Evelyn looked down at Fabian, who had been unconscious because of the paralytic poison. Listening to his mutter, she thought that Fabian was having a nightmare.

I didnt know

Serus said it was a symptom of mana poisoning. And Evelyn was asked to be by his side because he would be awake soon.

Has he had nightmares? Evelyn spoke to herself quietly.

Fabian was always a strong man, and there was no distraction. Even though Evelyn was his closest person, she still felt far apart. But now she felt strange when she saw Fabians pale skin, sleeping and having a nightmare.

It was an expression she didnt know when she was by his side.

why

Not only in real life, even in his dream Fabian kept repeated the same words again and again. He seemed still didnt understand why Evelyn said good-bye.

Thats probably because I had nightmares, too.

Evelyns previous life was a nightmare. After losing her child twice, she became a puppet Empress wearing a crown on her head, and she spent days drying her blood before she finally died with a weak body.

But you didnt even look at me.

The Emperor didnt find out where the Empress was. And immediately said that he would no longer place any burden on her. In the end, the Empress was only a puppet who could only sit in a place where she could not give birth to a successor.

Although it wasnt a dream, it was the life that Evelyn had lived through before returning to the past.

Bad person. Locked in a cage, not paying attention.

But there was no more hatred left for Evelyn. As a result, Evelyn was able to save Adrians life. After she got a lovely gift, her past became meaningless. Therefore, it couldnt be denied that she had to keep as far distance as possible from Fabian.

why

Fabian spoke out another empty word. Evelyns feelings toward Fabian right now were a pity.

It could have been some kind of sympathy. Yet, Evelyn felt something strong grasping her wrist at the next moment, and she saw Fabians pale face.

lyn.

Fabians hands were scalding. More than any other moment that Evelyn remembered.

on. Fabians hand held Evelyns wrist firmly.

dont leave me.

It was a voice of loneliness.

Evelyn.

Fabian called her name. It was her name, a name that she thought he had forgotten forever.

Me.

At his call, Evelyn was slightly holding her breath.

Dont leave alone..

Fabian was sick now. But still, he was the Fabian who had ruined Evelyns life in her past.

***

He had a long dream. As Fabian barely lifted his eyelids, Evelyns blonde immediately caught his eyes.

Empress.

A familiar title came out without Fabian knowing it. Then, Evelyn looked at him calmly.

Are you awake?

Fabians hand held Evelyns wrist. It was a moment he didnt know about. Fabian hesitated. He didnt know whether to let go or hold her slender wrists.

Ive heard about the demons..

Evelyn felt the distance between them was closer than ever. She could feel Fabians pulse through his grip. Why didnt he do this in the past? Its easy enough to make her happy, though.

I have an antidote, but it was sent by the Vatican yesterday. said Evelyn. She was calm when told that.

Yes. Ill drink. And I wont ask for sin.

Perhaps it was because Evelyn had come herself that she got this answer.

Here.

Evelyn was used to pouring medication for him. Fabian shortly remembered his past memories with Evelyn and swallowed the humiliating antidote.

Drink this.

After that, Evelyn remained silent on Fabians side. And after a while, the antidote was starting to work. Only then did Fabian lift himself up by his own will, and he leaned back to his bed.

Then, Ill call Sir Serus.

It was a natural procedure.

You.

I have to go take care of Prince Adrian.

But there was no way to stop Fabian.

Excuse me, Your Majesty. said Evelyn. She looked at her still-gripping-wrist as he stared at her blankly. Only then did Fabian release Evelyns wrist.

Ah.

Well, Ill get going.

And suddenly, Fabian realized something. He, who took Evelyns hand off this time, was the same as when he let Evelyn go that night when she asked for a divorce.

No.

Just before Evelyn left, Fabian reached out and grabbed her wrist again.

Your Majesty?

Evelyn was the same. It was just like that night when the scent of the golden tree broke out.

I didnt want to let go. he said. It was late, but Fabian found his heart.

At that time., I didnt want to let you go. But, his confession now maybe was too late.

So, I dont want to repeat my regrets.

Fabian was still a self-centered man. Evelyns eyes shake, and even when she tried to pull out her wrists, his hot hand didnt let her go.

Evelyn. Fabian called her name.

I dont want to let go of this hand. said Fabian sincerely. He spoke his true heart, even though it was a really late answer.

Your Majesty. Evelyn said calmly. Her blue eyes were looking at Fabian.

Our relationship ended then.

The painful days had already been erased. Time passed, and Evelyn loved her present freedom now.

No matter what. Even if you say your Majesty, theres no turning back.

Fabian was an Emperor but also a human being.

I have already forgotten the resentment or regrets toward you.

Evelyn was severe when she said that.

For you did the marriage have nothing but only resentment and sorrow? he asked. Fabians asking voice sounded pitiful.

No.there was other thing. Something that was sparkling and warm.

Then

Evelyn shook her head.

It was my own.

Now she could tell the story that she was supposed to tell at the night that the golden trees scent blossomed sweetly.

All those hearts have always been my own. said Evelyn. There was no hesitation or regret in her blue eyes.

Your Majestys Empress, Evelyn Felice, died that day, under the golden wood tree.

Suddenly, she thought Fabians selfish eyes were gone, but that wasnt something Evelyn could touch. Because this was the life had chosen.

So please forget me for the rest of your life.

Fabian had a heavy silence.

And just remember that our relationship is over. Evelyn was firm to the end.

Then, Ill go back.

After Evelyn gracefully bent her knees. And Fabian could only look faintly at her figure who disappeared from his sight.

Only

A furious wind which louder than the night when Evelyn asked for a divorce, shook Fabians chest.

Forget it. Fabian repeated Evelyns words in a low voice.

Evelyn..you still dont know me.

Low, but it didnt sound angry at all.. Fabians voice was really calm.

Did I look like someone who would do such a request?

Fabian slowly closed his eyes and then opened it again.

Everything is decide by me.