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Julian Comstock Part 33

Julian did what he could. He ordered his artillery up. He consulted his maps, and tried to anchor his lines securely, though the terrain was flat and unsuitable. Before long one of his adjutants announced that the sparse American right wing had entirely collapsed and the Mitteleuropans were rolling it up.

I could hear the artillery and the rifle fire-it was noticeably closer now. Dutch shells began to fall perilously near to us. We were in danger of being overrun by our own troops, should the battle become a rout.

Julian barked ferociously at the Lieutenant who first counseled retreat. It was not at all certain that we could return to Striver safely-and then we would only be under siege again, with our numbers depleted and our provisions exhausted. Striver was a prison, and our whole purpose had been to break out of it. But more messengers arrived with increasingly bad news, and when a shell knocked down the crude shelter around us Julian finally admitted the impossibility of sustaining the advance. The Dutch had regained all their courage, and had checked us effectively, and there were no more pantomime weapons to throw at them.

The realization that his plan had failed drove Julian to his lowest ebb. He had been fed no more generously than the rest of us, and several times I had to stand beside him as he consulted with his adjutants, and take his arm to support him when his physical weakness crested. There was in Julian a fierce, almost supernatural strength; I had seen it sustain him through terrible battles before this one; but even that strength had its limit, which he seemed to have just about reached. "I'm cold, Adam," he whispered to me as the day advanced, "and the dead are all around-so many dead!"

"We have to extract all the survivors we can," I told him.

"So they can have the privilege of dying later rather than sooner," he muttered; but the admonition worked to brace him. He reached down into the deepest part of himself, as it seemed, and discovered there a last reserve of courage.

"Bring me the campaign flag," he told the nearest adjutant, "and my horse, and sound a general retreat."

I wish I could paint a word-picture vivid enough to convey the nightmare of our Retreat to Striver. I have neither the skill or the stomach for it, however. It isn't that these images are lost to me, for they return, on a regular basis in my sleep, and I often awake sweating or shouting from their thrall. But I cannot bear to set them down on the page with minute fidelity.

Suffice to say that we rode through Tartarus with the Devil at our backs, fighting all the way.

Days were short in Labrador at that time of year. The light we had greeted so optimistically at dawn grew thin and watery. Julian, still drawing on his deepest wells of strength, carried the battle pennon high and fought alongside the rear-guard. I fought beside him, on horseback, as we gave up land that hours earlier we had won and watered with American blood. Dutch bullets flew around us like lethal insects, and-as at the Battle of Mascouche, so long ago-Julian seemed, at first, invulnerable to them.

But only at first. He could not remain wholly unperforated, in a flurry of lead that made his campaign banner a tattered and illegible rag.

I was next to him when a bullet pierced the cloth of his uniform coat about the shoulder. The wound was not grave, but it numbed the arm; and the banner with its proud boast slipped from his grasp. The faded image of the Moon was trodden on by his horse's hooves as he slumped in the saddle.

"Julian!" I called out.

He turned to the sound of my voice, an apologetic expression on his face. Then a second bullet struck him, and his mouth filled with blood.

* Perhaps the Mitteleuropans know how to pronounce this jaw-cracker-I do not.

Hostilities which had not ceased for decades, and showed no sign of doing so now, which weakened the argument somewhat.

* To this day I don't understand how Julian was able to estimate the kites' position by noting their apparent height above the horizon and the amount of string paid out. It seemed like black magic; though it involved numbers, not spells or toad's-feet or any such occult contrivances.

7.

After dark, the Dutch were in no hurry to chase us-they knew where we were going, and would be content to "mop us up" at their leisure. Thus some fraction of the army that had marched out of Striver arrived back by moonlight, battered and hungry, and took up positions along their old defensive lines. And in the town itself, Dr. Linch-the only one of our physicians to have survived the attempted break-out-set up a diminished version of his old field hospital. His only supplies were a handful of knives and saws, a few bottles of medicinal brandy and liquid opium, and some needles and thread scavenged from the ruin of a tailor's shop. He boiled water over a stove in which he burned scraps of broken furniture.

He looked at me vaguely when I brought Julian to him. His own exhaustion had just about overcome him. I had to remind him of the urgency of his work, and of the necessity of saving Julian's life.

He hesitated, then nodded. I carried Julian into the shell of the old field hospital, past corpses piled like cords for a bonfire. Linch examined Julian's wounds by lantern light.

"The shoulder is only a flesh wound," he said. "The wound to his face is more serious. The bullet tore away a part of his cheek, and two of his molars are shattered. At that, he's lucky it wasn't worse." He paused and smiled-it was a mirthless, bitter smile, such as I hoped never to see again. "I'd say he might recover, if we had food to give him, or real warmth, or shelter."

"Will you sew his cheek, in any case?"

"No," said Dr. Linch. "There are men whose suffering is more intense, and they deserve my attention-and don't mention the name Comstock, as if that had any claim on my sympathies. If you want him sewn up, Adam Hazzard, do it yourself. You've assisted me often enough. You know how it's done."

He gave me a needle and thread and left a lantern for me.

Julian remained insensible with shock as I worked on him, though he moaned once or twice. It was not pleasant to press a threaded needle through his lacerated skin-to dab the blood away in order to judge my own work-and then do it again-and yet again-until a rough seam drew the tissues together, effectively if not handsomely. I could do nothing about his cracked and shattered teeth except, at Dr. Linch's suggestion, to pack the damaged area with cotton. Much blood was spilled during this exercise. It covered my clothing; and the loss of it left Julian breathless.

Dr. Linch, returning, gave him a weak preparation of opium. I sat with Julian through the dark hours, and stoked the stove when the night wind cut too close.

In the morning the shelling resumed with fresh vigor, as if the Dutch meant to punish us for the impudence of our attempted escape. Or perhaps they were just anxious to finish the work of killing us, and get on with their regular business.

Julian spat clotted blood until noon. His distress was palpable, but he couldn't speak. Eventually he gestured for a paper and pencil.

I kept these items with me habitually, as a writer should,* and handed them to him.

He wrote, in quavering capitals, a demand for MORE OPIUM.

I went and canvassed Dr. Linch, but the news I carried back to my friend's bedside wasn't good. "There's very little opium left, Julian. The doctor is reserving it for the worst cases."

MORE,.

wrote Julian.

"There is no more-can't you hear me?"

He was an awful sight, twig-thin, linen-white, his injuries brown with stale blood, blood congealed on his dusty yellow beard. His eyes rolled in their sockets.

I SHOULD HAVE DIED,.

he wrote.

But after a while he slept.

The next day our surviving troops retreated to their final defensive position, in a close perimeter around the town. The noose had fully tightened on us, in other words. The word "surrender" was mooted about; but it had not yet come to that ... not while there were still trail-crackers to eat ... but those wouldn't last long.

I softened hardtack in water until it was soggy and dropped small morsels of it into Julian's mouth, which was the only way he could eat in his present condition. He took some nourishment that way, but refused it when the pain became intolerable.

I asked him whether he had any orders for the men.

NO ORDERS (he wrote)

NOTHING LEFT.

WHY WOULD THEY WANT MY ORDERS?.

"Because you're their commander, Julian. Even if our attack didn't succeed, the men recognize it as a noble attempt-better than they could have made without you."

FAILURE.

"The Dutch were reinforced. It's no one's fault we couldn't overwhelm them. It was a glorious effort-it will be remembered as such."

FOOLISH.

NO ONE TO REMEMBER.

WE WON'T LEAVE HERE ALIVE

"Don't say so!" I pleaded with him. "We will go home-we must! Calyxa needs me-she's having problems with the Dominion. Perhaps that Deacon from Colorado wants to torture her. Also, she's-that is-I haven't told anyone yet, Julian, but-she's going to have a child!"

He stared at me. Then he took up the pencil and paper again.

YOUR CHILD?.

"Of course my child!-what else would it be?"

He wrote, after another pause, GOOD NEWS.

CONGRATULATIONS.

WOULD SMILE IF I COULD.

OF COURSE YOU'LL GO HOME

"Thank you, Julian. You'll come home with me, and we'll see that baby born. You'll be its uncle, in effect; and you can hold it on your knee and feed it mashy apples if you like."

GODFATHER?.

"Yes, if you'll accept the nomination!"

CLOSE TO GOD AS I'LL GET, he wrote, and then laid back against the wooden slats that served him as a bed. His eyes closed, and his wounds seeped pinkish fluids.

* Even one who owns a typewriter, for those machines are not convenient to carry in one's pocket.

8.

The next day looked to be our last, despite the optimism I had tried to impress upon Julian. The shelling of Striver intensified. The Dutch barrages reached every part of the town, and I was often bathed in plaster shaken from the ceiling while I tended to Julian's needs.

His adjutants and junior colonels had stopped begging him for orders-he was too badly hurt to lead, and anyway there were no useful orders to give. The Army of the Laurentians, Northern Division, had become a sort of automaton, firing reflexively whenever a target presented itself. That couldn't continue-our last supplies of ammunition had been tapped.

It was a cold day, clear and windless. Julian slept fitfully whenever the cannonade permitted; and I slept, often enough, on the chair beside him.

I was awake, however, and Julian was asleep, when a freshly-promoted Lieutenant rushed into the room. "General Comstock!" the man exclaimed.

"Quiet, Lieutenant-the General's napping, and he needs his rest-what's the matter?"

"Sorry, Colonel Hazzard, but I was sent to report-that is, we've seen-"

"What? Some new Dutch outrage? If our defenses have collapsed there's no need to trouble Julian Comstock about it. He's in no position to help, though he would, if he could."

"It's not that, sir. Sails!"

"I beg your pardon?"