"What are you doing in my house?" I asked, rubbing my eyes. "Oh.. Good morning" He smiles sweetly. "Even if we are married Jungkook, I don't want to live with you. Please get out! And how did you even know my pin to the door?" I yelled, he looks at me in surprise.

I feel bad but who is he to just walk into my house and start cleaning all of a sudden? He has no right! Never mind.. he does. He is my husband after all.

"Tonight is the night you've been talking about.. So, I thought why not clean for you and you can have fun with him" he forced a smile. He looks so pitiful. Letting you guys know that he has never been in a relations.h.i.+p.

"Yoon Byeol-ah, I am not normally like this… I just us to be happy and at least act like we're in love. I don't like showing the weak side of me but if it means you'll open up.. then I will."

"I never asked you to do this! You can't even touch me because of that stupid illness you have! Is this how husband and wife live?!"

"I just wanted to get married and live a normal life with the man I love. But because of this stupid marriage, my dreams crashed" I added with tears rolling down my pale cheeks.

Jungkook was standing there, holding back whatever he was going to say and walks away. He close the front door behind him. I could hear him starting his car and driving away.

It was dead silence as I drop on the ground, crying my eyes out.

He was just being nice, trying to get me ready for tonight with my boyfriend but I pushed him away like he was nothing.

We made many deals before we got married and all of those deals were deals that made me blind to Mingyu. We've been married for 3 days now and never have I ever thought about how Jungkook feel.

That day I went to a friend's house to get ready for my big night tonight! It's like a secret honeymoon for me and Mingyu but Jungkook already knows about this.

5:30 pm one cold evening

I got a text from my friend. It was a video. I curiously play it to see Mingyu, at first I was happy but things starts to change

I could see two figure of a man and a women kissing with their hands caressing each other under the dimly lit room.

They were sitting on the sofa in the living room. I froze as tears gather in my eyes.

I continued to watched as they started undressing each other but because of the pain in my chest I could not continue any longer.

I got in the car to see my phone ringing with the name "My future husband❤" on the screen. "h.e.l.lo?" I answered the call to hear a cold voice saying "Get home now".

6:00 PM

I came home to see Mingyu welcoming me home. I faked a smile and walk inside to see food on the table.

"Have you been waiting long?" I asked, taking off my heels. " No.. I just came home" He smiles.

I don't know if that was a fake smile but.. it hit me.. He walk and hugged me tight "Bebe must be tired" he whispers in my ear.

I know he was thirsty. He held me by the hips and came in for a kiss. I look away, feeling him stop all his movements.

"Are you thirsty?" I asked as I raise an eyebrow. I have never slept with Kim Mingyu and seeing him like this.. disgust me.

"W-what? bebe.. no.. " he tries to laugh it off. "Is that why you did it? " I ask as tears gather in my eyes.

"Bebe.. what are you talking about?" he hugs me again but this time.. he was afraid.

Is that why you did it Kim Mingyu? Because you were thirsty for s.e.x?