The Changed Worldー１

An anime song was playing inside my room. It was the alarm I set on my smartphone that was still connected to the charger.

7:00 AM.

Today is a workday. I have to go to school.

I stopped the anime song. And I look at the ceiling for a minute, just to get rid of the drowsiness..

When I descended from the bed, a sudden dizziness a.s.sault me. While being unsteady, I reflexively put my hand on top of my study desk.

My view was distorted, I closed my eyes unintentionally. Did I got fever? My thoughts was suddenly stopped..

A noisy buzz sounded in my ears. I got a headache too. Did I got sick? It’ll be bad if I did. I can feel some cold sweat flowing on my back.

Finally, I can no longer think. I….. am I gonna die like this?

　Or so I thought…

*Don-don-don*

The sound of knocking echoed from the door. Those knocks brought back my awareness.

「Wake up! You’re always sleeping! Answer me!」

My mother’s voice sounded from the other side of the door.

「Eh? Aah…..」

「Mou… You’re always sleeping, you’re going to be late..!」

When I heard those words, I look at the clock. It’s already near 8 o’clock.

So much time had pa.s.sed. I thought it was only a few minutes. When I realized it, the dizziness and headache I felt earlier had gone.

What was that I wonder… I don’t have much time left. I have to hurry, or else I’ll be late.

I also need to take care of my body, and then go to school.

Because of one matter in the morning, it’s boring, and it’s always repeated like a loop.

When I arrived at school, the cla.s.s is about to start. And because I hurriedly prepare to come to school, I forgot to bring my textbook. The girl beside me seems to noticed, but she just ignored me. Of course, I as well didn’t request to share her book.

The Mathematics teacher finally entered. When he saw my desk, he didn’t see any textbook.

「What? You forgot your textbook? If that’s so… You, girl, share with him.」

「…… Haーi.」

The girl beside me answered with an ill-sounded reply. And then…., I can’t see it!!!

In spite of being told by the teacher, she didn’t let me see it. The textbook was slightly quivering. Ano…. That position, I can’t see it you know…

From then on, I just keep silent in my heart until the lesson is over.

Anyhow, she doesn’t seemed to have any understanding. Like this, all the lessons is over. Finally, it’s time to go home.

In an instant I hurriedly went back home. At a section near my house, I run using my whole energy. But, it backfired……

「Uwaaa……」

When I opened the front door, my sister’s voice sounded from inside…「Welcome home..」is what she said.

And when she look at my appearance, her gaze is filled with unhappiness. That’s right, she is my blood-related sister that also hates me.

I, who used my whole energy just to come back home without even waiting for the train and run straight through traffic lights, was. .h.i.t with that kind of att.i.tude from my own sister at the front door. But this only happened because of my own fault. Supposing that I stopped at a traffic light, this might not happen.

But, this kind of thing won’t make me resentful to G.o.d. Why? Because G.o.d is the one who made me like this, and G.o.d won’t feel guilty anyway.

Letting out a sigh, my sister went back to her room. So Cute… Even though we were born from the same parents, she’s so cute, and I’m ugly. This unfairness, came from G.o.d.

Sigh.. I don’t even know how to start complaining to G.o.d. Me and my sister’s features are so different, only the genes are the same. Letting out a sigh like my sister, I went straight to my own room.

「Satte… Let’s onani thoroughly…」

I said murmuringly while taking off my uniform. After I got back home, masturbating is already a daily routines.

When I took out my p.e.n.i.s, it’s already half-awake.

I opened the ero manga that I took from the bottom of the drawer at my desk, it’s about an orc doing a woman knight.

I immediately noticed something.

I put the ero books at the bottom of the drawer, and it was all camouflaged with notes and prints. So the books were thicker. But, the thickness is obviously useless.

Because when I look inside the drawer, not even a single book remains. I specially went to a bookstore where I had to change train a few times just to get there and bought it secretly, but now, all my precious ero books are gone.

Did mom dumped all of it!?

That was the first thing that comes to my mind. But, I especially hid them inside my drawer,  no one will be able to found the ero books….

…

In the first place, what the heck is ero book….. ?

Just now.. what am I doing……? And what the h.e.l.l is ero book?!

At that moment, the illness from this morning, a.s.sault me again. Many information also emerging inside my head.

And then I realized…

In this world, no one knows about Ero anymore.