Published at 23rd of March 2020 05:50:03 AM

Chapter 42

Hazure Skill Mapping wo Te ni Shita Ore wa, Saikyou Party to Tomo ni Dungeon ni Idomu Chapter 42

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Her Truth and Confession

Translator: Masakibluei

Im shock from hearing the truth from Erin . At that time, I found an objective to move forward from my meaningless life because of the Arrivers self-introduction . But that precious memory is actually mixed with lies . As a result, I feel a little bit sad because I was betrayed . But her confession does not stop here .

Erin: There are other things too . Especially, this is about you, Note .

Note: Me?

Erin: Yes . Actually, in the past, I wanted you to get out of our group

Note: In the pastIs this about the time when you were mad at me and told me that I was lazy?

Erin: Not that one . From the beginning . From the moment you joined usno, more precisely, even before you joined .

When I peer into Erins eyes pupil, the contents of her eyes are void . She already exhausted all of her emotions and what is left inside of her is only emptiness .

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Erin: I hate a person who likes to sell out about himself like my previous classmates . Because of having a useless skill, you abased yourself . You also have the tendency to be jealous of others . Therefore I did not want to be influenced by a miserable person like you . I thought, since everyone in the group are top class adventurers, it would work out somehow for me . However, you barged in and joined the group with your dirty feet . So, I decided to force you out .

Note: Forcing me out

Erin: You got some ideas about it, right? I told you in the kitchen when we met for the first time . I was against the idea of you joining the party . During the false charge of kidnapping with Neme too . Dont you think I was too harsh on you? During that incident, I finally found an excuse to force you out . Even if it was against your will, I tried to force you out .

My memories with Erin at that incident start to change its color a little bit . At that time, had she thought like this as well? Was that how she truly felt? I come to realize that I really do not know and understand Erin at all . I only had been looking at her superficial appearance .

Erin: I kept my cold attitude to you for this reason . But I was wrong . Note was different from my classmates . Furthermore, you are far stronger and more decent than me who tried to put you into turmoil .

Note: I am a decent and strong person?

I want to open my mouth to rebuke but Erin stops me and continue speaking .

Erin: Yes . When I was running away and continue to spend time lazily, Note, you faced your own weaknesses and worked really hard to change it . Since I joined Arrivers, I never practiced my spell even once, but you were learning and practicing arts all the time . Then you have improved, but I havent changed at all .

Note: I am not a person who deserves such compliments . If I fight with Erin, Erin is much stronger

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Erin: I am a weak person . Even if I win with my skill, there is no meaning if I lose my heart . For a human being, talent is necessary, but effort is even more important . Even if you have a rare talent, without putting any effort it will become pointless .

Her confession is nearly finished . She already spilled out all of her feelings and she also spoke about everything that she wanted to say .

Erin: You do have talent . A talent for putting all of your efforts . And also, a talent to keep moving ahead . Im sure you will achieve a great accomplishment in the future . I guarantee . Thats why, leave me here and find a way to get out from this floor by yourself . Certainly, you will be fine by yourself . It might be easier to get out of this place without me . Although I dont want to die alone in this dark place, I will bear with it . This kind of death is worthy for a person like me who keeps on hurting others .

Note: Why did you say that! Lets go together

Erin: I cant do it anymore . I already lost all of my heart . Just leave me here .

By looking at her pleading eyes, I finally get to know her real nature . At last . At last, Im able to understand her . Her real feelings and her real perception about me . I start to speak to rebuke her opinion .

Note: Its not true . Im just lucky . I was able to changed because I met Arrivers . Thats all . I was the one who by chance joined the Arrivers, unlike you Erin .

Erin is just like my old self . She is just like me before I met the Arrivers . I was filled with guilt of hurting Miya .

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Note: I used to be exactly like you . I was a weak person . I refused to face my own weaknesses . But I met the Arrivers and it changed me . That was the only difference .

Erin: In my case, I did not change at all after I joined the Arrivers! I could not change myself! Because Im a weak person! You are different! You are able to change yourself because of your own effort! Meanwhile, its my own fault that I cannot change myself!

Note: No! You are not bad, Erin! People can change for better or worse after meeting someone else . But it depends on who you met and how they influence you .

I become emotional as I gaze into Erins eyes intensely .

Note: For me, the Arrivers is my salvation, but for Erin, the Arrivers is not your salvation . Its just a slightly misplaced button . If the situation and the timing are slightly different, the result might be the opposite . A future where Erin has changed while I have not changed at all might exist .

I got a trash skill and betrayed my childhood friend .

While Erin got an amazing skill, she betrayed her only friend .

Then I was able to slightly change my miserable self after I joined the Arrivers .

While Erin had not changed at all since she joined the Arrivers .

We are really helplessly similar . Although we are similar, we proceed in the opposite direction . Its such a pity .

Right now, she still feels frustrated . She has not been able to release her anguish . I understand because we are similar . The frustration was gnawing at my own heart . I denied myself and nearly erased my own self . It was striking and unbearable pain .

Inside that desperation, Erin who has no salvation and wants to die is really pitiful . I wont let Erin die while having a grudge on her own life . Especially not in this place . I really wish for her well being because I can understand her despair .

Note: Thats why Erin surely will be able to find salvation like me if you choose to live on . I really hope that you do .

In a world where a small wish like this is hard to realize, salvation might be a little too much to hope for . A world where a girl has to deny herself and die alone has to be a mistaken one . I wont acknowledge it even little bit .

Erin: You keep on saying about staying aliveBut I cant get out from this floor . I have no confidence to do so

Note: Its okay, even if you dont have any confidence . Ill take Erin out from this dungeon . No matter what kind of method or sacrifice that I need to do, I will help you to return . Which is why I want you to believe in me . You can do it, right? After all, you told me that I am a strong person . You acknowledged me .

Erin who is influenced by my smile starts to raise the corner of her lips . This is her first real smile since she came into this level .

Erin: You foolish

Note: Its fine being foolish . Lets go home together . To the Purith town where everyone is waiting for us .

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