Originally posted on RBKTR Translations.

Author: Yi Zhi Da Yan (一隻大雁).

Translated by: Yujuan.

9.

The more I think about that night the more I get angry, just how much is he lacking in sleep? Can't he go one day without yawning?

If it was me, getting pushed by him into the bathroom, forcefully stripping me of my clothes, then pus.h.i.+ng the disheveled me into the bathtub… 

You'd become hard just thinking about it!

But he actually fell asleep!

Is this the time to fall asleep?!

I was really too lazy to bother with him, so on the next day I didn't give him a morning kiss, just bringing the dog over to the vet immediately. For an entire morning, he didn't even give me a phone call.

I'm getting angry, I'm really getting angry.

Doesn't he detect anything wrong? Doesn't he know that I've gotten angry?!

When it came close to afternoon I carried the dog back home with a stomach full of annoyance, my face really wasn't very pretty. 

I put the dog in the living room and realized that he was actually in the study.

It has always been me who's been using the room ever since it was renovated, he seldom enters the study. I pushed open the door to the study and saw him holding the laptop crouching in the seat of the sofa, staring unwaveringly at the screen, not even aware that I had walked in.

What is he looking at?

I was suddenly very curious.

I walked right behind him, curiously asking him what he was looking at.

He shut the lid of the laptop close, but in spite of that, I had more or less seen the words on the laptop screen.

【How do you persuade your impotent friend to live on】

Could he possibly… really want to commit suicide?