What?

Rosenia blinked wildly in confusion at what she had just heard.

No matter how hard Rosenia thought about it, she couldnt believe it had come from Llewellyn Rasianes mouth.

A place he cant wait to feel. W-where the hell is that? Why is he driving me crazy?

Rosenia stumbled back in embarrassment and took another step back. The way his emerald eyes gently stared at her as if looking through her heart made her unable to stand properly.

Rose, I wont feel you if you dont want me to-ugh

Llewellyn suddenly leaned over and grabbed his chest. Startled, Rosenia flinched then hurried to his side.

D-Duke, are you okay?

Ha

With heavy breath, his pained expression slowly eased. Soon after, he raised his head and looked at her with a frail look.

Rosenia didnt know why, butLlewellyn looked scared.

RoseIf you dont help meIll die.

At his words, Rosenia took in a trembling breath. With a resigned smile, he spoke.

Of courseit wouldnt be bad to die in your arms.

What?

But, Im still afraid to die.

Llewellyn slipped his hand towards her. Though within distance, his hand could only wander aimlessly, unable to reach her.

I want to live. Theres so much to be desired. Most unfortunate of all is

The chance to be close to you, itll be lost forever.

Rosenia hesitated upon hearing his remark.

A chance to be close to her.

Llewellyn Rasiane was hoping for something like that?

All the common sense that Rosenia had come to know now seemed incomprehensible, and she felt completely lost.

No matter what, hes not himself

Rosenia hesitated because she didnt know what to say, but was suddenly reminded of their households.

Reflecting upon it carefully, Rosenia thought it was quite plausible. She darted her lips and asked in a timid voice.

The kiss with meWas it that good?

Llewellyn widened his eyes. He stared at her, hesitated, then soon answered with a dejected smile.

Yes, it was great. That kind of bliss, I cant get enough of it.

I-I see

Rosenia nodded and blushed slightly. She was now certain from his answer. She guessed they were a pretty good match physically.

Then its understandable that he wants to get closer to meChoosing a marriage partner isnt hard, but its quite difficult finding someone who youre emotionally connected with.

It was kind of surprising to her that the pure Duke Rasiane had such thoughts, but

Hes a little out of it right now, so maybe thats why hes unconstrained. Wasnt there a saying that people who suppress their desires will explode when theyre scared?

Rosenia thought that was the case with Llewellyn.

While still thinking about it, Rosenia spoke.

The kiss was goodIs that why you want to do other things with me?

Llewellyn looked at her quietly, then answered after hesitating.

Yes, I want to try everything else with you.

E-everything?

From beginning to end, everything.

From beginning to end? Its not what Im thinking of, right?

Rosenia trembled with her hands tightly clasped in shock.

Llewellyn, who seemed to be still looking at her reaction, laughed out loud.

W-why is he laughing?

Ah, really

As Llewellyn lowered his chin, he muttered to himself with a smile on his face.

Its much cuter than I imagined.

Wh?

I never thought Id feel like eating so much.

Wait a minutewhat?

Her eyes flicker, feeling a little embarrassed.

The tip of Llewellyns hand touched her forearm. It was only a slight touch, but with her senses on edge, goosebumps rose over her skin.

While Rosenia remained stiff, Llewellyn sighed if groaning and asked her eagerly.

Rose, can you give me a kiss?

A little longer this time.

As Rosenia hesitated and looked at him, he pleaded again in a mournful voice.

Yes? RoseGive me a kiss. Please think of the pitiful me

As usual, his eyes made her heart throbbed. Looking into those eyes made her want to fulfill whatever he wished.

Her hesitation did not long. She decided to give him a kiss.

Rosenia quietly approached and kissed him. But as if that alone was not enough, with a deep sigh, he spoke.

Lets have a deeper relationship.

Deeperrelationship?

Kissing, and other things

Llewellyn looked at her with a look of sorrow. She couldnt take her eyes off this great beauty when he looked at her in such a wistful way.

Rosenia blinked her eyes blankly, and then inadvertently nodded her head. Then, Llewellyn pulled her in and locked her in his arms. With a dazzling gaze and bright smile, he spoke.

Rose, youre my first.

No, I cant be your first time!

Only then did she come to her senses.

His first time, shouldnt that be with the female lead?! Im the villains sister!

Thump, thump.

Her senseless heart continued to speed up as it pounded her chest. She was afraid that her loud heartbeat would be heard by him, so she tried not to get any closer.

Rosenia fervently tried to get away from his bosoms. But his firm arms clasped her waist tightly. She couldnt even move an inch.

With a gentle smile, Llewellyn spoke.

That wasnt a kiss just now. We just put our lips together. It was extremely brief.

Even so, a kiss is a kiss.

Rosenia was at a loss for what to do with the rising tension in her mind.

A strange mood flowed between them. Rosenia felt like an invisible string was being pulled, and not knowing what would happen if it snapped. Her heart beat frantically.

Again, lets kiss properly.

Duke, are you sure youre sick?

Of course, I feel very sick. Like Im dying.

For some reason, Rosenia had a feeling that Llewellyn was swindling her, but it was true that cold sweat had formed on his forehead. Also, the temperature she felt over his thin shirt was very hot. It was clear that his fever was returning.

Fine, I better kiss him and make him feel better, or else itll get worse.

That was her conclusion, so hesitating a little, she finally plucked up her courage and went in for a kiss. And then, as if Llewellyn had been waiting, his big hand came around her back.

As her lips were led by him, hot air naturally poured in and out of her mouth.

Hmm

The first instance of him exploring her mouth felt smooth. But not long after, his movements began to get faster and more intense.

Rosenia flinched and grasped the hem of his shirt with both hands tightly. Her heart crazily pounded.

Ha, Rose

Llewellyn lowered his lips for a moment to call out her name in a dull voice before biting her lower lip lightly. At that moment, she hit him in the chest unknowingly. He slightly smiled, then licked the part he had just bit.

This

Facing each other, Llewellyn whispered.

Is a real kiss.

Then again, her lips were swallowed.

Her body temperature rose and she found herself short of breath. Llewellyn gave her a break whenever she was unable to hold on, but he never let stopped. Clutching her head tightly with his arms around her waist, he never let let go.

For some reason, Rosenia felt scared. She had an inexplicable premonition.

How long did we kiss?

Llewellyn had finally let her rest properly.

Rosenia trembled with her hands clasped. Her body also shook. She was out of breath from Llewellyn kissing her rashly several times. She felt her exploited lips tingling.

How was it?

What?

The kiss. Ive been studying hard.

Rosenia didnt know why her eyes flickered at such a remark. The remark gave her a strange sense of deja vu, but she was so distracted that she couldnt think straight. She just nodded awkwardly and gave a short answer.

It was fine

Really?

Yes

Upon hearing her answer, Llewellyn smiled broadly. He looked very happy. What was worse, he hugged her tightly and kissed her everywhere on the face. Startled, she greatly flinched.

Ill continue to work hard.

What? Ah! Now, hold on-.

Rosenia was startled when Llewellyn slipped his head around her neck and kissed the back of it. Her body flinched as if shocked by electricity. Smiling mischievously, he looked up at her and spoke.

Its soft here.

Only

!

I wonder if its going to be soft in other places.

For a moment Rosenia doubted her ears. The words that had come from Duke Rasianes mouth.

Seriously, isnt it a beast masquerading as Llewellyn Rasiane?

As Rosenia blinked her eyes in bewilderment, Llewellyn, with an earnest look, asked her.

Can I have your consent? Rose, I want to feel you.

Translators Note:

Ive condensed all of Rosenias inner monologue to hopefully make the chapters look cleaner.