Genocide Online

Chapter 233 Virtual Dual Personality

(Blossoms PoV)

Now what was that? I muttered to myself. I was searching for some treasure while taking advantage of the fact I was the first to dive into the hole, but suddenly a strong ocean current threw me to a completely different place

And somehow, my current location doesnt seem to be connected to the ritual site, if my map is anything to go by I guess we were forcefully separated then?

Ah, no, not again Why do you always Stay there, alright? I said to that hateful person that always shows up whenever Im alone.

Im playing together with those people I hate for you, okay? So can you like Not wallow on your own like that?

Were still in the same dungeon anyways, so we should reunite eventually. I muttered.

I stood up and looked at my new surroundings after this forceful relocation, but There doesnt seem to be anything in particular here, aside from one straight road ahead of me, If I was the only one washed away, Im gonna write a really long complaint to the devs I muttered to myself.

In any case, its likely that there are some traps and monsters in this location, so I materialized my scythe. It didnt exactly match well with my swimsuit, but it cant be helped in this situation.

What do you mean? Worried about Maria? Just leave that brat alone. I muttered.

Really now Shes way too pitiful. Even after deciding to help Seigi and Komari in-game, she decided to just go and take my place halfway through and then Then she just went and started getting comforted by that small girl.

And now she is keeping Seigi and Komari away because she is afraid of letting them seeing her pain Seriously

Why are you apologizing for taking my place in this world? So what if you failed? I said.

Why is she so pessimistic? Always avoiding to look people in the eye, being anxious about anything she decides on doing, hardly being able to actually put her thoughts into actions

Sometimes she does get a bit of courage and tries acting though But then, she starts panicking and makes mistakes all the time This is so stupid. You shouldnt worry about me making your mistakes just because Im you.

Im the ideal you. Im not going to fail. I told myself.

You think that even your ideal self wont do it properly? That something will go wrong? Last times breakdown only happened because you came out, alright?

And now she is crying and apologizing Thats not it. Dont apologize.

I only exist in this virtual space, so I just want you to be a bit more mindful of that. Let me be myself on the only time I can be For I cannot interfere with our physical body, or what happens in the real world Its basically as if Im an AI living inside my own body.

Anyways, dont worry about it, and just look at it. Stare at the best version of yourself as long as you want. I said.

Dont start getting embarrassed over our own actions! Are you seriously complaining just about a bit of leg licking? Come on, its fine. It only happened because youre beautiful. She admired you so much that she was willing to lick your legs.

And now youre self-depreciating yourself, saying that there is no way Im saying the truth? As if I have any reason to lie to ourselves! Im the best version of you, got that!? Im not going to harm you!

People only mock you because of your character and because of how you present yourself, you hear? Like, just cut those excessively long bags away and youll already do wonders to your image.

Dont say its scary. You can do it. And also get rid of those big round glasses too. Get some contacts, or even colored contacts if you want extra style points.

But more importantly than that. Straighten your back and start looking straight ahead.

Worried about your breasts standing out? So what if theyre bigger than average for our age? You dont need to hide the good qualities of your body! Youll just get more popular with boys once they see how beautiful you are anyways! I bet theyll regret looking down on you once they realize how much of a beauty you are.

What? Pitiable? Im not a good girl so I cant be your idea self? Then help yourself mend what your ideal should be. I cant help you otherwise. Besides Youre the one who thinks of yourself as the most pitiable person possible.

Dont deny it, you know Im saying the truth.

Because of your mom who kept on bringing a new man home each night Because of the times mom was hurt by those men Because of the fear of those men attacking you when they were done with mom And because of the time that the homeroom teacher of our elementary school sexually harassed us.

Then there is also the fact that you never had anything to eat at home after you arrived from the school, as all the reparation money that mom received ended up being spent at the red light district.

And of course, you feel sorry about yourself due to all the ridiculing you receive from your classmates

Im cooperating because you want to give something back to them, right? They saved you once, so the minimum we can do is to put an effort to help them, right? Because if it was not for the help of Seigi and Komari, we would still be openly bullied.

And because they visited our home, mom cooked again for the first time in a long while

And not only that, she finally stopped bringing men in We can finally go to the toilet, bath, and sleep at home with a peace of mind Sure, maybe that is because she wants to paint a good impression on Seigi and Komari. Maybe she is just after the money of their house.

But so what? Doesnt it feel great to have found two wonderful friends that respect you as a person? That look at you as an individual? You want to pay them back for all their help, dont you?

Then, take a step forward. A small one. You dont need to clear the hurdle of becoming as great as me, your ideal self. Its fine to move slowly, Just Get rid of that ugly braid and make it into a ponytail. Or raise your bangs with a hairpin.

At the very minimum Try widening your field of view a bit, alright? Im sure youll see something you couldnt see before if you do.

And as always, feel free to be fascinated by the great model that is me. I said while giving a bewitching smile to no one in particular.

So that she no longer holds her fists quietly in the entrance of a mall So that instead, we can proudly wield this scythe So that this hatred for that girl might be lessened just a little.

Take this special seat and watch, as I take the center stage of this play.