They had a big argument which made her stop all communication with him, she couldn't talk to her family about him because he wasn't the kind of man they would want for her, although she loved him. she was still scared because she was a virgin. She tried everything but couldn't get Ruky out of her mind, she wanted a relations.h.i.+p ...after graduating from the university, she wanted to know how it felt to be in a relations.h.i.+p, she wanted to be loved but she didn't want her heart to rule and she was scared of her love for him, if only she had stayed away from him... maybe she wouldn't look at men the way she did now. She got into a relations.h.i.+p the next month after she stopped talking to Ruky and the relations.h.i.+p lasted for seven months before she ended the relations.h.i.+p, her first boyfriend was good to her in some ways but she always felt something wasn't right in their relations.h.i.+p. coming back to the present she closed her eyes and remembered those words he said to her that night, using his finger(his pen man) he traced a line from her knee to her thigh and kissed her neck, smiling he said...you are everything I want in a woman. She laughed after he said those words, please don't say things you don't mean and dont try to flatter me, do you know what those words mean? He used his free hand to lift her head up, looked her in the eyes and said to her...I mean it.