'Who by?'
'People that failed. Weaklings. Men that lost their money or their women, and wives and daughters of the family that died young.'
'What for did they fail?'
'Silly ideas. Not knowing what they wanted.'
'Dear now! Foxy and me, we dunna allus know what we want.'
'You want me.'
'Maybe.'
'If you don't, you must learn to. And if you don't know what you want, you'll come to smash.'
'But when I do know, folk take it off me.'
A long, mournful cry came down the passages.
Hazel screamed.
'Be that the lady as no gold comforts?' she whispered.
'No, you silly girl. It's a barn owl. But she's said to cry in the coppy on Midsummer night.'
'Things crying out as have been a long while hurted,' murmured Hazel.
'To-night's Midsummer. Was she little, like me?'
'I don't know.'
'Did summat strong catch a holt of her?'
'A man did.' He laughed.
'Did she go young?'
'Yes, she died at nineteen.'
'And so'll it be with me!' she cried suddenly. 'So'll it be with me!
Dark and strong in the full of life.'
She flung herself on a faded blue settee and wept.
The impression of companionship--of whisperers breaking out, hands stretched forth, the steady magnetism of countless unseen eyes--was so strong that Hazel could not bear it, and even Reddin was glad to follow her back to the inhabited part of the house.
'This is the bedroom,' Reddin said, opening the door of a big room papered in faded grey, and full of the smell of bygone days. The great four-poster, draped with a chintz of roses on a black ground, awed her.
Reddin opened a chest and took out the green dress. He watched her with an air of proud proprietorship as she put it on. She went down the shallow stairs like a leaf loosened from the tree.
Vessons, a beer-bottle in either hand, was so aghast at the pale apparition that he nearly dropped them.
'I thought it was a ghost,' he said--'a comfortless ghost.'
'So I be comfortless,' Hazel said to Reddin when Vessons had retired.
Her voice had a sound of tears in it, like a dark tide broken on rocks.
'And when I was comfortless at the Mountain Ed'ard was used to read "Comfort ye, my people," as nice as nice.'
'Are you fonder of Marston than of me?'
'I dunno.'
She sat down sadly in the home that was not home. She remembered the half-finished collar she was knitting for Foxy. Also, a custom had grown up that she sang hymns in the evenings to Edward's accompaniment.
She missed these things. She missed the irritations of that peaceful life--Mrs. Marston's way of clearing her throat softly and pertinaciously; Martha's habit of tidying all her little treasures into the kitchen grate; Edward's absurd determination that she should have clean nails; the ever-renewed argument, 'Foxy's a bad dog!' 'She inna.
She's a good fox.' 'In my sight she's a bad dog.'
Now she had floated free of all this. She was out of haven on the high seas. She felt very lonely--as the dead might feel, free of the shackles of life. It was certainly pleasant to wear the green dress.
But she missed her little duties--clearing away the supper, Martha being gone; fetching the candles (Mrs. Marston always shook her head at the third, not from economy, but from vicarious philoprogenitiveness).
Edward's reading of the Book last thing had made her restless; she had thought it a bother. Now it seemed a privilege. To most girls, God's Little Mountain would have been purgatory. To her it was wonderful. It was the first time she had shared in the peculiar beauty of home, the daily sacrament of love. Edward never forgot to kiss them both when he came in; brought them flowers; was always carpentering at surprises for them. These last never turned out very well, his technical skill not keeping pace with his enthusiasm; but Hazel was not critical.
She, in common with the other little creatures, sat down in his shadow as in a city of refuge. Mrs. Marston shared this feeling. She always fell asleep at once when Edward was at home in the evening, ceasing to invent alarms about black men creeping through the kitchen window, Foxy getting into the larder, and a great tempest from the Lord blowing them all to perdition because Lord's Day was not kept as it used to be.
Into the parlour, at his own good time, Vessons brought the supper, and dumped it on the large round table, veneered like mahogany, heavily Victorian and ornamented with brass feet. There were bread and cheese, bacon, and a good deal of beer.
Hazel saw nothing amiss with it, for though she had begun to grow accustomed to respectable middle-class meals, life at the Callow still seemed the homelier. Reddin looked up from cutting bacon to say with unwonted thoughtfulness, 'Like some tea and toast?' He felt that toast was a triumph of imagination. He was rather dubious about asking Vessons to do it, so instead he repeated, 'You'll have some tea and toast?'
Vessons went into the kitchen and shut the door. They waited for some time, and Hazel, who, whatever her fate, her faults and sorrows, was always as hungry as Foxy, looked longingly at Reddin's cheese and beer.
Physical exhaustion brought tears of appetite to her eyes. At last Reddin went to the kitchen door.
'Where's that tea?' he asked.
'Tay?'
'Yes, you fool!'
'I know nothing about no tay.'
'I said you were to make some.'
'Not to me.'
'And toast.'
'I've douted the fire.'
He had just done so.
'Look here, my man, there's a missus at Undern now. You please her or go. She tells me what she wants. I tell you. You do it.'
'I'll 'ave no woman over me!' said Vessons sullenly. 'Never will I!