My tiredness was simply too huge right now, mana exhaustion? That's not it, I felt as if my heart was hurting so much, I... I feel like a monster, I can't even express myself properly anymore, no matter how much I try, no smile or a different expression will appear, even a fake one...

I feel... so guilty about what I did, because I lost control, an entire Kingdom was destroyed from nothing, however, I have to keep this to myself, we just arrived on the Geist Kingdom Royal Palace, it was beautiful, prettier than the one at the Aurorial Kingdom, the materials here were different, they had a unique s.h.i.+ne on them, I don't know if it's only my vision but it looked truly beautiful.

I didn't talk much, I simply waited till a room was designated to me and my younger brother, the Princess left the Throne Room and said to me ''I'll guide you to your room, my Royal Father said that he wants to meet you after you've recovered, follow me...''

Nodding, I followed her as we quickly appeared beside a room and as we entered it, I let the Princess enter it first before confirming there wasn't anything suspicious, I entered as I was greeted with beautiful decorations, a bed and a crib, with narrowed eyes, the Princess that seems to be just one year older than me said with narrowed eyes

''You seem to be quite distrustful to others, hm? Well, I won't pry into your story, every time you feel your younger brother is hungry, you just need to shake this bell and a maid hired specially for the BreastFeed function will come...'' I extended my palm slightly as she dropped the bell on it, as soon as she left the room, I felt my knees go weak, my heart was hurting... it hurt so much.

I fell to my knees as I cried, I heard... I was hearing all of the cries of everyone that died on the Aurorial Kingdom, my tears didn't stop as they fell endlessly, the feeling of guilt was overcoming my body, at least I had put little Dämon on his crib and he was sleeping with a small smile on his cute face.

I couldn't take it anymore as my mind went blank.

[Third Person POV]

Inside Feuer consciousness, a black mist started to cover all of his consciousness, however, there were two parts it couldn't cover, one where a Sphere glowing a pure white color was, besides it was a beautiful golden-colored glow, s.h.i.+ning brightly, it protected not only its aura but also the white Sphere area, the black mist started to 'feel' anxious and decided to attack, however, just as it went near the golden-colored glow, it stopped on its tracks.

As if it had its own conscience, the black mist retreated but it still felt tempted and was about to advance again, this time towards the white-colored Sphere, just as it neared it, an ethereal, powerful voice made it stop its tracks ''Spirit of Death... I order you to stop trying to dominate my partner body, he's not like the previous hosts you had before, look at the Spirit of Life, behaving calmly and coexisting with my host, know your place...''

It was a beautiful golden-colored Phoenix, Feuer Elemental Spirit, however, differently from before, now its size was different, being huge as an adult Phoenix, despite the fact that he's only a kid right now, after six months splitting half of his partner Mana with himself, he gained the ability to talk after three long months sleeping, being awakened after the Spirit of Death advances.

The Spirit of Death 'looked' fearfully to the golden-colored Phoenix with its nonexistent eyes before it retreated, the golden-colored Phoenix looked at it calmly before saying

''Good... you think that by dominating the body of my partner, you'll get stronger as you get every time you dominate a body, hm? You're wrong, he's special, I promise you that by coexisting with him, you'll have plenty of benefits, you already got one by making him losing control and harvesting such amount of Souls...''

''Spirit of Death and Spirit of Life, you're two opposite beings but you need to coexist with each other in your host body, one benefits from the lives the host kill while the other from the lives the host saves or heal, one is Destruction while the other is Creation, your origins still being unknown, my memories are blurred, I don't remember anything that happened Eons ago...'' The golden-colored Phoenix mumbled before continuing

''However, it's time for you to awaken, my partner, your innate memories and true race has been hidden for a big amount of time already, 14 years of lost time of training in both Body and Spirit Path... luckily, you awakened a small part of your bloodline, now, it's time for you to awaken at least half of it...'' As he said that, a golden-colored glow covered Feuer's entire consciousness.

In the room, Feuer suddenly stood up as if he was shot by electricity, looking around, he felt confused 'I feel... good?' he thought while having the urge to sing but held himself back 'Why do I feel so energetic? All the extreme guilt I was feeling and the cries of everyone, it disappeared... and what's up with these memories? There seems to have more of them but they're locked?' Feuer thought, feeling confused, despite that, his face was stoic, his eyes cold as ever, as if unable to show them.

It took him a few minutes to notice it was innate memories, he thought 'But why now? I have awakened my bloodline around a year ago, though?'

Feuer felt something was wrong so he decided to check his own status 'Fenex, show my true status' he thought to himself as the usual screen appeared on his consciousness.

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[Name: Feuer Flake]

[Age: 15 Years Old]

[Race: Ouránios Phoenix]

[Bloodline: Golden Phoenix (Mutated, 100% Purity)]

[Cultivation Realm: Peak Lotus Core]

[Mage Realm: Peak Spiritual Core]

[Elements: Fire, Darkness, Light]

[Elemental Spirit: Golden Phoenix]

'Ouránios? Which language is that? It seems that after that, my race became a pure Phoenix, maybe the fact that I was born with a perfect human form and can keep it is due to that...?' Feuer thought before shaking his head, he doesn't know how much time pa.s.sed but since he's hearing his younger brother cry, it must mean he's hungry, then, he shook the bell as a thin, spiritual line shot out of it, going to a certain direction 'This is so convenient...' Feuer thought as someone knocked on the door.

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