Even if this van came up in front of him, he would still have to drive up naturally to it, for a number of reasons.

The first was that if he started to slow down and move back, they'd be aware that something was wrong. The second was that if he stayed up close-not exactly nose to tail but almost-then as soon as he saw the barrels come out of the back of the van, he could put his foot down and ram the back of the wagon with three-quarters of a ton of Saab. If that stopped it, all well and good; we could all get out and start shooting.

If not, he could either back off, get out, and start firing or get out and start running. Al was only armed with a pistol.

If there were a couple of boys in the back of the van pointing G3s at him, he wasn't going to be able, to do much in return-unless they were off-balance after being rammed. But if he rammed the vehicle at full pelt there was a possibility that he might damage himself., "That's a Renault five coming towards me now.

That's now past. My Sierra [speed] thirty to thirty-five mph."

I adjusted my speed to maintain distance.

"Bravo, roger that: Sierra thirty to thirty-five."

"That's now approaching Venners Bridge."

"Roger that."

"That's at the bridge, and still towards Henderson's."

"Roger that."

If there is a calm net, there are calm reactions. if there's hollering and shouting on the net, it sparks everybody up; either calmness or tension will radiate to everybody else.

By now Al had pa.s.sed the roundabout that was manned by the troop, concealed and acting as a cutoff.

We were still backing him-close enough to give protection but far enough away not to stand out.

Everything was still under control except that we didn't know what had happened to the van. The one thing we did know was that Al was there on his own. By now we had pa.s.sed the roundabout and were well on the way to Dungannon.

Bravo came up: "That's me static at Henderson's."

The Saab pa.s.sed, and then we pa.s.sed. If it didn't happen at the roundabout, it was going to be really difficult for them to do anything.

I was slightly p.i.s.sed off that there was nothing happening. We did so many jobs where we got really revved up, only for nothing to happen.

Al got some speed on and headed down the old Dungannon road. We were still behind him.

Suddenly we heard from the ground call sign: "Stand by, stand by-the van's coming back towards the roundabout! They've missed him, they've missed him! The back windows are out. It's on. He's coming back to you, Bravo."

"Roger that, we will take it, wait out."

Ken and his group were still the other side of the roundabout, and the van was coming toward them at full speed. It seemed that the players had missed Al and didn't realize that he was well down the road to Dungannon. They were probably panicking; if they f.u.c.ked this up, they'd be in the s.h.i.t.

Ken could see the van now coming toward them. As far as he was concerned, he was going to take it. He shouted, "Ram it! Take it!"

Ken put his seat belt on, and he was ready to go.

Everyone just hung on and waited for the bang.

As the van came toward him, there was a boy on the front seat firing through the windscreen. Both vehicles swerved, and Ken came to a screeching halt.

The only bangs that happened were the gunfire from the van. The boy was firing at the car as it approached.

They started to take rounds into the windscreen; everyone ducked down as both vehicles missed each other by inches. As the van pa.s.sed, firing came from the back All three Regiment blokes went to roll out of their vehicle and start firing. They wouldn't have enough time to turn it around. They were taking incoming; it took the back window out and the boys were now firing out of the hole. The best thing was to get out of the way of the vehicle, because that was going to take the majority of the shots.

Ken shouted: "Get out! Get out!"

Eno was in the back, firing away, waiting for the others to get out so he could follow.

Ken had put on his seat belt as the intention had been to have a major crash and take these boys on. In fact it'll saved his life.

Eno, the unflappable, was still putting rounds through the back window.

He fired nice threeround bursts; all he needed'was one of the twenty cigarettes that he smoked every day and he'd have looked like he was having a day out on the range. Ken opened his door and started to get out but was restrained by his belt. -In that instant the door took three or four rounds, just where he would have been standing.

All three were out now, and Ken was on the net giving directions to the rest of the troop. The other two were still firing at the van.

"Contact, contact, contact! That's the van still going straight, that's at the crossroads-India acknowledge."

"India, we have it, wait out."

As soon as we heard that the van was racing down, we screamed around and started driving fast toward the roundabout. Everybody already had his gloves on. Now they started putting their goggles on, too; they knew we were going to start firing through the car.

We could see Ken's car, Bravo, facing us. The boys were starting to sort themselves out and get back in the car. The yellow van was moving off fast. Ken was going to turn around and back us. I put my foot down hard on the floor.

We got in range of the van and opened up on it.

T. he front pa.s.senger uses his legs to push himself back against his seat for support as he fires. One of the back men leans between him and the driver and fires through the windscreen.

One boy was firing from the front seat, another from the back.

The barrel of his HK53 was right next to me.

As the 5.56 Armalite rounds went off, my whole body shuddered.

There was a fearsome burst of flame from the muzzle each time, and it was scorching me. My eyes clenched up involuntarily with each round.

Our windscreen had crazed with the first round, but being safety gla.s.s, it didn't cave in. I had to lean over to the right-hand side so I could see through a good patch.

We drove toward the van.

There was gla.s.s everywhere; my hands were bleeding; everyone was shouting to be heard above the wind rush.

I was trying to keep the car as stable as possible as it sped along so that the fire could be accurate.

"Faster, faster, we're going to lose him!"

We were gagging on cordite fumes. The wind howled through gaps in the gla.s.s with weird whistling noises.

Everybody was shouting.

By now Ken and his gang had got back into their wreck of a car and were moving toward the contact.

"Bravo is trying to back you, India."

We were starting to lose him.

"He's going left, he's going left!"

I could see the turning and had to slow down to make sure I could get around. By now we had Bravo backing us. We screamed left on the wrong side of the road that went under the motorway. Suddenly there were roads leading everywhere. We drove. down a steep right-hand bend shouting, "Where the f.u.c.k are they?"

Ken got on the net. "You take the first option right; I'll take the second option left. Let's sort this out!"

We started turning into the little roads. Every time we saw somebody we stopped and shouted, "Where's the van? Have you seen the van?"

"That's first option right cleared."

"Roger that."

"Check the next option left."

"Roger that."

In my mind I knew we'd lost them now, but we had to go through the motions. They could be anywhere. Al was halfway to Dungannon; he'd pulled off the road and was waiting.

By now the whole community was out looking to see what was happening.

All they saw was two cars screaming around with no windows and weapons sticking out of them.

Everyone was severely p.i.s.sed off. Bravo had taken hits; we had fired back without results, apart from the fact that none of us was dead. Al and the target weren't shot, and there were no injuries. A success is doing the job and everybody coming back alive. If a task was technically a success but we had a man down, then to me that would be a failure.

Al Slater did his job well that day. He knew that he was going to be part of the target and that to survive, he'd have to take on the threat on his own, as well as look after the U.D.R man. And all the time he'd have to stick with the attackers, until everybody else could get up with him and take them on.

"You're all w.a.n.kers," he said to us that night. "I can't see what the problem was. I had a lovely drive into Dungannon."

What Al did showed a lot of bottle and he got the MM for it, but he was doing it because it was his job. It had nothing to do with Queen and country. He wouldn't have looked at it and said, "h.e.l.l, this is exciting." He would just have thought, I need to sort my s.h.i.t out for this one. The fact that there was a possibility of dying wouldn't have particularly worried him. If it had, he'd have been in a different line of work.

Everybody took a job like this extremely seriously. We were talking about people's lives, and we all knew the value of life because we'd all had our Nicky Smiths.

True, we might make light of it and have a laugh at the dead man's auction, when all the man's kit was sold off and the proceeds sent to the next of kin. But bravery didn't come into it; if anyone was doing it for heroics, he'd soon get kicked out. The Regiment didn't want heroes; heroic blokes do things that are unpredictable and put other lives in danger.

The idea was always to let the enemy die for his country, not you for yours.

The op had failed, but that was just one of those things. I wasn't p.i.s.sed off long term about it. No problem; it would be a long war.

Sadly, later in the day, we discovered there had been a casualty, Frederick Jackson. An innocent victim of the fight against terrorism, he'd been hit with a round from one of our weapons during the firefight.

The van was later found abandoned in one of the culde-sacs. The boys had legged it cross-country before hi jacking another car for their getaway. Inside the van were a shotgun, a radio, and empty cases from an automatic weapon. The players had been there to kill-at long range with the automatic or, if they had the chance, close up with the shotgun.

Some lessons were learned. We had been needing a large-caliber weapon that could be easily concealed for our type of work; the SLR was too big and bulky for use in cars, and in any case 5.56 didn't give us enough stopping power if we were firing out of one car into another.

The short-term answer, until the 7.62 G3s arrived from Heckler & Koch, was to acquire some Argentinian folding stock FNs that the Regiment had brought back from the Falklands. They did the business very nicely.

Later on that tour we had a "fast ball."

There were a lot of close-quarter shoots going on at the time in County Fermanagh. The players would come up to a front door, knock, and just barge in and shoot as soon as somebody answered. The targets were mostly R.U.C or U.D.R people; whether on foot or by vehicle, the players would get back to safety. What we planned to do was split ourselves up over a period of a few nights to cover a number of main targets, but this time we'd be waiting on the premises.

The tactic might involve a combination of being in the house and being the one who opened the door or being outside and watching them make their approach. It all depended on the terrain and the makeup of the house, garden, and outbuildings.

There were four of us in one house, sitting with the main target.

Of all the possible targets we could think of, this one was the most likely to be hit. It was a large bungalow in the middle of nowhere, the nearest neighbor being over a quarter of a mile away.

Frank was in charge. The rest of the team was me, Eno, and a rupert called Boss S. To avoid suspicion, we had decided to make it look as if we were a vanload of friends turning up with six-packs of beer and big bags of fun-size Mars bars.

He was a great old boy in his forties, full of jokes and totally nonchalant about the situation. This might have had something to do with the fact that everywhere we went in the house there seemed to be a shotgun hanging off a wall ready to give somebody the good news.

"Let's get the kettle on, boys, and we'll sit down and watch some television. I've had this for years and years: They say there's a threat on me, and all you lads come down and look after us for a couple of days. I wouldn't take it too seriously if I were you. But it'll be interesting to see what happens. It's a cold night; I can't see them coming out in this."

It was a beautiful house. The kitchen was boiling hot, with a Rayburn going full tilt on one side and a huge kettle steaming away on one of the hot plates. He shooed away the flask and sandwiches he saw me bring in. "Forget that horrible stuff," he said. "I'll do us a decent cup of tea, and there's pie and things cooking in the Rayburn." . It was a still and icy cold night. I was so glad to be inside, stuffing my face with pies and tea, instead of lying in an OP in a bush.

Frank and Boss S were watching the telly with him in the front room. Eno and I were in the kitchen, sitting in armchairs that we'd pulled up near the large double-glazed back door. All the lights were off; n.o.body would be able to see us. We sat with our feet up on pouffes, our weapons resting across t'he arms of the chairs. It was a brilliant way to go to war.

There was no way the players would come to the front of the house; it was one of those places where the front door had never been used.

From our armchairs we had a grandstand view of the approach that we reckoned they'd use. They were very unlikely to drive in; they'd be coming across country and entering via the back. If they did, they wouldn't be exiting.

Eno whispered, "I'm gagging for a f.a.g."

"Why the f.u.c.k do you smoke?" I said. "It costs too much, and you stink."

"Yeah, but it's good for the training. The old kickstart. I'll give it up one of these days."

The still of the night was shattered by Fraser coming on the net to us: "Everybody, sort your s.h.i.t out,"TCG wants you down at the Drumrush Lodge now. n.o.body knows what's going on, but everyone needs to get down there. I'll give you sitreps if anything comes in. Get down there-now!"

Frank said, "Roger that. We're on our way."

We got our kit together and went to the van.

Frank said, "Boss, you map-read, I'll drive. Andy and Eno, in the back."

The U.D.R boy waved us off a- nd said, "Don't worry about me. I've got more shotguns and Mars bars than you can shake a stick at. See you later."

Fraser came back on the net: "A few minutes ago a woman phoned the R.U.C station at Kesh. She said, 'Listen carefully, this is the Fermanagh Brigade of the IRA.

There are a number of blast incendiaries in the Drumrush Lodge Hotel.

The reason for this is that the Drumrush Lodge serves the b.a.s.t.a.r.ds of the security forces."