burning the f.u.c.k out of me, but I could choose to accept that pain as my reality, or have faith that I can beat it, that I can transcend the very limits pain. There is no pain, nor hurt that can break me, not as long as I have faith. Faith in not just myself, but the people I love, and the people who loved me. I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. Baeki was back with her legs still dipped in the water, to be honest I don't think she ever left. But with water boiling hot like lava, I felt nothing.

She dipped her hand into her basket filled with silver dust and sprinkled it all over me again. I released a slight hiss and the silver burned, just as dangerous and painful as the first time. I felt the pain, I felt all of it, but I was somewhat detached from it. I felt it, but I was not affected by it, just like being caressed by a smooth summer breeze.

"Is that the best you can do?" I asked her with challenge laced within my voice.

She knelt down beside me as I laid in the pool and said.

"Aniyo(no), I'm just getting started Kael Oppa. You cheated though, you went and got help from the Mrs. But it's not so bad, at least you learnt what I'm trying to teach you in a much shorter time than I expected. Good job."

"And what is it that you're trying to teach?" I asked again, as I got up from the pool.

"Pain is fleeting, and even if it's not, we can conquer it, and control it. In any fight, your greatest fear, is pain, be it emotional, mental or physical. A true vampire transcends the limit of his or her pain, becoming invulnerable to it, completely invisible."

She was right, but she was forgetting one very important thing.

"But in the end they become apathetic to everyone and everything that's around them. Emotionless."

"Indeed. But I'm sure you won't let that happen to you. After all, you're the Lion of Shearath."